Emiliana I had been patiently waiting for a response for three days. I had refused to visit Giovanni until I had information, and it began to grate on me that I was choosing to distance myself on purpose. Maybe it was the shame I was harbouring, of what I had done, or maybe it was the gravity of the situation digging in, seeping and sticking like glue. No matter how hard I tried to take my mind off of everything, no shooting or punch bag was going to ease my hurricane of emotions. On the surface, I may have looked cool, calm and collected, but on the inside, I was a chaotic mess. The fire inside was smouldering, decreasing to embers the longer Giovanni was locked up. I was about to give up and throw the towel in, say ‘fuck it’ to this entire shit show and admit defeat. But I couldn’t. I didn’t have the heart to desert Giovanni like that.
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