All Chapters of He Was Never Mine To Keep: Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

Liam When I got home, I called the nanny to come and stay with the kids for a couple of hours. Something was not sitting right with me; I could not take my mind off Lindy and where she might have gone. The woman was just discharged from the hospital, what could not wait until she was hundred percent alright before taking care of it?When the nanny arrived, the kids were already showed and going to bed since they did not sleep much last night. I told her I will be back in a couple of hours and then went out to my car. I thought of calling Lindy before driving and asking her where she is but thought against it.She doesn’t want to talk to me right now and I doubt she will tell me where she is. I took out my phone and went to find my iPhone. I was not ready for the location it gave me, “No, no, no this can’t be.” I drove out fast out of my yard racing to get to Mia’s house.What is Lindy doing there, I

LindyI sat on the cold bench in my cell thinking about everything that happened today and regretted it. I should have gone home and been with my kids then file for divorce and leave Liam. But I didn’t, I let my anger get the better of me and I wanted to confront that woman just once to tell her she has won. I never intended for things to get out of hand like this and now am in here. My husband is blaming me for her death, with good reason of course but I thought he will at least get me a lawyer and give me a fighting chance.I am still his wife and the mother of his children. How can he just leave me here to rot? I know I made a mistake, but does he hate me so much that he would leave me in here like this? I know he loved that woman, but I did not think he loved her more than he loved me. But today and what he said showed me he loved her more. My husband looked crushed by her death and did not seem bothered by my arrest.Liam and

CarlosI was angry when I came here but after seeing Liam I don’t know anymore; the man is angry and hurting. I can see he loved that woman, and her death is tearing him apart. He is now taking out all his anger on Lindy and with good reason, but she is still his wife and the mother of his children.I must find a way to convince him that sending her to prison will not help him in any way. That this will only punish the children, I must make him see reason, Lindy was wrong, and an accident happened. We can’t change that now but sending her to prison will do more damage than good and Liam needs to realize that before it’s too late.But right now, I must make sure the news doesn’t get to the media. Getting out of the hotel was done in a hurry but when I got to my car and switched on the radio. All my energy drained from my body, the presenter on the radio was talking about what happened. I don’t know how much

LindyA week ago, I found out my husband never stopped cheating on me and that he even has a child with his mistress. A day after that I accidentally killed his mistress and got arrested. Two days after that I got served with divorce papers by my husband of over a decade. A day after that I was informed that I will never see my children again and today, a week later I got convicted. My lawyer didn’t have to fight much as I insisted on pleading guilty because I was. I took a life I deserve to be punished for it.A lot happened in a space of a week and it’s happening so fast that I can feel myself falling with no one to catch me. It’s like they have pulled a rug from right under my feet and I am falling hard. I didn’t even have time to wrap my hea

LiamBeing without Lindy and Mia has been difficult for me. Raising the kids alone has been even more difficult, they ask about their mothers every day. Now for Lindy’s children it’s easy to answer, no, it’s not easy, it's difficult but at least they know their mother is alive but having to tell Sam and Bella that their mother is in heaven and is not coming back is killing me.It also makes me resent Lindy even more for putting me in this position. Talking about Lindy, she sent word that she would like to see me; I have been putting it off for a while now and today I am finally going to hear what she wants. I parked at the prison and looked at the high walls. The woman I loved is locked in there, I wonder what is like now? I have never visited since she got arrested and I don’t even know why I came today. But I am here, I might as well find out what she wants.I go in and go through all the procedure before I am