Justin had gone to work that morning and had been absent minded throughout, the workers kept calling his attention at each intervals to whatever they were talking about. He couldn't focus and when it was late and time to go home ,he decided not to go. He couldn't bring himself to talk about jaden, he felt he had no right to talk about jaden especially since he was a coward when jaden died, "why should he man up now?" He thought. And he couldn't tell Valerie that he was jealous that she had kissed someone else. He was falling for her slowly and he knew he had to explain,but he had no time for love, he was supposed to be feeling miserable about how he abandoned his best friend in time of need, how could he want to be happy?,he had no right to wish for love or happiness,nevertheless he knew he'll have to tell her the truth so he decided to stay back in the office and sleep on the couch there to avoid any explanation.
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