AlissaAs soon as we reached home, neither Eric nor I spoke any word to anyone. All he did was open his fridge, took out a bottle of wine and started drinking it. I can understand that he is upset, but it's unhealthy. I don't want to see him sad, but right now I am helpless. I went to the room and changed into my night suit. Eric has some of my clothes in case I need some, like right now. I saw he had his legs on the table and he was sitting on the couch drinking his wine. The television was on but it was on mute. I sat next to him and took the remote and shut it off. He let out a long breath from his nose and held my hand. He rubbed my knuckles and we stayed silent for a minute. "Talk to me" I said"It's all a mess. I'm a mess. I am so angry at them that I can't talk to them without raising my voice. They don't understand what they made me go through. Yes, I admit I was an arsehole and I still am. But, what they did was not right. Never have
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