-ENRIQUE-I saw her in my dreams last night . . . again and for that moment, I felt alive which I barely feel these days. She's married! Trust me, I remind myself that fact every second now. It doesn't fucking work. I still love her. My heart beats for her, it always will. Hades probably loves her more than me. Of course he does! I chose Elliot's life over my baby's happiness. Was it a wrong choice? Was saving my brother from death a wrong choice? No, but in front of what my love has suffered, that seems so fucking wrong. But a part of me is glad that she is gone. . . just a tiny part. She is away from my hideous shadow, she'll be happy with Hades now away from all the pain and sufferings. I love her, I fucking do. I may not be your last love, baby, but trust me, you'll always be my first and last. Were we 'right person, wrong timing' or was I just the wrong person? I guess we'll never know. -EnriqueI slowly shu
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