Lauren HastingtonI walked into the room of our house in LA and I'm so glad that I always left some of my stuff behind. I needed it now because I didn't bring anything to LA. Before I decided to take a shower, I sat down on the chair on my balcony. I felt so guilty lying to Nial.I don't know why I didn't think of anything and just texted him that I'm not feeling well. I should've stayed in New York and have a date with Nial. I can't believe I agreed to Dylan in a matter of seconds.I'm happy being with Nial but there's something missing. It's just weird. Sometimes we do force ourselves to be with somebody when we clearly don't want to be with them. I mean.. it's not that I don't want to be with him. I'm trying but it seems.. useless to try hard for him.I know I'm a bitch for acting like thi

Dylan LemiereWe have a big meeting after this and everyone will be in the meeting. I looked at myself in the mirror and it's been 2 months since I've seen Lauren. She's damn good at disappearing. I can't see her everywhere and she's good at making excuses so every time there's a meeting for us Gold Lifes, she won't come.Today, she won't come anyway.I walked out from the toilet and walked towards the meeting room. I got in and my eyes landed on the red head right away. She's currently talking to Cailey.I mean.. I've been living my life as usual but with her avoiding me.. it bothers me a little bit. It's like something is missing but not in an obvious way.I sat at the back of the room, let's just be invisible. My eyes kept looking at her. God,

Lauren HastingtonI trained late at night to avoid Dylan, when I say really late.. it's 2 in the morning. I really don't want to deal with Dylan now. I hate him.I punched my punch bag hard and started to train by myself. After that I walked to the treadmill, I ran 2km and then started to do squats and lunges. I'm done. I walked into the bathroom and took a shower. I walked out to the changing room in my towel and I jumped when I saw Dylan sitting on the chair."What the hell are you doing here?" I asked because my heart almost stopped seeing him like a ghost. I walked to him and gestured to him to go away. He moved."Look away!" I hissed coldly and he turned his head to the wall. I put my clothes beside him and I dried my hair. He turned to me and took the hair dryer away from me. I turned t

Lauren Hastington"You okay?" Nial asked as he entered my room."I'm fine.""You sure?" Nial turned my body making it facing him."Yeah." I nodded and he hugged me."You know.. you can tell me anything.""He came here, wanting to talk." I said as I hugged him back."So what did you say?" He asked."I told him to get lost and I told him that you're my boyfriend." Nial caressed my hair and I looked up to him."You're really the best.." I smiled and he chuckled."Thanks?" Actually, I told Nial that I lied to him at that time

Lauren HastingtonI'm back in New York again at last, I just went to Paris for one week to refresh my head. I walked out from the airport and found Clara and Nial. I waved at them and ran to them. I hugged them both."What happened to your face?""Just fought with someone when I was drunk." Nial said and I raised my eyebrows."Did someone try to touch you?" I asked Clara."He's drunk and messing around with a big dude.""Well you're a damn idiot.""So.. welcome back to New York.""Yeah.. as I arrive, I have to attend a freaking launching party." I hissed."Me too, no