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Chapter 31

Edited.CHRISI scroll through the computer while sighing, I've been searching for a solution to my problems but I can't find any, then I spotted a video, I shouldn't be looking at this but who cares?It was a video of a girl cutting, she said is helps you feel better. A video rated 18+I think I'm running into depression, I can't sleep, I lost all apatite, I only study and study and study.I got up from my desk chair and head to the bathroom, I grabbed a razor and walk back to my desk.I rolled my sleeve up as I sigh, my hand shook. "Do it! No don't do it! Do it come on! No don't do that!"I drop the razor while sighing, I can't hurt myself, it won't solve anything, other than make me a psychopath. I don't wanna die maybe yes just a little bit, but still I don't want to commit suicide! I'm I crazy! What was I thinking!

Chapter 32

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Edited.FRED I pace back and forth as I waited for the doctor, this can't be happening, what is going on? There is a piece of the puzzle I'm not getting, something is going on between the boys, something terrible."Mr Jackson?" The doctor called out as he walk to me."How is my brother?" I blurted out."He is fine, just a little shaken but fine, the height at which he fell was not that high, he is extremely lucky to come out whole, the impact on his head with the floor was not strong enough to cause any fracture or loose of memories or any cerebral problems." The doctor smiled assuredly.I sigh in relief, "can I see him?""Yes, he'll be discharge in one hour, some headache might occur during his time of recovery but do not panic, it normal, he'll have to take some pills.""Fine, can I see him now?"

Chapter 33

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Sorry for not updating earlier....CHRIS "Chris I'm still waiting!" Fred called out from downstairs."Yeah, just a sec!" I called back, my jacket, breeches, chest protector, glove, sleeves, Épée and my mask, I grabbed them all and shove them in my sport bag, I threw it over my shoulder and raced out of my room.I stop dead in my track when I saw the stairs, I feel dizzy and nervous all of a sudden, since I fell from the stairs three days ago I'm so deadly scared of heights, my therapists said I was suffering from acrophobia. I'm currently going through some therapy, I don't think that will help but I loose nothing to try.I slowly back off from the stairs, it looks high! My heart is pounding!

Chapter 34

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Edited.NATHANThe music was blasting on full volume, and everyone was dancing and showing off, except Melinda, she hugged herself nervously looking around, her hand flew to her ear every now and then.I walk to her pulling her close and we went to the backyard."Babe what's wrong?""I think it was a bad idea coming here." She bit her lower lip.I know Melinda is not a party person she is the beautiful, smart and innocent type."Come on, I promise you'll have fun I'll teach you how to dance break dance." I proposed."Uh..." She covered her face with both hands. "What if I can't and the others make fun of me?" She said nervously."Come on I'm sure you can do it." I smiled while brushing some of her hair locks off her face."Do you think?" She chew on her index finger.

Chapter 35

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Edited.NATHANThe rays of the sun came disturbing my sleep, I groan as I rubbed my eyes, 6:30.I took some time to be fully awake, I immediately drove home, Fred's car is pack in the garage, I quickly pulled over and got out, I tip toed upstairs and shut my door.There was a soft knock on the door, I quickly pulled the door open."Where have you been?" Fred asked, before I could say anything he spoke up, "where is Chris? I can't find him anywhere. The library, his room, the garden and the basement.""He must be somewhere around, I'll help you look for him." He nodded, I dragged my feet to Jack's room.He was sound asleep on his bed with his messy hair over his face."Jack! Jack! Jack!!!" I put my fingers in his ears.He groans while holding his ears "stop Nathan! I'm tired."

Chapter 36

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ZACK"Come on! Dudes I just want you to spend a little time with me." I held my ball out."Zack we can't don't you understand?" Nathan said."We did something wrong! God! We can't sleep we are feeling really guilty!" Jack bit his lip."About Christopher? Seriously? That's all what we wanted, he is finally gone!" I crossed my arms."Zack! We just said that cause we were upset and ignorant! We didn't care about him when he was around, we abandoned him in the middle of a street, two days ago now we can't find him, the police are searching every corner of the city for him!" Nathan spoke with shaky voice."He might be in a terrible situation and it's all our fault! Father and Fred are trying their best running here and there looking for our youngest brother we hated and despised!" Tears creep down Jack's cheeks, "it was my fault, I should have pick him up.

Chapter 37

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JACK Drawing is what I do everyday while waiting for a news, everything else is of no importance, is been two days since the last news from him. The house is so silent and gloomy like a grave yard, if anything should happen to him I fear the worst, our family will be prolonged in a sad division for ever. Things are not like the use to be when he was around, we thought everything will be good once he is gone but things are just worst. Father and Fred keep torturing themselves day and night looking for him. I can't stop feeling terrible for what I did, Nathan too, we just feel like going back in time and correcting our errors, I have sleepless nights and nightmares! I can't eat I can't do anything other than thinking and regretting. I walked in the hall as I hugged myself, it is so silent and cold, just like a haunted hall, I sigh as I passed Christopher's door. Ho

Chapter 38

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CHRIS I groan while flicking my eyes open, everything hurts but I managed to sit up.My eyes darted around taking notice of my surrendering, I was in a hospital room.The door flipped opened letting a nurse in her mid thirties in, she drop a silver tray, on the table beside me as she smile down at me."Good morning, how are you feeling?""Blank." I responded sincerely, I can't remember anything."Is normal, after you fell in a lake with o° and deprive your body for oxygen for more than fifteen minutes, is a miracle you're still alive." She said."Fell? Water? How?" I tried to remember something but I can't my head only pound more."You really need to see the doctor," she said before exiting the room and coming back later with a man in his mid fifties with white coat."What is your name?" He asked kind

Chapter 39

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CHRISI slam my locker shut after pulling out my economic textbook. Everything is absolutely perfect, everyone was happy to see me again except for some few minority bastards.My phone started buzzing."Hey Fred?" I answered."Uh.. How are you doing? Are you enjoying school? So you wanna come home?" He spoke awkwardly."Yeah everything totally fine, don't worry about me, am O.K!" I rolled my eyes."Are you sure?" I bet he was raising his brows."Yeah, totally, everything is great and people are friendly as usual, please Fred stop being such a mom!" I laughed."Fine I was just trying to look after my younger brother but I was just stab deep in the heart. Ouch!"I chuckled, "sorry, sorry, thanks for caring so bloody much, no offense.""Why can't you express yourself without

Chapter 40

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CHRISI held my violin close and shut my eyes as I draw the bow across the strings, producing a melody coming from the depth of my heart, actually I created this song for mother but she'll never ever hear it.I put an end to my work once all my emotions was out, I feel better now."You play just like your grandmother." Dad said as he pop out from nowhere, I flinched and tense up.I wasn't expecting him in my room, maybe I did something wrong that I can't remember? I started recalling all the bad things I did before."You know she was a good violist." He said softly, as he took some slow steps toward me."Yeah, grandpa told me about her."He stare at me weirdly before speaking up. I looked away trying to avoid eye contact am not a fan of his piercing gray eyes, I used to find comfort in them but I long lost those comforts.

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