All Chapters of Tears of Sorrow : Chapter 31 - Chapter 37

The buttery light of golden amber rays broke through the tree tops, telling me another day had begun. I sat there purched high above the grassy fields tittering on the edge of the border. My heart sank at not knowing what to do, broken between the choices I needed to make. If I choose to leave now and follow after Captain Darius to pursue my brother in hopes he may still be alive... Then that would leave the border unattended. Allowing my brother's mate to cross and find her way to the death lillies sealing her fate to the darkness. I knew, in my heart, what my brother would want me to do, he would tell me to save her and let him go. Still the voice inside my head was telling me it didn't matter what choice I made because the bond was already established between the two of them and no matter what happened unless one of them rejected the other, their souls were connected bound to the other for life, one could not survive while the other died. Even so, I didn't know who to fin

" Sarah, Sarah, won't you open those eyes of yours? I want to see those beautiful artic orbs, after all they will be mine soon," I hear this scratchy, unnerving voice ask me. Still, no matter how hard I seemed to try to open my eyes, I couldn't. They felt heavy and sticky, like they were  glued shut. The sounds of many moving around me, bristled through my ears, making me  flinch at the closeness, causing my heart rate to spike with every sound of movement made. I could have sworn each time that I flinched, I could hear some where in the distance the sound of whatever around me laugh, only making me struggle even more to try and open my eyes or move.....? But, I wasn't even sure if I was doing that.... I couldn't feel the rest of where my limbs should be, only my eyes felt heavy and that puzzled me even more to what was happening to me. Flashes of white light danced and bounced around the back of my eye lids, as I listened to the things moving around me. At

Hello everyone, this is S. Jones husband. I do apologize for the very late update, But, as of now my wife is in the hospital again. Her last srugery seemed to go well and we all thought she was on her way to a great recovery. But, sadly this was not the case and she was rushed in for emergency surgery and maybe be looking at another one depending on how things move forward. I just want you all to know she is very thankful you all have stuck it out with her through theses hardtimes and how sorry she feels for everything that hass been happening even though it has all been out of her hands. She is praying that soon she will be back writing again as it brings her joy to share with you all her stories.  I ask now if you all could please send us your prayers and love in this hardship we are facing as it would help bless our family and give us the extra strenght our children, myself and her made need. Thanks again for all of your support.

Ian stood there silently grasping my arm, quickly pulling me against his chest pressing me tighter into him. Even after I had told him all I wanted was just to be alone. " Please Ian, I need some room to breathe, I feel like I'm being crushed by the world around me, with everyone staring at me like that. I need to be alone right now, whether you agree with me or not." I begged him. We both stood there, quietly taking in each others warmth; before he reluctantly loosened his grip from around my torso, letting me push pass him and walk out the door. I was going to tell everyone about my dream?? or vision?? I wasn't sure as what to call it... But, as soon as Elder Lilia started telling me about how these vile creatures were going to keep coming after me, all because I was supposedly one of the chosen ones. I took that as my way out. To fake being upset so I could get away from everyone around me. There was no way I could stay and put everyone in my pack in danger because of me. I needed