All Chapters of Being Alive: Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

“Hey, guys!” he screamed.“Hey, man!” Raf exclaimed.“Baby!” Linc said to Mia.She went to hug him.“Awww!” Bella and I exclaimed.“How do you feel?” Jeremy asked.“Wonderful! I want to go home!”“All of us want it,” Dylan said. “But it was good to be back here!”“You were here?” Bella asked.“Yes, I had my history here,”  he stated and looked away, like he remembered something. Until 2:30 p.m. I was there.Then I stated:“Guys! I have to go. I need to do one very important thing!”They wanted to ask questions, but I quickly waved to them and left the room. When I was about to go downstairs, I heard Raf calling me and running to me.“Where are you going?” he asked, as I stopped.“I told you already, that I have some things

“What?! Why? How could you do it?” Mia screamed.Everyone was scared. They were looking at me, like they were afraid of the possibility of me doing it again. But then I looked at Dylan. He had an understanding and a sad expression. Like...he understood me. “I was scared, that I would lose Lincoln like I had lost mom! You won’t understand it, Mia!”Everyone fell silent.“Then one old man came to me and asked me to let him call someone. I was on the edge of the cliff. I just needed one second and it would end, but he prevented that one second from happening. Then he asked me to take the delivery and give him it tomorrow,” I continued. “That’s when Linc woke up. He did it from fear. He saw the picture from my eyes, where I was about to fall. And that made me stop myself from doing something stupid and terrible! I really did take the delivery and then brought it to him. It was the clock. He invited me

Suddenly Linc came into my room.“Good morning!”  he exclaimed.I turned to him and said:“Good morning!”It looked like Linc had just woken up. His dark curls were covering his hazel eyes. He tried to put them back, but it wasn’t possible, as while sleeping, he destroyed his perfectly sculptured hairstyle. “What are you looking at?” he asked, looking amused.“Raf came,” I stated, still looking down, hoping he would come back.Linc frowned and started thinking, maybe remembering what he had to do in our house.“What was he doing here?” he asked after some time.I went out of the balcony, closed the doors and sat on my bed.“He was drunk,”  I answered.“So early?”“He said that he had been drunk since yesterday’s evening. He wasn’t at home,” I explained, imagining how he spe

“What are you talking about?” I asked them and sat with Bella.“You are a couple now. And Raf is being weird,” Mia started.“Well, I don’t know. I have nothin to do with it.”“I bet 50 bucks that he is jealous!” Mia continued.“Well, it’s too obvious,” Linc stated.“Come on, guys!” I exclaimed.“Sis, are you serious with James?” Linc asked.“If only I knew...” I muttered,  shaking  my head and the bell rang.The next lesson was Literature. And Raf wasn’t there. I asked Dylan if he was on the second lesson with him. He was. I guess, he was shunning me, because he was attending only the lessons without me. I decided to forget about Raf, as well, as he did. Maybe it was for the better. But I was still sad when I was understanding that our friendship or whatever we had was destroyed. Again.

“Thank you,” I stated and she left again. Mia and Bella were staring at me in confusion. I was looking at the mirror at my image, pondering, who it could be.“Aren’t you going to comment on this?” Mia asked.“What do you expect me to say? I have no idea of who it could be. I thought about James,” I said.“Why does it feel like it’s not him?” Bella asked obvious.“Why?” I queried.“Have you ever told him about your favourite colour?” Mia started.“No,”I replied.“And plus, he would definitely admit that he was the one, who did it,” Bella claimed.“Right! Who would want to keep it a secret but still make you smile?” Mia asked.I had only one name on my mind, but it was stupid to think about him. “Raf,” Bella stated.“No!” I said, shaking my head adama