All Chapters of Love Ain't Always Pretty: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

CHAPTER 12 Tsundere (ツンデレ)Tsundere (ツンデレ)- describes a person who is initially cold, combative and even hostile towards another person before gradually showing their warm side over timeOrigin: Japanese12"Sorry about the inconvenience last night Savannah." Billy says while he takes a drink from the coffee."It's alright. You really don't have to be sorry Billy." I said to him.He stared at his fingers. "I'm quite embarrassed by what happened last night.""Anybody who gets drunk makes stupid mistakes and becomes not themselves. It's okay. Really."I could see how embarrassed he is and I actually don't know how to make him okay right now."How's your bum?" I asked, so he won't feel a little ashamed of me."Killing me. It feels like my ass have been gunshot thousand times."I smiled. "You need to put ice packs on that. I'm sure it'll be a very big purplish-bluish bruise.""I know but it's okay. Nick said I'm an official brother now. And thank you so much for saving me. Nick told me y

CHAPTER 14 InduratizeInduratize- to make one's own heart hardened or resistant to someone's please or advances or to the idea of loveOrigin: Latin14I slowly open my eyes as I feel like something was pounding on my head. God it was hurting so bad and I feel my lips were so dry. I groaned on my bed and started stretching my arms up. I stared at the ceiling and it doesn't look like the one in my dorm. My eyes completely narrowed and totally forgot about what happened to me last night."Shit where am I?" I mumbled.I look around the room but I don't remember where I am then I looked down at myself but I was still wearing every piece of clothing I had last night. Then I see a huge feet next to me and I'm sure it was a guy. The second I turned to my side, I see a view of Nick sleeping right next to me and he's this close. We slept in one bed? In one same freaking bed? Wow. What a beautiful view to start my Sunday morning.I have this sudden urge to touch his face and brush my hand just

CHAPTER 16 PetrichorPetrichor- the scent of rain on dry earthOrigin: Greek16After visiting their mother's tomb, it was almost twelve noon when we left there and I'm terribly starving right now. The car paved way to the gravel road and I saw us arriving on the pathway of this old looking house. Tracy seemed so excited to be here but Nick was just quiet after we left the cemetery."Starving Savannah?" Tracy gazed at me over the rear view mirror."A little." I answered."Don't worry. Nick is here. He knows how to cook." She says before unbuckling her seat belt.When they stepped out of the car, I did too. I pulled my blouse down to cover my showing skin above my garter and then finally stared at the white colored house. Vines were creeping on the corners of the house and I see a patio swing right on the porch. I walked behind them as we march our way near the house."Who owns this house?" I asked."We do. It's where we used to live before we headed college." Tracy answered.Nick ins

CHAPTER 18 SerendipitySerendipity- finding something good without looking for it18"I'm very attracted to you Savannah." He repeats.My heart leaps."But I just don't want those extra other stuff between us." He added while holding the back of his neck.My eyebrows furrowing."Other stuff?" My voice shying away."Those boyfriend and girlfriend thing. I don't want that." He said firm.Holy hell.I just do not know what to say to him or even how to react to that thing he just confessed to me. I wait for a little more to rethink again and then think a lot more. He just admitted to me that he just wants to have sex with me. He doesn't want those sweet little things done in a relationship. He doesn't want it to lead into something. He wants sec from me. Nothing but sex.I should be punching him or hitting him with my fists and I should be mad at him because that's what he's only after me but the fact that he chose to kiss me after those straight eight years, makes me flatter. I find it

CHAPTER 20 AistraAistraTranslation: infatuationOrigin: Lithuanian20SAVANNAH'S POVI missed my first class today but it was alright because it was worth it anyways and I'm still not over the fact that I just allowed myself to let Nick have sex with me as much as he and I wants to. My brother will kill me if he'll know about this and I'm doing it with a frat guy. I haven't seen Nick around the campus too after he dropped me and Tracy off the dorm a while ago.My mind was floating the whole day. I was thinking about Nick and when we will be finally doing it. I was physically present in my classes but I was mentally absent because I'm imagining Nick and how kissed me that night. I could still feel his lips and I always smile at myself when I remember how it tasted. He was such a great kisser.I walked out of my class and I was thankful that the day was over. I'm tired and I haven't had enough sleep because we left too early a while ago. The only problem I have right now is I need to