CHAPTER 80There are some things that no matter how we tried to change and erase it from our lives, it will not still changed and removed. I tried that a lot of times. I tried to ignore the pain and feelings I have just to be happy but while in the middle of that process I still can't find happiness because in that pain, in that feeling, that's where I once experienced that happiness and even though it's painful, deep inside me I am still happy, because I found him there.I saw him there.When I was still young all I wished and ever wanted were my parents love and attention. I would go all out and have tantrums just to stop them for leaving me. I always wished that their business would just vanished so that their attention would remain to me.But I was wrong of thinking that. Because when I met Alqamar in that forest I finally realized that it was hard to let go to something that's dear to you. Just like how dad and mom hold on tightly for their business.
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