All Chapters of Same Difference: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

 10#song #BlackByrd #still not over you Clara I heard Brent call my name but I couldn't move... What was happening ...My whole body was riddled with shock , my head started to hurt out of nowhere... The last thing I remember was walking into the kitchen and something flew right threw the window shattering the glass I dropped my cup and all I heard was the smoke alarm . We live in a safe area and we have state of the art security on the complex. What the hell was going on ... I was on the floor . All I remember was something painfully piercing through my clavicle . Oh hell no , no , no ,no ... Our Baby ... Brent has been through hell he can't go through losing someone again let alone two people. I thought they caught the guys who killed his parents and sister. It was related to something in his family ... Every time I asked him about it he just got all agro. When I told him six years ago that I was pregnant with A

 #songs #AdamLambert. - Better than I know myself #TheScript #Army of angels Clara I'm not perfect .I've always said that; perfection isn't perfection unless there are imperfections visible... So we are all imperfectly perfect . There are some moments in life when you feel undeserving of what you have or like a total loser.I've had many of those days and weeks ,when I sometimes feel like I'm not being a good enough mother to my son , or perfect wife to my husband . When you wake up in the morning and wish you could fall back to sleep cause you hate feeling like you are failing at a role you should perfectly fit into cause you've had enough practice, however you still feel like you are always falling short . I guess we all are entitled to have a bad day ... At some point our super hero masks and capes come off and surprisingly enough we discover what we suspected all along, that we a

 Songs#Leona Lewis -#yesterday #John legend- #ordinary people Brent Just as Timothy was about to tell me what was going on. Andrew came running down the hall . I picked him up and gave him a hug . I love my boy and his mother so much. To think I almost lost both of them six years ago , triggers feelings of melancholy. He sat down on my lap and talked to me with a very serious face." "Daddy I have a bad feeling." "Yeah I've also had it too Andy. I'm so sorry we left without saying goodbye to mommy. " "Apology accepted. Just as long as I get to see her soon. Where is she?. " "She was on her way with uncle Carlo. " "What do you mean was? She should be here my App says she is here." I went into my pocket and showed him ,his mothers phone which was grey. "Okay dad then

  #songs #AlessiaCara #River of tears #JessieJ Ft #JamesMorrison. #up Clara Storms. We've all in some way have experienced storms . They either give you more character , make you more stronger , or prepare you for a bigger storm ahead. I heard my priest talk about challenges the other Sunday at mass, given my attention span and my ability to spontaneously think... I caught the last bit of his sermon where he said; "if the one thing you fear happens to you once , you are not afraid of it happening again cause you have learnt how to overcome it, and overcoming is a gift that helps you move on ,let go and live again." As true as that may sound...Sometimes we don't even know we are caught in a storm until we are in the eye, where everything is calm inside and way messy on the outside. I always say that if you were ever comfortable with chaos and know how to

    #songs #JessGlynne #Takemehome #EdSheeran #Bloodstream Clara My Brother always said; I should give all problems, situations and phases time to sort themselves out. Through patience you gain understanding and in time you will understand why you had to go through it. I never really got what he meant until I got married and had two kids. The man I married is steadfast, faithful, caring and sincere. He has seen me through a lot of dark times and still loved me after I told him my deepest, darkest, and scariest secrets. He isn't a saint he has a dark side too. When I said yes to Brent on the night of out engagement it felt right. Instinctively I knew he was it for me. I just couldn't explain why I was drawn to him. I always hid how I felt and I did it so well until Brent.