All Chapters of Loving Iris : Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

 It was a stormy Saturday morning. The rain was pouring down in buckets; accompanied by the occasional rumbling sound of thunder. Iris was sound asleep in Bryces' arms. It had been the longest two weeks for both of them. Iris didn't return home to her pent house. She went back to the main house, for fear of suffering post dramatic stress or reliving the night she got shot. Bryce being the guy he was wouldn't let Iris stay alone or leave her alone . He wasn't one to hover , but he had come close to losing the woman he loved ;and knowing what he knew now he wasn't going to let her go even if it meant taking a break from his somewhat busy life to be there for Iris ... Iris lifted her head off Bryce's chest , he had hit lights out hard. Iris could tell by his heavy deep breathing that he was rem state of sleep, even being tempted to wave her hands in front of his face was useless. She looked at the time and it was 8:30am . It was still dark

 Iris couldn't hold back the tears any longer. She couldn't conceal all the hurt she was feeling at that moment by covering her face with her palms and crying.Her sobs broke Bryce ,the last thing he ever wanted to do was make her cry. He released her leg and sat next to her .He removed her wet palms from her face and held her. "I'm so sorry. I really am. I wasn't using you to get over stuff. I wanted to tell you..." Iris lifted her head from his shoulder. Bryce seemed to be all tens and out of sorts, she could tell by his tight grip on her arm. Iris cleared her face with the back of her had . She got off Bryce. She looked and took a deep breath and leaned against the wall. "Bryce ... I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say but sorry." "Don't be okay I should be the one saying sorry.For not trusting you... Us as in what we have . It would be foolish of me to deny that I cheated b

 When you let go of what doesn't serve you good; you come to the realization that there wasn't a lot to hold on to at the first place. To love is to let go to fear is to hold on . 8 weeks later ...Iris and Jonathan didn't watch a movie that night he came over to her loft. Instead they spent all night talking and getting back to being friends. Sasha had pleaded with Jonathan to stay and told him she was sorry . Jonathan being the guy he was took her back even forgiving her for almost killing Iris. Everyone was en route to Madrid to the wedding everyone was on the same flight. Everyone except for Iris.She decided to take a connecting flight from Billbao to Madrid. Maria was getting married and had all the help she could get from both families. What was missing or rather who was Iris . She wanted to "explore" Bilbao. When Maria asked her why? 

 songs. #Rudiment al Ft #EdSheeran #Layitallonme#NellyFurtado #Try Morning started break and the sun was slowly starting to shine through the curtains. Iris had her head on Javier's left pectoral and her arm across his torso. She had fallen asleep to the sound of Javier's heart beat and soothing voice. It had been a while since she had slept properly and peacefully . She was usually up before the sun came up either cycling , swimming ,or running to keep her mind off the edge and brink of falling into the vicious cycle of self pity or PTS. Javier too was knocked out cold. Following the week he had in training and his aching muscles. He hadn't realized how much he missed Iris until last night... She had told him why she cut all contact and forgot about him. She explained what Gina threatened to do. He apologized for everything. He also explained to Iris that Gina and him had ended things six months ago but didn't get into

 #songs #Rudimental FT #BeckyHill #Powerless#TheSript #Talk #you #down Javier was surprised ; he looked like someone had knocked the wind out of him . First of all Iris was angry at him and secondly he was upset that Iris had walked out on him twice. Which meant that she didn't fully trust him and he knew why she was running . He walked to Iris who was still in her robe and put his hands on her shoulders and looked down at her; her eyes were full of fury and fear. "Iris I need you to trust me again. Iris I need you to trust me, heaven knows I'm not worthy of anything right now... Your trust, your love, hell even you. Gina and I are over, that I can assure you she's in the past. I want you... If last night and this morning was anything to go by... I never want you to feel like you have no where to run or no one turn to. I want you to run to me, turn to me and let me love you again