All Chapters of ESCAPING THE CEO 4 By KC Mmuoe: Chapter 321 - Chapter 330

Chapter 321 Cleo If anybody asked me how I was doing today I would tell them that I'm not gay but then again I'm not okay. I understand what's going on and I am very fine but I'm not fine at the same time I don't think the pain of ever losing a child goes away it never goes away. However I did learn that; it is only under earth that we can experience a wake because the wake is a sign of rebirth . I've said it before when I'm going to say again that people never really die, they are just in a different universe and a different time and space and I used to believe that there is a portal that leads to a place where loved ones could always visit the ones that they miss and come back to earth . I've always feared waking up and finding everyone I've loved gone hasn't there is no trace there is no way for them to be found and russellville I wouldn't know where to start to look for them and then again my husband goes in pulls a stunt that he knows will turn my world upside down . It's un

Chapter 323 Cleo  I'm usually calm and I'm usually level-headed but in recent days I've been on edge and I haven't been myself lately and it's starting to get to me to the point where I just don't know what to feel anymore because I've been suppressing all my feelings all this time and I think it's about time that I refocus my feelings and be the person I once was.   Have you ever been in a relationship where you think that this is the right relationship for you and that you finally found the one because at some point I'd felt like that with the person that I had married . I thought and I still think that he is the right person but there are some aspects of the relationship that I have been neglecting to the point where I don't think that I can't click them anymore because you can only sacrifice for so much and for so long until you find out that; you are doing more damage to yourself by suppressin

Chapter 325Cleo I'm no stranger to moving around or finding new places to live but this is feeling that you get and it's a feeling of nostalgia that you get when you go back to a place that you left all the memories start coming back everything you've been through starts we're playing in your mind and you end up not knowing which memory to take or keep because every memory that you have lives rent-free and runs riot in your mind.I'm not the person that I was 4 years ago A lot has happened on lot has changed and there are days when I feel like I didn't sign up for the life I have and there are days when I am thankful for the life I have and when you caught in between the two it's kind of hard to figure out where you stand emotionally and mentally mentally I'm strong but emotionally I feel like I'm an emotional basket Case because with everything that's happening with husband and kids. I never in a million years did I dream that Michelangelo would do what he did to me and if he hadn'

Chapter 327 Cleo I don't think I have a drinking problem. Given what happened as upload days ago wasn't really in a stage to cope with anything and I wasn't using alcohol as a crutch I was actually talking to take off the edge which is the same as using alcohol as a form of knowing the feelings I was feeling cuz when you're used to doing something every morning and all the sudden you wake up in the morning and everything is turned on its head the one here that you feed your whole entire life for the whole entire span of your relationship has come through then you need something you just take off the edge. On my way to Johannesburg on the plane I made myself some whiskey and Coke. I needed something strong to numb the pain that I was feeling. What I drank wasn't strong enough but I was sober enough. Angelo is a recovering addict and if he told me that I should also clean my act up then maybe I will clean my act up when I feel like cleaning my act up but he was the one who was neglig

Chapter 329 Cleo  There is a certain shift that happens when you realize that you have stopped running and it's a shift that happens at the right time and at the right place it's a feeling that's indescribable that feels like a mix between euphoria and melancholy but you are at an okay place you not at a place where you are fighting for stability and you are in a place that is volatile .  When we came back home with the twins they were happy to see both Angelo and I together. Ava on the other hand was in a jovial mood,the kids didn't want to go to sleep in case they woke up and didn't find us around . We had to assure them that they were safe and we were safe and that nothing was going to happen to us and them . Angelo had to go back to work but he wanted to drop the twins off at school . I've been working in the home office setting up a couple of things because, even though it didn't seem like it , I've seen h