All Chapters of My Perfect Mess: Chapter 51 - Chapter 60

I am looking at Becca as she is lying on the floor; just as the horror sets over my body, I hear her grunt and curse underneath her breath."Becca?""Josh, help me; I dropped my phone under the bed.""God, Becca, I thought you fell off the bed.""What that not be hilarious, now please help me and stop staring at me like that."I only but chuckle at her; the damn woman nearly gave me a heart attack. After teasing me for nearly an hour over my silliness, we finally fall asleep in each other's arms.The next day we visit the Georgian House Museum; I have never seen anything so boring in my life before. It is a collection of furniture from the 19th century. It is porcelain silver, and do not forget the chandeliers. It was nothing that truly excited me at all.The day after the boring museum, we had a picnic on the Meadows, yes, an actual picnic; it is possibly one of the nicest things I have done so far in Edinburgh. It is the perfect day

I need to stop for one moment and take a step back, for beyond all the craziness that fill our lives, I need to allow myself to remember what drives me. What makes this all worthwhile is the beauty that lies in my arms. Should I not have had her presence in my life, I would not have had the sheer willpower to take the impossible on. But with Becca, I need to prove myself as the man I wish she would desire.To have beauty in your life is easy, but to have the beauty of the woman that you love and the one that loves you in return is the greatest gift that one can experience. I can, with all honesty, say that there is no doubt that she completes my life. To be lonely for eternity can be seen as a life sentence, but having what you crave, is the greatest blessing.I have never been more assured to have chosen her to be mine for life. I promise her my deepest love, my fullest devotion, my tenderest care through the pressures of the present and the uncertainties of the futur

She feels so soft, I just want to be near her, near her skin. I want to run my lips over her body. I want to feel her heart throbbing through her veins. But most of all I want to taste her, I want to sink my teeth down into her neck. I know I must let go but I can't, I can't pull myself away from her skin.I hear her softly whisper my name, "Josh.""Ssshh Becca. Just a minute."She closes her eyes and I can see she is getting as much pleasure as I do from it. What if I just prick her once, once I am sure she will not notice it.She leans her head back against the wall and let me roam her neck. I cannot keep it in anymore. I crave her, not the hunger to feed but the hunger to please. I want to take her body to a height of pleasure that she will never experience from a mortal man.As my lips run slowly down from the tip of her ear down the bare of her neck to the edge of her shoulder, I can see her body slightly shiver. I know it's not from the cold

…Becca POV…The time has come for me to turn the corner. The time has come for me to make my bridal walk towards the man that I will be spending the rest of my life with. This is the very last moment that I can still decide to do this and turn around and run. But as I peek my head around to where he is standing at the altar, I know that I am exactly where I want to be.With a very nervous Jenni behind me, I am being urged on to make my bridal walk down a carpet that is covered with, yes, much to Josh's horror; it is covered in pink rose petals.So just as I begin, Jenni pulls at my hair, and checks my dress, and I have a quick look at my make-up. Jenni then looks at me, "Now let us get this wedding on the way."I take one step forward and then another, short and hesitant, but slowly to my future. Then the wedding march starts playing, and I know that it is time to go. So I slip in that corning in absolute elegance.At first, my eyes l

Getting to know the person you love all over again is almost as refreshing as spring rain. Becca has shown me a whole different part to her; the all serious, all the time Becca has made a place for this funny and carefree one. If it was possible, I even love her more now.We had an amazing evening on the beach last night. That one kiss just stayed there, one kiss. Even though I wanted more, I just got enough of what I wanted at the time. Oh, I promise you, I am going to sneak in a few more; she is going to say yes; she just does not know it yet.The next morning my excited and ever so damn horny ass is awake at the crack of dawn. "Morning, sleepyhead. If you not up and ready in half an hour, then you going to force me to bring my sweet ass in there.""Morning, Mr. Stephenson, even though I would love to see that sweet ass so early in the morning, this sleepy head is already awake.""Well, if you weren't, you would not be talking to me," I smi