EllisāHappy Thanksgiving, Smithson.āDr. Amelia Carverās voice jars me out of my step-by-step recollection of the tonsillectomy I scrubbed in on just a few hours ago.I canāt help it. Since the first moment I stepped inside an OR, my mind has been stuck there, and until Iām actually spending most of my time there, it will be. Itās like when youāre watching a TV series one episode at a time. You keep thinking about the last one and wondering what will happen in the next. On the other hand, if you binge watch, thereās no room for anxiety, just anticipation. You just keep going from one episode to another, getting lost in the flow until time has passed you by.God, I canāt wait to binge on surgeries, but right now, Iām just an intern, so I have to take what scraps off the table I can get and try not to piss off any of the resident
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