On Friday night I received a call from Kim inviting to their family picnic. Although I was not very close to Clyde's family, I always tagged along because of Kim's consistent invitations. We used to be like peas in a pod when Clyde and Keri were dating. In most of their family picnics, two members outside the family were supposed to be invited as a rule. To make the occasion more lively, Clyde and Kim had to invite a close friend of theirs to join. I admired that family tradition of theirs.Kim always chose me because she said I was her best friend though she wasn't my best. We were super close though not in the way I was close to friends I wasn't related to. Clyde always came with Louis or his other friends. Before my first kiss with Clyde I'd always loved the picnics because it gave me a chance to hang out with the guy I was crushing on.This time I wasn't thrilled at all. I had not been with his family since we kissed and I knew awkwardness was g

Last Updated : 2021-02-04

Feelings

Forbidden Bliss/CG Hope

I glared at Clyde as I descended the stairs. He stared at me, a smirk on his face. Kim and Jenny were wrapped up in a sisterly embrace, clearly happy to see each other again. They had always liked each other before Jenny decided to drop her miss innocent act and run off to Indianapolis with her new boyfriend, Daryl leaving Clyde broken hearted. I couldn't believe Kim was glad to see her after what she had put her brother through. Kim had always been a soft hearted person who forgave people easily and never kept grudges. Sometimes it went overboard."Shan!" Jenny beamed at me. "I missed you so much darling." She hugged me and withdrew her hands before I could put mine around her. "Did you find a boyfriend better than that good for nothing Chad? Oh my gosh, we have a lot to talk about. He used to be quite horrible I don't know how you managed to tolerate him. We should have a girls night out for the three of us. We used to be so tight and I'm so happy to be b

Last Updated : 2021-05-27

Can't stand it anymore

Forbidden Bliss/CG Hope

Kim and I carried the stuff we needed for the picnic to her car while Clyde and Jenny relaxed in the living room. Clyde seemed happy and it was killing me. What if he accepted her into his life again? I'd kill that bitch. I loved Clyde and he had to think about how I'd feel if he ran back into her arms. Besides she was much older than him compared to me. No way I was letting them be together again."What are we waiting for?" I asked Kim. Everything was in the trunk and her parents had carried some of the picnic baskets in the backseat of their car."Clyde and Kim," Kim informed me and slid into the driver's seat while I walked to the passenger side and got in. "We can't take three cars. Besides Clude can't drive steadily with Jenny now that she just got back. He can't keep his eyes off her. I think he still loves her but can't be sure. Maybe she's the reason he's not dating anyone.""I guess that's true," I sighed impatiently

Last Updated : 2021-05-27

Walk Away

Forbidden Bliss/CG Hope

Tears clouded my vision as I walked away. Kim called out to me but I told her to leave me alone. I wanted to be alone and away from anything that reminded me of Clyde. Only one kiss from him had brought my world down and I was addicted. It was hard to back off.Why had he fuelled my forbidden feelings by kissing me that afternoon in his family hallway? I had to go as far as I could from him. I allowed tears to fall free and earned weird glances from the people I met. I didn't care what they thought of me since I'd probably never see them again.What hurt most was that Clyde didn't attempt to make me stay or call me back. He just sat there, doting over Jenny, making her feel like she was the most beautiful human he'd ever met. The painful realization hit me and my heart was crushed. Clyde didn't care about me as long as he had Jenny. She had been there before me and would be there after. It would always be her. People said love was a decision but I thought it

Last Updated : 2021-05-27

Temporary Fix

Forbidden Bliss/CG Hope

Thoughts of Clyde and Jenny possessed my mind during the first half of the drive to South Bend. I couldn't shut out the thoughts, at one point I banged the sides of the car in frustration."What's up, darling?" Chris asking, reducing the driving speed and holding my hand."I just hate the way everything is happening," I said. "My heart feels tired.""Don't worry everything will be okay," Chris said, withdrawing his hand. "This will all pass and will be forgotten. You're a beautiful and intelligent girl who shouldn't be crying for anyone who doesn't see your value.""Thanks, Chris." I said. He always knew how to make me feel better."I went back to my thoughts. Maybe deciding to leave the two of them together was wrong, I gave them unlimited freedom to do whatever they wanted. Who knows they could even do more than just kissing and Clyde would start to think he still loved her? You couldn't trust anyone, not especially Jenny when she had Clyde wrapp

Last Updated : 2021-05-28

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All Chapters of Forbidden Bliss: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

Green Eyes

Trouble in paradise

Lips so good

Choices

The chosen one

Untitled

Feelings

Can't stand it anymore

Walk Away

Temporary Fix