All Chapters of Lovesick Beggar: Chapter 81 - Chapter 90

"Some souls stay true to their love forever."[Christian]   Stuart although liked women he never understood them, all the women he had been surrounded with were just constructs of uniqueness yet remained the same in some of their responses. He left Starbucks only when the clock struck 11:30 in the morning. She never came as if she didn't even hear his voice. He felt dejected, sad, and angry. Stuart had not expected it. He knew he had hurt her in ways more than she could explain but he never knew her hurt was so dreadful that she even refused to see him. There were tears, an hour long. Christian was really worried about his facial injuries incident this time. His driver had pulled up his car when he saw his assistant in the street arguing with a man and she looked mad in her appearance. Her small body was shaking with anger, like a person who was st

"Past affects Future; it extinguishes several opportunities just because you are afraid of your past repetition." [Lisa]   ******* After gathering herself, Lisa spoke. "Wow. I thought I am going to be the one who will surprise you." She paused, looking distant. "You surprised me. Well, you always do. But honestly, I  never saw that coming." Hearing this Riley's face was like being clouded with dark clouds. Her expression looked bitter, her eyes remorseful.  "I never wanted my wedding like that too babe. You know me better than I know myself. I just didn't get the time to do anything before I was married." Lisa pondered over her words. Yet she was mad. She had so many dreams to fulfill at her wedding. Fury flooded her mind and reason left her for a second. As she banged hard on the table drawing people's attention towards

"Reminding myself from time to time, to stick to the plan."[Christian] ******* Riley had not expected his sister to be so calm, classy, and sophisticated. She was almost like Mindy. Lovable and touchy.   "This is the first time I am meeting you, Riley, so I don't know if you will like it, but it's my intention so please accept it."   She didn't know what to do. Should she accept it? Or should she not. Maybe accepting was safer. But before she could Mindy stepped beside her and accepted it on her behalf.   "Emma, you are not supposed to force her to accept your gifts. Let her get comfortable beside you. Did you forget what I told you?   The woman sat down, her face dr

"Don't ever look for validation of your relationship from your friends, or family. Focus more on what your partner makes you feel like, and how much effort he puts into making you feel appreciated, loved, validated, and happy." [Author] ******* Later the same day, Riley was sitting on the chair and staring at Stuart. They were in a club. Of course, he invited her and when she turned up here he was already waiting perhaps for an hour. They were in an area with minimum noise. It felt like someone had booked the part of the club for that night since the crowd was less. Of course, she didn't want to come to a club to talk, but Stuart said it was important.  'Ah. How I wish I was sleeping in Mindy's arms, cuddling with him.' She didn't know what he was ta

"Love me with my flaws. Forgive me for my wrongs. I am not perfect and neither are you." [Christian]   The look she gave him. She never looked at him like that. It felt like a block of ice was placed right on his heart, which was already breaking and bleeding. It stung. It hurt.   "No Riley, Please don't do this. I love you, honey, I accept I did something wrong. I accept it was wrong of me to deceive you. But trust me it wasn't because of some shitty revenge. It's just. I love you. And it's not like I don't hate myself for doing that. Because I do honey. I feel guilty. I feel hurt every time I lie to you." He was crying now. The word divorce was enough to bring out the tears. He held her face in his palms.  "Please just don't divorce me. Let me be with you. I promise I will make it right."