It was hard to say goodbye to Maggie at the Chicago airport, but after a hug and a few tears, she left to go get on her plane back to Paris, and I went to find my connection to Montana. We’d had a great, meaningful chat, and even though I was still confused about what I should say to Ben, I felt better about the situation knowing what the explanation might be, even if Maggie’s best guess was unsettling in its own way.The rest of my flight was just fine. I was tired and slept for a bit, but as soon as I arrived in Montana, a new energy pulsed through me. I was excited to see Ben. I knew he’d be at the airport to pick me up, and the idea of seeing him soon had me so antsy, as soon as it was time to disembark from the plane, I was about ready to push the people in front of me over and run off of the plane, but I couldn’t do that, so I did my best to be patient.
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