Semua Bab Chained to Dust: Bab 71 - Bab 80

My chest ached there.  Every day is hard for me.  After Daddy got released, I tried to got a part time.  Even if you earn little.  But I don't want him to think I'm still there.  I don't want to give him an ideas that I need a money to survive like I used to before.  And even more so I don't want Daddy to plan to sell our land in Villa Sierra.  I sighed and as I forced myself to listen.  I was on my third year in college then.  And the finals are almost over.  Though, I'm not expecting to mix in my first year with them.  I was always quiet on the side.  Otherwise looking away.  Some tried to talk to me and mostly are boys, but I was not interested in it.  I only think it's their excuse to get near with me.  I sighed there.  "Ria…" Rina smiled as she caught me walking alone.

My chest ached there.  Every day is hard for me.  After Daddy got released, I tried to got a part time.  Even if you earn little.  But I don't want him to think I'm still there.  I don't want to give him an ideas that I need a money to survive like I used to before.  And even more so I don't want Daddy to plan to sell our land in Villa Sierra.  I sighed and as I forced myself to listen.  I was on my third year in college then.  And the finals are almost over.  Though, I'm not expecting to mix in my first year with them.  I was always quiet on the side.  Otherwise looking away.  Some tried to talk to me and mostly are boys, but I was not interested in it.  I only think it's their excuse to get near with me.  I sighed there.  "Ria…" Rina smiled as she caught me walking alone.

"No, Rina…"  Her eyes glowered there.  I forced a smile as I watched them.  It was as if someone caressed my chest when I noticed Rina's stare at me.  Like there's something hidden through her stare.  Like I'm being comforted by it meaningly.  I averted my eyes from him.  "Really?"  "I thought ..." she grinned at me.  Her lips twisted at me.  I sighed when I saw how she drifted her eyes tiredly at me.  "Never mind it, Ria."  aniya.  I sighed and smiled there.  His eyes were still curious as he focused

I chilled at the sound I finally heard.  I'm not expecting what Klaud might utter.  I seem to have been drenched in cold water there.  So that's the reason?  That's why Klaud treats me like that.  Like he still had feelings for me.  That it was all planned by Alforo.  I can't seem to accept that.  I was left stunned.  "It's not true right?"  my voice is broken.  I shrugged as I averted my eyes from Alforo.  They both didn't respond to my sentiments.  Tears pooled down my cheeks when it sinked in to me properly.  "Is it really planned, Alforo?"  I said coldly.  It's too cold but I didn't mind it.  I looked at him.  But his expression were just too hard.  That

Just a little.  That is what I always say.  To know that after all the hardships you've come through, you can feel serene at the end of it.  I sighed as I felt how live wasn't favor for me the whole time.  I sighed there.  I tried to calm my nerves but I can't do it properly.  I chased after my breath as I looked at Daddy's room.  And the silence of it made me stunned a bit.  My heart raced fast, as the urging pain enveloped me.  I did not want to open, I stayed outside.  And somehow the cold floor made me shiver.  I am afraid of what might happen.  I don't want to lose him too.  My tears flowed down my cheeks.  I just looked up to see the door open.  Tita Helena eyes were swollen as she watched me.  "Hija…" the soothing vo