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the lonely wolf (bxb) a second chance
(Forest) When I open my eyes I came face to face with Raina. I was about to freak out but then I remembered the witch had actually tapped into my mind before when I was conscious and now I was able to communicate with her. 'so where should we start?' She asked as she was looking around. 'not much here, just a big empty blah. I thought that knowing what's going on In someone else's mind would be interesting, but I thought wrong.' She laughed as if she had just told one of the best jokes there is. I only growled at her in return which caused her to stop laughing. 'ok ok let's get to the point. What is your name?' She asked making me relax a bit. 'my name is forest and my human's name is Elias.' She nodded her head and offered me a sad smile. 'it's ok if you don't want to talk about your past. I'm only doing this for Lilly's sake since she asked me if you wanted to join her pack.' I didn't know if I should. What if I accept the offer and later regret it? I didn't even get a chance
the lonely wolf (bxb) change
(Ryker)" pride. That's the only thing that's keeping you from your mate. You're afraid that you won't be able to control yourself. I can't believe you would stoop so low Ryker, I don't even know you anymore." My father said as he shook his head. " Did you come here to judge me? Is that it? If so you can kindly get the fuck out and don't come back. I only told you about my mate because you are my family, but make sure you don't ever disrespect me again!" I didn't have a choice but to come clean after my brother ratted me out. I would have killed him but I only remembered he was my twin and I didn't want to harm him. " you know what!? Enough with your attitude. It's bad enough that I have to deal with one matless son let alone two. You will find your mate and bring him back here and treat him like your equal or I'm taking back the alpha title." I couldn't believe he had just said that. Did he expect me to go after someone I don't want? I believe that rejecting your mate is proven to
the lonely wolf (bxb) welcome back
(Elias) Beep beep beep beep Where the hell am I? 'Forest, what's going on?' My mind was nothing but fog. I couldn't even think about anything else other than freak out at the fact that I opened my eyes and was suddenly greeted by my human form. I was lying on a bed, hooked to a machine of some sort that was beeping. It reminded me of a hospital but a little different. ' shit! Elias, you're back!' I cringed at how loud he was and nodded my head. ' I-I'm back yes, but back from where?' I asked as I was trying to remember what took place. ' oh shoot. Ok um, you were in a Coma for a month now. Raina had been trying to get you back but it seems as if it had just worked. Believe me, when I tell you this Elias, you should trust them. Do not run, because I'm tired and I need the rest. They will explain everything to you so remain calm and don't forget to call on me when you need anything, anything at all. I'll be there for you Elias, I'll never leave or let anything happen to you. You b
the lonely wolf (bxb) meeting everyone
(Elias) I was given a room at the alpha's quarters which was Lilliana's idea. She didn't want me to have anything less than what she deemed fit for a prince. I found out from her that she was an alpha queen which was cool as hell. Now I knew why she wore the crown I saw earlier. After a long shower, one that I missed dearly. I brushed my teeth and made sure my hair was washed thoroughly because I didn't have any of that luxury before like I did now. After I was done, I got dressed after searching for the bag forest told me about. The clothes there were too big, but it was ok for now. There was a knock on the door and I opened it to a smiling Raina who looked super excited to see me. " hi. There's a big feast going on that I thought you might want to be a part of. Lilliana said it might be too overwhelming for you and wanted someone to take something up for you to eat, but I told her that what she said was bullshit so let's go and prove her wrong." She was about to pull me along with
the lonely wolf (bxb) fear
(Ryker) fear. That's one thing I thrived on, I fed on, which kept me alive and going. It made me feel powerful, fear is what I loved the most. Right now it's staring back at me in the form of a rogue. With my talons extended Along with my canines getting ready for my kill of the day, I struck. I didn't stop until I was looking at its dismembered body with a smile on my blood-covered face. I heard a gasp and looked around to find my mother and father there with their mouths open as they take in the scene in front of them. " you are getting out of control Ryker. this can't go on any longer." I growled while marching up to my father, a means to kill him etched on my mind like never before. Why must they always interfere? I wasn't born a Saint no, I'm the devil himself. I stopped in front of my father's trembling form as he took in my appearance, making sure to let my mother take cover from my wrath behind his back. My eyes had changed from their rightful color to red, it's the color t
the lonely wolf (bxb) where I should be
(Elias) I was enjoying myself a lot here so far. Everyone was nice to me, something that I have never expected. The feast I went to earlier was a blast, I ate so many different types of foods I was too stuffed to move so Brendan had to help me get in bed. I fell asleep for the first time in a long time with a smile on my face. The next morning when I woke up, I got ready and then made my way downstairs to see if I needed to do anything around here. I couldn't just sit down and not do anything, I had to find a way to repay them for their kindness. as I was looking around for someone to talk to, I ran into Bryan who asked me if I was ok. I sent him a mind link telling him my concern and he nodded his head while listening to me with understanding. " you know alpha Lilliana wouldn't want you to do anything around here. You are her son now so she wouldn't want you to lift a finger." I rolled my eyes and shook my head, letting him see how annoyed I was because of what he said. 'I still
the lonely wolf (bxb) thinking about the past
(Elias) I was standing outside after my talk with Lilliana, taking in the day as it was calm and nice here. The sun was out and it allowed everyone to be outside just to enjoy the beautiful day that left nothing but a clear view I seem to enjoy the most. Even though I was by myself, I was smiling. I never thought this would happen but it did and I found myself liking It more than anything in the world. I had agreed to what Lilliana had said, that I needed to see a therapist but would that help me? I don't know. But I will try and see where it takes me. ' hey guess who's back?' my smile became wide as I heard the one voice I've missed dearly. That one voice that kept me together when all I wanted to do was fall apart. ' forest! Gosh, I'm so happy to hear your voice again, you have no idea how much I've struggled this past few weeks without you.' forest sighed, promising to never leave me again. I guess the reason why he's back was that he heard my thoughts before. I was drowning. He
the lonely wolf (bxb) survival instinct
(Elias) It's been a week since I've been getting counseling. It's not that great, but at least it was somewhat helping me. I didn't like talking about my past, it brought up a lot of unwanted memories. But the good thing was that forest was there for me, he made sure I was ok and he has been my rock through it all. I have also been going to sign language class, which was helpful in some aspects. It's late night now and it was raining. I hated the rain, especially what comes with it. The lightning and thunder were both scary, I'm not sure how forest had made it through before when we were all alone, but to tell you the truth it wasn't because we weren't strong and right now it was being proven. I was a coward, hiding under the bed with a flashlight as I trembled from fright was not very manly of me was it? No. I was about to pass out any minute now as the crashing sounds from the thunder echoed through the house. Forest was long gone, hiding as well because he didn't like experienc
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the lonely wolf (bxb) Bonus chapter (Part four)
(Raina) I was walking around with Elias and Kat, trying to stay focused on their conversation as they tried hard to include me. But, I found myself spacing out as I recalled what had happened between Parker and I. It seems as if I was a fool, to run from him the way that I did, when I should have stayed and talked to him. Now, I was feeling a bit guilty. I bit my finger as I continued to think about him. The look on his face right before I teleported would forever be etched into my memory. “I'm such a bad mate.” I said out of nowhere, putting a pause on the conversation between Elias and Kat, I had no idea what they were talking about, so to me, it wasn't that important. “What? What did you do?” Elias asked, giving me an accusatory look. I rolled my eyes and ran my hand through my hair. “Well, Parker and I hadn't been intimate at all. He's trying to hold back for my sake because he knows that I'm not ready.” I looked down, currently beating myself up because of the way I acted. I
the lonely wolf (bxb) Bonus chapter (Part three)
(Raina)Being a witch wasn't easy for me. Going through training and at the age of twenty was a difficult task. My birthday is coming up, but I still felt like I wasn't mature enough. I couldn't even get Elias to continue his training. He forfeited it because he thought that he would change. I would have been there for him, but he wasn't ready, so I supported him either way.It's been a week now since Jason had left, and that's the last time since I have seen Elias. I'm sure he had a lot to do, but I missed my friend. Today, I was fully prepared to go over to his pack and demand that he visit me often. That would be selfish of me, but at this point, I didn't care. I needed the distraction. Why? Because of Parker Johnson, my mate and linker. I haven't formed a bond with him as yet. He knew the reasons, so he chose to wait until I was ready. I am not even sure if I'm going to ever be ready. How can I mate with someone who was working for my aunt? I still haven't come to terms with that
the lonely wolf (bxb) Bonus chapter (Part two)
(Jason) “Are you sure there's nothing I can do for you?” Killian asked for the tenth time. I shook my head, making him sigh with frustration. I don't understand why he cared though, I mean, this is my fate. The goddess chose not to give me a mate. The most I can do is mourn the loss of something that I could have had. “Look, I get that it's difficult. You had hopes, and it was torn away in the blink of an eye. You're welcome to stay here as long as you want.” Did I want that, though? I was still tempted to visit other packs, even though I wasn't even sure if I had the luxury of getting a second chance mate. “I would rather leave, I don't think there is a reason for me to stay here.” I snapped, making him flinch as I gulped down the remaining liquor that Killian gave me earlier. “It's only customary for me to…" I slammed the glass down on the kitchen counter. Killian jumped a little from my sudden burst of anger. “It's only customary, my ass! You're only doing this because you fee
the lonely wolf (bxb) Bonus chapter (Part one)
(Jason) I hated to admit it, but I was in love with Elias. The only way to remain sane was for me to leave. I didn't intend to stay this long, though, but being in the company of Elias, I didn't have any intention of leaving. I felt comfortable around him. Every so often, I wish that he was my mate, but that was me taking this further than it already was. Given the fact that I'm almost forty and Elias is nineteen, it would have looked unfortunate on my part. Plus, he's basically my nephew. Since he's Samuel's adopted son. Fuck, there were so many cons if I was ever to pursue something with Elias. I sighed as I waved goodbye to everyone who was there to see me off. I may have given up on finding my mate before, but I guess I should start trying for the sake of my sanity. The first place, for my trip, was to search at the pack that Ryland found Kai in Canada. I don't even know if I'm going to have that much of luck as Ryland did, but I have to give it a try. If I fail, then there a
the lonely wolf (bxb) Epilogue (Part two)
(Elias) Going to therapy once more with Ryker, it felt strange. I wanted to tell Sally that she wasn't needed here anymore, so she could go back to her pack, but I wasn't sure how I was going to do so without sounding rude. I had already spoken to Lilliana about it, and she was happy that I had come to terms with everything that had happened to me in the past. But, she wanted to make sure that I was mentally capable of moving on. I had to think about it, and my final answer was yes. I am able to move on without therapy without having flashbacks, without having to go back to the cave where I felt safe. Forest also came to terms with what had happened to him, to us. He accepted his future without any complaints. Now, it was time to put the past behind us. Ryker, well, he also agreed with this. He didn't need therapy anymore, since he was adamant that he had changed. There were bound to be some slip ups, but we could work on that ourselves. So, with that being said, we sat in thera
the lonely wolf (bxb) Epilogue (Part one)
(Ryker) Today, it was full here as everyone decided to use this day to party. To let loose and have fun, but while they were dancing, I was moping. Why? Because of Jason. He was all over my mate. The two of them were dancing as if they were lovers. Even though that wasn't the case, I still had a strong urge to go over to where they were and rolled them apart. The only problem was Max. He kept me rooted to the spot. I couldn't move since he took control of my body. He knew how dark my thoughts had gotten and was trying to get me to stay as far away from Elias and Jason as I could. I didn't care if they were having fun. The only person who was allowed to grab his ass like that was me. I huffed and tried to fight for control once more but failed miserably. 'Fuck you Maxwell.' I said, using his full name. He laughed, at the way I was acting. It wasn't funny one bit. 'Loosen up, will you? You know that today is the last day Jason will be here. He's leaving to search for his mate, I t
the lonely wolf (bxb) My best friend
(Elias) Time flew by so quickly that I celebrated my birthday on January 20, and now I'm nineteen years old. Everyone was there to support me. That day, I was sworn in as the Alpha of the Red Forest Pack. A pack that is now combined with The Dark Sea Pack. Now, Kai is the only Luna for The Dark Sea Pack. I could never see myself as a Luna or even a warlock. It was hard for me to accept those, knowing that I was never going to be happy. But now that I have what was originally mine, I felt like I finally felt like I belonged. Like I was finally wanted. I am currently at Lillian's, talking to her. She wanted to know if I was alright, after everything that I had been through. All the struggles that I had faced, the hardship, the pain. All of that is now in the past, and it's time for me to move on. After my talk with Lilliana and promising her that I will continue my therapy session, I was finally able to spend some time with Raina. She told me that she wanted me to meet someone, I wa
the lonely wolf (bxb) Loving him
(Ryker) I had to admit, what Forest said had left me thinking about taking him in more ways than one. Elias eventually took control, and when he saw the look on my face, he started blushing. “And yet, you claimed that you weren't gay.” Ryland said. I narrowed my eyes at him for interrupting my thoughts. “Dad already scolded me for that countless times, I don't need to hear it from you too.” I replied, making him chuckle. “I got it from him, I remembered that he asked me to use that line against you whenever you're stating at Elias as if you want to eat him.” I flinched at his reply, Max chuckled since he could tell why I reacted the way I did. After a couple more minutes, everyone was ready to leave. Raina teleported us back to my pack. Then, she left with Lilliana and the others. I told Damian and Miles to take them to a room while I followed Elias. He still had Liam wrapped in his arms, I didn't know how I'm going to get him to take a break, but I needed his help with a little
the lonely wolf (bxb) The speech
(Elias) I can't believe that I'm back, I didn't think that it was possible for me to be here, but it did work. I was fading, along with everything that was tied to Amaros. Since I was his son, I would have vanished forever. But, despite my hatred for Andrea, she found a way to help me. Now, here I am, surrounded by my family, the ones who care about me the most. But, what caught my eyes more was my brother. I still considered him my brother, regardless of what his parents had done to me in the past. I didn't consider them my parents, as much as I wish that things were different, it wasn't. “What's his name?” I asked Ryker, who had me wrapped in his arms. I continued to stare at my brother, who was with Lilliana. It seems as if she doesn't have any intention of letting him go. “It's Liam. He's an omega, at least that's what Asia told me.” Ryker replied. Lilliana walked over to me and smiled. “Would you like to hold him?” She asked. My eyes became wide as I looked at my brother, I
