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the lonely wolf (bxb) part of the plan
(Ryker) " tell me elder Kodas, why is my son Ryland also feeling the pain my other son Ryker is experiencing? Does that mean he is also mated to Ryker's former mate?" My father asked as I lay there on the bed listening to their conversation. If I could I would have scoffed at such ridiculous speech, but the pain was getting so much harder to bear, rendering me speechless. I could only communicate using mind link at the moment which wasn't so bad right now. " there's only one way to find out. It's the first time I'm seeing this in all my sixty-five years of being here on earth, I have no idea how to explain it. Maybe elder Adela can give us some insight as to what is happening. You know she's known for her special gift." Dad groaned while shaking his head. He had this belief that the elders were fake, they claimed to hold such special gifts he was yet to see. He only had respect for them because they were higher in rank, so he had no other choice but to follow their orders. I on the
the lonely wolf (bxb) the visitors
(Elias) When I got back, the pain was too much to bear. It got so bad that I wish I didn't accept his rejection, I wished I could live with knowing that I had a mate who didn't want me. At least the pain from him cheating on me wasn't as bad as this. I didn't know how long I was out for, but to me, it felt like an eternity. I somehow found myself sitting under a tree, the place I was in was pitched black with nowhere to go. I was all alone, just like I was meant to be. ' no you're not alone Elias, you're never alone.' Forest said as he walked up to me. I smiled at him while patting his head that he placed on my lap. ' where am I?' I asked as I continued to survey the place. ' Raina spoke to me before. She said that she placed you here so your spirit can be calm. It's her way of helping minus the darkness, I could use a little light.' I nodded my head as a new form of emotion started taking over. Love. What Raina did for forest and i was something that I had never expected. She tri
the lonely wolf (bxb) finding out the truth
(Ryker) " s-so we have no other choice but to accept each other so Ryland can be ok?" I asked Andrea who nodded her head while looking between the mutt and I. I needed to stop calling him that, Lilliana already chastised me once within the short amount of time being here for calling him such a name. " it's really up to the both of you though, but that's not what I'm here for. The important part is to find out why this is also affecting Ryland. It seems to be affecting him even more than you." I looked at my twin who was still unconscious on the bed next to me. The pain was slowly eating me alive, I could feel at times when my mind would drift, not knowing what was real or fake anymore. That was the beginning of what was to come and it was up to us to stop it. " you are powerful, surely you must have seen why he's like that." Raina shot back as she glared at her aunt with despise written on her face. I wondered what that was all about. " oh my dear niece, no need to be jealous beca
the lonely wolf (bxb) a promise
(Elias) " so you're mute? At least that's what Raina told me. It seems as if you two are close, I don't know if I should like it or not." I narrowed my eyes at Ryker, the annoying bastard who decided to follow me after I left. Everyone else left as well when we accepted each other. I don't know his game, acting like he's possessive of me when I already know what he's like. ' yes, I'm mute, one more thing to add to your reasons for not wanting a mate.' I shot back earning a chuckle from which, which I assumed was fake. He's trying hard, to win me over. I know people like him so I won't fall for this sort of trick anymore. "I'm just stating the obvious. We are mates now are we not? Being possessive towards you should be the least of your worries." He replied with a smug look on his face. I groaned inwardly as I tried to maneuver my way through the pack land, so I could get to the treehouse Raina brought me to before. It wasn't that far away, so I decided to walk so I could get to cle
the lonely wolf (bxb) leaving
(Ryker) After parting ways with Elias, I made my way to my brother's room in hopes of talking to him about this mess we had both landed ourselves in. I know that he probably had a lot of questions so I'm hoping to try and answer them as best as I could for him. Talking to Elias earlier, somehow brought on a new realization that I would have to try harder to win him over. I know that I fucked up our chance of ever having a relationship in the beginning when I wanted to kill him, when I sent him back to the forest to die. i am still confused about my sexuality, the bond between Elias, and I was stronger now, and it was making it hard for me to keep to myself. I was blaming the bond for making me follow him around like a lovesick puppy who could not be away from its master for too long. My parents were still pushing me, hoping to have Elias as our Luna/alpha but I wasn't sure if I like it or not. I knocked on my brother's door after announcing my presence and he told me to come in whic
the lonely wolf (bxb) it's not a date
( Elias) " how are you really feeling, Elias? It's a simple question. People often lie when they tell you I'm fine." Lilliana asked, and I sighed as I looked down at the plate of food that was placed in front of me. It was dark by the time I got back from the treehouse because Lilliana wanted me here. I was sitting at the table with her and the others after Ryland's sudden departure. ' To be honest I'm confused, I'm more confused about everything than I normally would be. I also feel guilty for what I did to ryland, even though it wasn't really my fault.' I replied, Making Lilliana nod. It's a good thing ryker wasn't here, since he decided to spend some time with his parents. He had been following me around a lot, not giving me the space that I needed. It was then that I realized he had some sort of plan, one I wish didn't involve me. " That's why you are still going to get the help that you require. That's something you can't put off, that and speaking to Bryan and Brendan's mothe
the lonely wolf (bxb) the threat
(Ryker) " you know what's funny? For a minute there I thought I would have to share my mate with my brother. My twin at that. I guess Selene changed her mind at the last minute because that would be so fucked up." I said to my parents who were still a bit down because Ryland decided to leave. I get why he wanted to leave and I supported him a hundred percent, if it means getting him away from Elias then I'd do anything. But that was beside the point, even though ryland made a promise of being back within a year I already miss him. We didn't get along because of me, but I can't help but miss my brother the more I realized he wasn't going to be here. That he would be gone for quite sometime trying to find his second chance mate. " I know. You're the jealous type ryker, you and Ryland would butt heads over Elias so it was a good thing this didn't go in that direction. I'm just sad that he has to suffer because of this fucked up sitaution you are all in." Mom said as dad handed her a g
the lonely wolf (bxb) afraid of the storm
(Elias) It's been two weeks since I have accepted ryker as my mate and it still didn't feel right. Leaving here was something that was bound to happen, but I was still confused. " do you want to come back again? It seems as if it's going to rain and by the looks of it, it's probably going to be bad." I nodded my head and thanked Rachel as I sprinted out of the office. Coming to sign language class today was a big mistake, when I knew it was about to rain. I ran as fast as I could because forest decided to hide already. I don't even know how he survived being on his own for so long if he's also afraid of the thunderstorm as well. ' you don't know half of what I went through.' He snapped as he went back to hiding. Lightning, being my worse fear ever started zapping through the sky as if it was mad at me, Causing me to jump from freight as a loud thunder followed after. I whimpered and ran as fast as I could, reaching the pack house in no time. At least I made it here alive. I didn'
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the lonely wolf (bxb) Bonus chapter (Part four)
(Raina) I was walking around with Elias and Kat, trying to stay focused on their conversation as they tried hard to include me. But, I found myself spacing out as I recalled what had happened between Parker and I. It seems as if I was a fool, to run from him the way that I did, when I should have stayed and talked to him. Now, I was feeling a bit guilty. I bit my finger as I continued to think about him. The look on his face right before I teleported would forever be etched into my memory. “I'm such a bad mate.” I said out of nowhere, putting a pause on the conversation between Elias and Kat, I had no idea what they were talking about, so to me, it wasn't that important. “What? What did you do?” Elias asked, giving me an accusatory look. I rolled my eyes and ran my hand through my hair. “Well, Parker and I hadn't been intimate at all. He's trying to hold back for my sake because he knows that I'm not ready.” I looked down, currently beating myself up because of the way I acted. I
the lonely wolf (bxb) Bonus chapter (Part three)
(Raina)Being a witch wasn't easy for me. Going through training and at the age of twenty was a difficult task. My birthday is coming up, but I still felt like I wasn't mature enough. I couldn't even get Elias to continue his training. He forfeited it because he thought that he would change. I would have been there for him, but he wasn't ready, so I supported him either way.It's been a week now since Jason had left, and that's the last time since I have seen Elias. I'm sure he had a lot to do, but I missed my friend. Today, I was fully prepared to go over to his pack and demand that he visit me often. That would be selfish of me, but at this point, I didn't care. I needed the distraction. Why? Because of Parker Johnson, my mate and linker. I haven't formed a bond with him as yet. He knew the reasons, so he chose to wait until I was ready. I am not even sure if I'm going to ever be ready. How can I mate with someone who was working for my aunt? I still haven't come to terms with that
the lonely wolf (bxb) Bonus chapter (Part two)
(Jason) “Are you sure there's nothing I can do for you?” Killian asked for the tenth time. I shook my head, making him sigh with frustration. I don't understand why he cared though, I mean, this is my fate. The goddess chose not to give me a mate. The most I can do is mourn the loss of something that I could have had. “Look, I get that it's difficult. You had hopes, and it was torn away in the blink of an eye. You're welcome to stay here as long as you want.” Did I want that, though? I was still tempted to visit other packs, even though I wasn't even sure if I had the luxury of getting a second chance mate. “I would rather leave, I don't think there is a reason for me to stay here.” I snapped, making him flinch as I gulped down the remaining liquor that Killian gave me earlier. “It's only customary for me to…" I slammed the glass down on the kitchen counter. Killian jumped a little from my sudden burst of anger. “It's only customary, my ass! You're only doing this because you fee
the lonely wolf (bxb) Bonus chapter (Part one)
(Jason) I hated to admit it, but I was in love with Elias. The only way to remain sane was for me to leave. I didn't intend to stay this long, though, but being in the company of Elias, I didn't have any intention of leaving. I felt comfortable around him. Every so often, I wish that he was my mate, but that was me taking this further than it already was. Given the fact that I'm almost forty and Elias is nineteen, it would have looked unfortunate on my part. Plus, he's basically my nephew. Since he's Samuel's adopted son. Fuck, there were so many cons if I was ever to pursue something with Elias. I sighed as I waved goodbye to everyone who was there to see me off. I may have given up on finding my mate before, but I guess I should start trying for the sake of my sanity. The first place, for my trip, was to search at the pack that Ryland found Kai in Canada. I don't even know if I'm going to have that much of luck as Ryland did, but I have to give it a try. If I fail, then there a
the lonely wolf (bxb) Epilogue (Part two)
(Elias) Going to therapy once more with Ryker, it felt strange. I wanted to tell Sally that she wasn't needed here anymore, so she could go back to her pack, but I wasn't sure how I was going to do so without sounding rude. I had already spoken to Lilliana about it, and she was happy that I had come to terms with everything that had happened to me in the past. But, she wanted to make sure that I was mentally capable of moving on. I had to think about it, and my final answer was yes. I am able to move on without therapy without having flashbacks, without having to go back to the cave where I felt safe. Forest also came to terms with what had happened to him, to us. He accepted his future without any complaints. Now, it was time to put the past behind us. Ryker, well, he also agreed with this. He didn't need therapy anymore, since he was adamant that he had changed. There were bound to be some slip ups, but we could work on that ourselves. So, with that being said, we sat in thera
the lonely wolf (bxb) Epilogue (Part one)
(Ryker) Today, it was full here as everyone decided to use this day to party. To let loose and have fun, but while they were dancing, I was moping. Why? Because of Jason. He was all over my mate. The two of them were dancing as if they were lovers. Even though that wasn't the case, I still had a strong urge to go over to where they were and rolled them apart. The only problem was Max. He kept me rooted to the spot. I couldn't move since he took control of my body. He knew how dark my thoughts had gotten and was trying to get me to stay as far away from Elias and Jason as I could. I didn't care if they were having fun. The only person who was allowed to grab his ass like that was me. I huffed and tried to fight for control once more but failed miserably. 'Fuck you Maxwell.' I said, using his full name. He laughed, at the way I was acting. It wasn't funny one bit. 'Loosen up, will you? You know that today is the last day Jason will be here. He's leaving to search for his mate, I t
the lonely wolf (bxb) My best friend
(Elias) Time flew by so quickly that I celebrated my birthday on January 20, and now I'm nineteen years old. Everyone was there to support me. That day, I was sworn in as the Alpha of the Red Forest Pack. A pack that is now combined with The Dark Sea Pack. Now, Kai is the only Luna for The Dark Sea Pack. I could never see myself as a Luna or even a warlock. It was hard for me to accept those, knowing that I was never going to be happy. But now that I have what was originally mine, I felt like I finally felt like I belonged. Like I was finally wanted. I am currently at Lillian's, talking to her. She wanted to know if I was alright, after everything that I had been through. All the struggles that I had faced, the hardship, the pain. All of that is now in the past, and it's time for me to move on. After my talk with Lilliana and promising her that I will continue my therapy session, I was finally able to spend some time with Raina. She told me that she wanted me to meet someone, I wa
the lonely wolf (bxb) Loving him
(Ryker) I had to admit, what Forest said had left me thinking about taking him in more ways than one. Elias eventually took control, and when he saw the look on my face, he started blushing. “And yet, you claimed that you weren't gay.” Ryland said. I narrowed my eyes at him for interrupting my thoughts. “Dad already scolded me for that countless times, I don't need to hear it from you too.” I replied, making him chuckle. “I got it from him, I remembered that he asked me to use that line against you whenever you're stating at Elias as if you want to eat him.” I flinched at his reply, Max chuckled since he could tell why I reacted the way I did. After a couple more minutes, everyone was ready to leave. Raina teleported us back to my pack. Then, she left with Lilliana and the others. I told Damian and Miles to take them to a room while I followed Elias. He still had Liam wrapped in his arms, I didn't know how I'm going to get him to take a break, but I needed his help with a little
the lonely wolf (bxb) The speech
(Elias) I can't believe that I'm back, I didn't think that it was possible for me to be here, but it did work. I was fading, along with everything that was tied to Amaros. Since I was his son, I would have vanished forever. But, despite my hatred for Andrea, she found a way to help me. Now, here I am, surrounded by my family, the ones who care about me the most. But, what caught my eyes more was my brother. I still considered him my brother, regardless of what his parents had done to me in the past. I didn't consider them my parents, as much as I wish that things were different, it wasn't. “What's his name?” I asked Ryker, who had me wrapped in his arms. I continued to stare at my brother, who was with Lilliana. It seems as if she doesn't have any intention of letting him go. “It's Liam. He's an omega, at least that's what Asia told me.” Ryker replied. Lilliana walked over to me and smiled. “Would you like to hold him?” She asked. My eyes became wide as I looked at my brother, I
