Raza's POV
I looked around myself as I parked my car in our garage, the door closed behind me I sighed tiredly. The day was really long or maybe it was the work load that made it feel like an eternity.
Walking in my house I opened my mouth to greet the residents when I was cut off in the middle by a loud screeching sound of my sister fighting over yet another one of her dresses with my other sister.
Rolling my eyes I walked in the living room and threw my office bag on the sofa, settling myself beside Baba I paid my salam to which he gently replied.
I leaned my head back on the headrest and closed my eyes feeling my back ache from sitting in that office chair for too long.
"Tiring day at work?" Baba asked me nod and slump against the cushions.
"Raza I want to talk to you about something" he said after a long silence making me nod my head with my eyes still closed.
"Go ahead" I whispered making him clear his throat and I wished it wasn't something about me getting settled.
"Raza I have a girl in my mind for you." Baba said and there it is, he just doesn't understands.
"Baba my answer will not change" I said with finality in my voice its just not happening. I do not wish to face another wedding ever in my life. I've tried doing as my parents said and it didn't work out the way it should've.
"For the sake of your mother just do it she would've loved to see your own family Raza you know how eager she was to get you married." He said in a tone that said you don't have a choice but I'm not the one to give up this easily.
"Don't bring ammi into this" I said he Knows very well that whatever happens I can never say no to Ammi; that woman was my life and still is she's worth all the love and respect in this world.
"I don't care I have already found a girl for you and tomorrow we are going to meet her and her family, I guess you have already met the khans before." Baba said coldly making me clench my jaw and run a hand through my hair clutching at the strands.
Why did he even ask me when he had everything planned. I was about to protest but my unspoken words were cut through by squealing, I looked at the doorway to see my sisters standing there with grins on their faces. Mehak was jumping up and down like a little girl and for a moment my heart warmed seeing her like this.
"We will finally have a bhabhi a girl in the house." Mehak squeaked.
"Don't get your hopes high my answer is the same" I said making her shudder at my tone. Somethings are not worth letting go.
"Raza enough of your nonsense you have to do it in order to fullfil your mother's last wish" baba said and that'sf it he got me Ammi's last wish was to see all her children settled and for that I had gotten Malaika engaged to the guy she loves and Mehak's still waiting for the one I can't force them but baba can surely force me.
"Baba...I.." My sentence was cut short by Baba yet again.
"Raza I'm getting old and I really wish to see my son married before the time comes." he said
"No more argument Raza"
And no room for argument was left. My blood boiled and I got up abruptly, there's no use of protesting since there aren't many reasons I can give to get out of this situation.
My mind was disturbed by the sudden revelation of this supposed girl that I'm going to be ties to. A part of me wants to just ignore this fact that I'll be getting married and live my life as I am right now but a part of me enrages me to think that I'll get locked up with someone I don't even know.
Khans? There are so many people with this surname that's I know but the one who's stands out is Habib Agha Khan. Baba's childhood friend.
They only have two daughters, Myra and.... Dua.
They both are married then who is Baba talking about. I wanted to wander my mind off to someone who would be a close friend of Baba's but my mind went back to her. Dua.
How can one ignore her when her loud mouth never shuts up, or when her clumsiness is always making something crash into one another. All that I could imagine was a chubby nineteen year old running around the house breaking every glass item in the house by bumping into it.
Shaking my head I tried to get rid of the headache that was building up by even imagining her voice, loud, screechy and continuous.
My eyes closed after while of trying to push her out of my thoughts but I failed and ended up surrendering to my sleep.
The morning came earlier than I would've wanted it to. Working had become a hazard since baba kept calling me to remind me of our lunch with these said Khans.
Soon I was on the road to the familiar address with a frown settled between my brows. Maybe the girl was their relative. Shrugging I drove over to the beautiful mansion built in the middle of what I would call heaven.
Mountains surrounded the area, greenery everywhere. Peace was all I felt as I entered the area and soon stopped my car in the driveway of their home. Taking a moment to appreciate the house I stepped on the gravel and walked over to the door. Baba and the girls were already here leaving me to face the wrath of my father alone later for being late.
Mrs Khan opened the door for me with a soft smile on her face making me return the gesture, exchanging formal greeting I sat down with Shahzain talking for a little while before I went back to my silent self. He took the cue and left me alone. Smart guy.
Socializing wasn't my thing and I didn't want to it be either. Looking out of the drawing room window while no one acknowledged me I saw another car pulling up in the driveway.
A girl stepped out of the car and started - what seems like - shuffling through her purse. Her back towards me. I could see her brown hair moving around wildly with her movement and her ponytail swung back as she turned around.
A familiar face greeted my sight and it took me good minute to realize who it was. The chatter box Dua. Brilliant now even she's here. Just when I thought this would be a normal event.
I watched as she rolled her eyes and snarled at her phone making me suppress my laugh at her expression. She lifted her eyes up and they met mine. I saw as she stumbled back on her feet and stared at me with her mouth a gape.
Turning her attention away from me she hurriedly typed on her phone while turning her back to me again and going around her car, completely out of my sight.
A few seconds later Shahzain's phone starting ringing and buzzing nonstop in response to which Mr khan got irritated and asked him who it was or to just get it over with.
Shahzain grunted and walked out, involuntarily my gaze went back to Dua and saw her making her way inside the house. The thing is she could've rung the bell or maybe she trying to avoid us, that would be great if that's the case.
"Ohh Dua beta your home come come greet you uncle" aunty called out and in walked Dua with a small smile on her face. I couldn't help but notice how changed she look from the last time I saw her. She used to be chubby and healthier than now. I was waiting for her to grin like a cheshire cat but instead all I saw was a small... Graceful smile. Very unlike her according to me.
She nodded and sat down with everyone else. They chatted and I sat there burning holes in her skull, i couldn't help but not stare at her, she was tht same girl who used to not shut up and here she is not even uttering a greeting. Arrogant much.
After a while she turned around and looked at me straight in my eyes. My forest like eyes locked with a pair of golden brown ones ; her eyes held me captive for a while until she looked away ducking her head down. I could see a hint of blush on her cheeks that only made her look all the more adorable.
Wait what... Where did that came from ohh God even her mere presence have made me go insane if one of us don't leave I'll be next found in a mental asylum.
"Dua beta I have something really important to ask you."
She nodded and sat up straight. she hasn't spoken a word she either nods or types her answers her typing speed is abnormally fast though.
"Dua beta you know how much me and your aunty Muskan loved you, right?" Hearing Ammi's name I was even more attentive and saw her nod again, just nod? what happened to your chatter box?
She looked over her parents then turned her attention towards Baba again.
"I have a request for you I'm hoping to get a positive response" he said to which she nodded again.
"Dua will you consider Raza as your future husband?" Baba asked and I froze, has he lost it?
Isn't she happily married? Why is he asking her that? I looked over at her to see that she had literally frozen, her shoulders stiffened and all the colour drained from her face, her eyes were moist I don't know what she's thinking but I don't think but her condition looks concerning.
"Dua?" Her Ammi's concerned voice seemed to have brought her out of whatever thoughts that were going through her mind.
"its alright beta if you need time I understand" baba said and her baba nodded.
She nodded and went out typing or maybe texting someone and by the ring in Shahzain's phone I found out she texted him again no words.
What's with the attitude woman? I hope she refuses......
Dua's POVI walked out of the house and towards the forest in search of my spot that no one exactly knows about, it's hidden away from the public since it's quite deep into the woods no one comes here since its half on our property while the other half isn't quite worth to look at. my eyes wander all around taking in the slightly darkened scenery as I keep my pace slow and steady on the crooked ground. we moved here when I had just gotten out of the hell I called my lovely marriage to give me a change in environment, it did help but I guess a change in scenery isn't what you need every time you're trying not to kill yourself.following the sound of impatient waves crashing against the bank, I sat down not caring if my white shirt will be ruined by moss and wet soil, the cool breeze brought a nice flush to my face as it brushed the few strands away from my face momentarily before they settled back down. I gazed at the free-flowing waves that reminded me of how strong and merciless they
Raza's POV "Baba would you mind if I ask why are you forcing an already married girl into marrying me?" I asked baba its getting annoying , if this is one of his other ways of annoying me then he's succeeding excellently. "Well for your information she's not married she's divorced they had issues that I don't know about and hence why she's been divorced for 8 years now. If it wouldn't have been for kashan asking for her hand in marriage then muskan and I surely would've." Baba said, the thing that caught my attention was weren't they so awfully in love with each other then how come they're divorced and by the way where is kashan ever since I came back I haven't seen him or even heared of him. "OK but then what's with the attitude why can't she just talk for once huh?" I asked fed up with the silent behavior of hers who does she think she is. "Beta we don't know her parents said its been like that ever since she came back. They haven't shared much information about what happened bu
Dua's POV Its been hours since I woke up hours since I've been out of the house,hours since I have been driving senselessly. I don't know where this journey will lead me . After a really long drive I reached the place where it all started. The house where my life turned upside down. When I first stepped inside this house it was supposed to be my heaven, the place where I was supposed to be running after my children when they learn how to run, where my husband will shower me with his unconditional love. Where I thought I'd live to see a bright future ahead. But with every step I take towards it my heart feels heavy as if every step adds more to the burden that I already carry on my shoulder. The dried blood on the porch reminds me of the time when I was thrown off the roof. The broken glass from the windows remind me of my broken heart. The unlocked and unsafe door of the house reminds me of the days when I was left unguarded in front of the animals of this world that we call men I'm
Raza's POVI woke up to a commotion in the house but that's nothing new. Two sisters one old man the perfect trio to wake up in the morning. I freshened up and got dressed and then went downstairs to eat breakfast and then leave for office. Abba retired a year back and ever since I've been incharge of the our family business. "Assalamualaikum everyone." I said as cheerfully as I could but that never happens. "What's with the gloomy attitude" "someone woke up in the wrong side of the bed" " OMA he stayed awake the whole night thinking about his wife to be" that what I got from my family members I rolled my eyes no need to answer any of that. I sat down and we all had breakfast together. Abba said he would be going the Khan's for a little engagement sort of a thing. "Abba I haven't even given my answer which is obviously a No then why are you even bothering call them and tell them its a no from me." I said while eating the last bits of my breakfast. "The answer has been decided you j
Dua's POVI reached home and to my surprise uncle Azan and his family was there. One step in the house I could feel the tension in the air. What happened here? I walked into the house and I'm engulfed in a bear hug by ammi. "Dua where were you do you know since how long Azan and his family has been waiting for you" baba asked sternly. I looked towards baba and signed I was in office working on my latest book, baba looked at me clearly seeing through my lie, I think baba was not happy with my lie and then he did something I never expected him to he raised his hand almost slapping me square across the face. I put my hands up in defense and shut my eyes forcefully. Baba had never raised his hand on me never in my life. I waited for the impact or the pain to come but it didn't. I looked up to see uncle Azan holding his hand, I could only stare at his hand in pure horror baba slapping me wasn't the thing that was preventing me from breathing unfortunately it dragged me back to one of the
Dua's POV. A whole week has past by. The day of my engagement has arrived. I can't believe I'm going through this again. Last time it happened I was beyond happy. I was beaming and smiling the whole day. My dress was chosen after days and days of roaming around the markets. My makeup was done to perfection. My hair let loose it fell on my back like caramel waterfall. The peacefulness subsided the slight guilt I felt for manipulating baba to allow me to marry kashan. But... Now..... Now it all seems like a facade that I have to pull up for the people. MY smile may look real but I know how much my face hurts from smiling so bright. My dress is perfect but I don't know why I feel ugly wearing it. My makeup yet again done to perfection but I can still see the ugly me and not the makeup. My hair is done in an elegant design and left open. All in all I look pretty to the world's eyes but my eyes they can still see the broken,used and ugly girl. The dress and makeup don't make me feel wort
Raza's povIts been a whole week since that incident. I couldn't stop thinking about what happened to her. Her reaction to uncle raising his hand. What did the doctor mean by past memories and what type of therapy. I feel guilty thinking this but is she mentally unstable and if she is then why is uncle Habib marrying her to me. And even if he is are there any precautions I need to know about. You can't just marry her to anyone without any warning. Anyways maybe she is not mentally unstable and she may not kill me in my sleep.Today's my engagement day. I'm all ready to go to the Khan's house. I really don't want to go but a part of me wants to. Besides Abba's thousands of threats are another reason I have to go. The ring I bought that day is still the one I'll give her. Though Abba wanted to give her Ammi's wedding/engagement ring that dadi must've given her but I don't want to give it to her.I wore a navy blue suit and set my hair slight messily on my head. I don't like to gel them
She ran as fast as she could for she knew if she didn’t, she’ll be punished and this time she might not make it. She never knew that marrying the love of her life would only mean lust for him. Lust of money, power and the destruction of her soul. Her innocent heart never wanted to be his toy and if she wouldn’t do what he wanted She’ll get tortured in the most horrible ways possible. Her train of thoughts was interrupted by someone pulling her back from her hair making her collided with a hard form. Her eyes met the softest hues of baby blues that stared back at her, the eyes that she mercilessly fell for, were filled with hatred and disgust which tore the 22 year old girl’s heart.“You dared to runaway from me? Now watch what I’ll do, a punishment that’ll teach you your lesson for good and for last this time” he said while dragging her behind him still having a steel grip on her hair.His steps were sturdy as he paid no heed to what the woman was going through and kept dragging he
Raza's povIts been a whole week since that incident. I couldn't stop thinking about what happened to her. Her reaction to uncle raising his hand. What did the doctor mean by past memories and what type of therapy. I feel guilty thinking this but is she mentally unstable and if she is then why is uncle Habib marrying her to me. And even if he is are there any precautions I need to know about. You can't just marry her to anyone without any warning. Anyways maybe she is not mentally unstable and she may not kill me in my sleep.Today's my engagement day. I'm all ready to go to the Khan's house. I really don't want to go but a part of me wants to. Besides Abba's thousands of threats are another reason I have to go. The ring I bought that day is still the one I'll give her. Though Abba wanted to give her Ammi's wedding/engagement ring that dadi must've given her but I don't want to give it to her.I wore a navy blue suit and set my hair slight messily on my head. I don't like to gel them
Dua's POV. A whole week has past by. The day of my engagement has arrived. I can't believe I'm going through this again. Last time it happened I was beyond happy. I was beaming and smiling the whole day. My dress was chosen after days and days of roaming around the markets. My makeup was done to perfection. My hair let loose it fell on my back like caramel waterfall. The peacefulness subsided the slight guilt I felt for manipulating baba to allow me to marry kashan. But... Now..... Now it all seems like a facade that I have to pull up for the people. MY smile may look real but I know how much my face hurts from smiling so bright. My dress is perfect but I don't know why I feel ugly wearing it. My makeup yet again done to perfection but I can still see the ugly me and not the makeup. My hair is done in an elegant design and left open. All in all I look pretty to the world's eyes but my eyes they can still see the broken,used and ugly girl. The dress and makeup don't make me feel wort
Dua's POVI reached home and to my surprise uncle Azan and his family was there. One step in the house I could feel the tension in the air. What happened here? I walked into the house and I'm engulfed in a bear hug by ammi. "Dua where were you do you know since how long Azan and his family has been waiting for you" baba asked sternly. I looked towards baba and signed I was in office working on my latest book, baba looked at me clearly seeing through my lie, I think baba was not happy with my lie and then he did something I never expected him to he raised his hand almost slapping me square across the face. I put my hands up in defense and shut my eyes forcefully. Baba had never raised his hand on me never in my life. I waited for the impact or the pain to come but it didn't. I looked up to see uncle Azan holding his hand, I could only stare at his hand in pure horror baba slapping me wasn't the thing that was preventing me from breathing unfortunately it dragged me back to one of the
Raza's POVI woke up to a commotion in the house but that's nothing new. Two sisters one old man the perfect trio to wake up in the morning. I freshened up and got dressed and then went downstairs to eat breakfast and then leave for office. Abba retired a year back and ever since I've been incharge of the our family business. "Assalamualaikum everyone." I said as cheerfully as I could but that never happens. "What's with the gloomy attitude" "someone woke up in the wrong side of the bed" " OMA he stayed awake the whole night thinking about his wife to be" that what I got from my family members I rolled my eyes no need to answer any of that. I sat down and we all had breakfast together. Abba said he would be going the Khan's for a little engagement sort of a thing. "Abba I haven't even given my answer which is obviously a No then why are you even bothering call them and tell them its a no from me." I said while eating the last bits of my breakfast. "The answer has been decided you j
Dua's POV Its been hours since I woke up hours since I've been out of the house,hours since I have been driving senselessly. I don't know where this journey will lead me . After a really long drive I reached the place where it all started. The house where my life turned upside down. When I first stepped inside this house it was supposed to be my heaven, the place where I was supposed to be running after my children when they learn how to run, where my husband will shower me with his unconditional love. Where I thought I'd live to see a bright future ahead. But with every step I take towards it my heart feels heavy as if every step adds more to the burden that I already carry on my shoulder. The dried blood on the porch reminds me of the time when I was thrown off the roof. The broken glass from the windows remind me of my broken heart. The unlocked and unsafe door of the house reminds me of the days when I was left unguarded in front of the animals of this world that we call men I'm
Raza's POV "Baba would you mind if I ask why are you forcing an already married girl into marrying me?" I asked baba its getting annoying , if this is one of his other ways of annoying me then he's succeeding excellently. "Well for your information she's not married she's divorced they had issues that I don't know about and hence why she's been divorced for 8 years now. If it wouldn't have been for kashan asking for her hand in marriage then muskan and I surely would've." Baba said, the thing that caught my attention was weren't they so awfully in love with each other then how come they're divorced and by the way where is kashan ever since I came back I haven't seen him or even heared of him. "OK but then what's with the attitude why can't she just talk for once huh?" I asked fed up with the silent behavior of hers who does she think she is. "Beta we don't know her parents said its been like that ever since she came back. They haven't shared much information about what happened bu
Dua's POVI walked out of the house and towards the forest in search of my spot that no one exactly knows about, it's hidden away from the public since it's quite deep into the woods no one comes here since its half on our property while the other half isn't quite worth to look at. my eyes wander all around taking in the slightly darkened scenery as I keep my pace slow and steady on the crooked ground. we moved here when I had just gotten out of the hell I called my lovely marriage to give me a change in environment, it did help but I guess a change in scenery isn't what you need every time you're trying not to kill yourself.following the sound of impatient waves crashing against the bank, I sat down not caring if my white shirt will be ruined by moss and wet soil, the cool breeze brought a nice flush to my face as it brushed the few strands away from my face momentarily before they settled back down. I gazed at the free-flowing waves that reminded me of how strong and merciless they
Raza's POVI looked around myself as I parked my car in our garage, the door closed behind me I sighed tiredly. The day was really long or maybe it was the work load that made it feel like an eternity.Walking in my house I opened my mouth to greet the residents when I was cut off in the middle by a loud screeching sound of my sister fighting over yet another one of her dresses with my other sister.Rolling my eyes I walked in the living room and threw my office bag on the sofa, settling myself beside Baba I paid my salam to which he gently replied.I leaned my head back on the headrest and closed my eyes feeling my back ache from sitting in that office chair for too long."Tiring day at work?" Baba asked me nod and slump against the cushions."Raza I want to talk to you about something" he said after a long silence making me nod my head with my eyes still closed."Go ahead" I whispered making him clear his throat and I wished it wasn't something about me getting settled."Raza I have
2 years.I can't help but wonder if I even lived in those two years. It feels like it was just yesterday when I was re introduced to this world, when I regained my voice, when I opened my eyes to my horrible reality.What happened, happened in my past. I cannot change that. I've lived through it, I've witnessed it and I've survived it. I may have lost my hope somewhere in the darkness quite a few times but it always comes back to me in one way or another.Hope never left me as I thought, or as I still think, it just waited for me to discover it in the deepest pits of my existence.Blinking the haze away from my eyes I focused on the words that i had subconsciously typed on the screen.One step at a time, she took.I pulled the laptop shut and massaged my temples frowning at the burning sensation in my eyes. It felt as though I hadn't slept a wink when clearly I took those prescribed pills for a better sleep since I had a meeting to attend.My phone rang and I looked over at it. Throwi