Chapter 1

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a young female groaned her Hanbok was slightly torn, the number of stitches were clearly going to go one up this night. Her face was slightly round revealing a little bit of childness but her peach blossomed eyes didn't held any signs of childness rather they held coldness.

Shen Xinyi pushed herself up and looked at her frail hands those hands were so weak they looked as if one single snap can break them next to her laid an axe it was clear that she was out for firewood .

Shen Xinyi sneered so she was finally back! After grievances of two life and two death 

The Heavens finally gave her the chance! 

The heavens didn't turn their back on her!

Yes she was someone who was born with her previous life memories in the past when she was Shen Xinyi she was clueless and timid making it easy for others to bully her not to mention that her parents were utterly useless.

Shen Ping was the current prime minister of the Ming chu dynasty as the prime minister he was naturally skilled so skilled that every children of his were treated as chess pieces once used they became discarded just like Shen Xinyi. In her previous life she was used and discarded by that bastard father's of her, her grandfather Luo Yaxian was known as a heavenly doctor and with such a grand status he was definitely someone who was trusted by the current Emperor Feng Tian Han Luo Yaxian definitely knew how to differ in right and wrong thus he never supported the third Prince Feng Tian Ye but the third prince was someone that her father supported thus she Shen Xinyi became the piece that subdued Luo Yaxian, She was married off to Feng Tian Ye but how could Feng Tian Ye love her ? Once Luo Yaxian came under him She was discarded away ! 

Not only she was thrown away but even her children was slowly pushed away from their positions of crown prince and princess!.

Her daughter Feng Yu Heng was thrown in a marriage alliance even when she didn't wanted Her precious daughter clearly had someone in her heart but just like her mother she inherited the filial behaviour once her father gave the order Her precious lovely heng heng didn't even flinched and curshed her harbouring feelings for the other gender and went as bride for the 40 year old emperor of the neighbouring country .

But who knew who knew that the Emperor of Min Qi was a perverted old bastard only after two days she received the news of her daughter passing away !

And when the corpse finally reached her not even a slightest skin was spared every inch was covered in injuries her hands were twisted and rested at an odd angle which clearly meant that bastard broke them! and her legs were in much worse condition They clearly started to decompose ! 

Shen Xinyi still REMEMBER how she clearly begged Feng Tian Ye to grant her daughter justice but Feng Tian Ye was clearly reluctant since the alliance was formed he didn't wanted to ruin that even if that alliance was formed at the cost of his daughter's life! 

" It was her faith " 

IT WAS HER FAITH

That were the words he said when she pushed him to much for granting her Heng Heng justice . Her Heng Heng wasn't even 16 ! What faith she didn't even began her life.

If Heng Heng met such a cruel end how could her son Feng Tian Ting coyld escape? 

After her precious loving Elder sister pushed her to cold palace the news of her son death's by dismemberment soon followed. Even now She remembers how she howled like an injured beast for three days and two nights begging Feng Tian Ye to atleast let her see Feng Tian Ting's corpse how she begged him to let his corpse be buries together.

And he came, he came after three nights of her screaming and crying but not to agree to her request but to tell her that her precious Ting's corpse was thrown in five diffrent directions ! 

"I don't want his anguish soul to curse Chen Yu and Yuan " 

Her son wasn't even allowed to have a grave after his death because Feng Tian Ye sweetheart Her elder sister Chen Yu and her son Feng Tian Yuan might be cursed by Shen Xinyi son's grieving soul!

For two lives and two deaths these memory made her roll her even in her grave! 

After her children's death why in the world will Feng Tian Ye keep her alive after he finished telling her of Her Ting's death he naturally killed her as well Shen Xinyi still remembered that feeling of despair and hopelessness after Feng Tian Ting death she had nothing to look forward to thus she allowed Feng Tian Ye to choke her neck without any struggle. 

After her death she clearly got another chance at life in the modern world where she took up the job as a secret society doctor and poison expert. She clearly worked as a secret agent thus her heart was turned cold long ago ..

Shen Xinyi didn't knew when her temperament changed but her naive past self died in her new life she was clearly a monster who didn't care who she killed how she killed as long as there was blood under her feet she was happy .

But even in her new life she wasn't allowed happiness after so many murders she finally decided to settle down but !

The man she choosed in her modern past life was the one who killed her but this time she didn't died without a struggle even in her last moments she clawed her fiance/murderd heart out!.

And now she was back back to where it all started! 

This time she will remember each and every debt from Shen Ping to Shen Yu everyone must pay her back!