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Author: Miss Amateur
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The day had passed in a blur, one long string of moments where I was caught between professionalism and the chaos of emotions that were threatening to unravel me. James’s surgery had been successful, a delicate procedure that carried risks I couldn’t fully calculate. But I had made the decision—unwavering, with all the confidence I could muster. It was the only choice left. And now, sitting in the quiet aftermath, all I could feel was the weight of it pressing on me.

I was sitting at my desk, the sounds of the hospital fading in the background as I stared at the medical reports on my screen, trying to make sense of everything. I knew James’s vitals were stable, but the lingering exhaustion of the day was still heavy in my bones. I had managed to save him. I had done what I was trained to do, what I had promised I would do. But now that it was over, it didn’t feel like the victory I had imagined.

He had made it through. He was alive. And that was what mattered. But I couldn’t shake t
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