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Heartbeat 27

Author: Miss Amateur
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-20 23:06:06

It’s funny how something so simple can become so complicated. A boundary, something that should be clear, should be non-negotiable, has suddenly become a battleground between what I know is right and what feels so wrong in the best way.

I had always prided myself on being able to maintain clear, professional boundaries with my patients. I knew where I stood, what was appropriate, and what was off-limits. My role as a doctor was simple: care for them, guide them, but never cross that line. Yet, somehow, here I am, struggling with a line that feels as thin as air.

James.

James has been my patient for months now, and despite my best efforts to remain professional, he’s slowly become more than that. It’s hard to describe, but there’s something in the way he looks at me, the way he listens so intently, the way he makes me feel both seen and understood. It’s hard to ignore. But I have to. I have to maintain my boundaries.

He’s still my patient.

I remind myself of that, over and over.
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