Her cool lips meet mine in a movement that is quite pleasurable. Immediately, some applause is heard and I break away to see the guys photographing and applauding our intimate encounter that happens to be public."Finally, you did it, bro" says Aninka, causing her brother to blush."Thanks for damaging our moment alone." I say and they ignore my complaint, opening the transparent door to sit on either side of us. Aninka even sits in the middle of Esteban and me, hugging our necks while holding a bottle of Whiskey."Did you know I love you guys, a lot?" says Aninka slurring her words."How much have you had to drink?" I ask surprised at how strong her liquor-filled breath is."That's the second bottle she's drunk all by herself" Viktor replies as she kisses her brother hard on the cheek, then kisses me."This is going to complicate things. Take her to sleep" I ask."No, I'm not leaving. The party's just getting started and..." says Aninka before her vomit splatters on me."Gross" I sa
How does it feel to be kissed with love? How does it feel to be made love to by loving your imperfections? If someone had told me that the boy I made in a game kiss my brother, out of revenge, would help me face my fears and make me feel loved like he did, I wouldn't have believed him.Julian, he was so attached to my soul that I had not been able to get over his death. I felt that he was the only one who could understand me and who would help me move forward. But, now I understand that I just needed to treasure the memories I had lived with him and let him go, grateful for what I had lived.Now, I was ready to open myself up to a serious relationship and with the person who was willing to do it, he looked at me as if I was perfect. I try to cover myself when my wounds on my abdomen are exposed, but he caresses and kisses them in a tender way that touches me."Don't be ashamed with me, Sofia. If we're here, it's because we're ready for this," Esteban says and my heart races."Can I do
My body hurts when the urge to urinate makes me wake up. I get up as best I can, while my canal burns as if so much friction has lacerated my insides.As best I can, I grab onto the things near me, while jumping on my foot, to get to the bathroom quickly. When I get there and release all the contained liquid, I stay wetting my face so I can fully wake up.I was happy, it felt really good to have been loved in deeds and words. The only bad thing was that we did not know how to contain ourselves and therefore, the basket in the bathroom, had several used condoms, which made me find the cause of my pain.Mental note: using so many condoms in one night causes internal peeling.Carefully, she observed my body and I sighed in relief at not seeing too noticeable marks, knowing everything we did. Eager to start a new day, I take a shower and come out of the bathroom clean and recharged. As best I can, I walk to the suitcase with my clothes and as I put on my underwear, a
I was too embarrassed and the worst part was that I couldn't escape the embarrassment I was going to experience when I came downstairs. So, I take a deep breath and walk down the stairs careful not to trip and make my life more embarrassing.When I go downstairs, Esteban is not there and that turns the attention to me. Aninka, she is the first to strike."Are you all right, Sofia?" asks Aninka in a mocking tone."I'm fine, and you, Aninka? You threw up a lot to be so calm today." I reply and everyone smiles at my counterattack."Well, my stomach is terrible. But, I'm glad you're in a good mood. Unlike yesterday, you're glowing and...marked. I'll have to tell my brother that when he grabs your wrists, not to leave marks" she teases."Don't talk, Aninka. You're the one with the most secrets here.""Now that's interesting" Camilo teases and we both roll our eyes at that."Well, we'd better eat first. There are several things to do" says Michael.
Days laterStarting work is not as easy as I thought it would be. I thought that, although things would be complicated, I could take my time. But, the girls are pretty dedicated to this. So much so that they had half the town in chaos.All these days, they had been trying to work out by their own means, the realization of their dream. So, they had collected prizes for bingo and raffles while some non-profit organization gave them the help they needed.I wanted to help them with that and so I sold bingo and raffle tickets as the boys went back and forth with more people contributing to the cause. It was amazing how every bit of help raised hopes and how little by little, the hard work paid off.Every problem we had faced was like a nightmare that only by seeing the marks on my body, I could remember as something that really happened. It was amazing how everything improved and how the small town had more greatness in its heart than the place I came from.You c
I was exhausted, Aninka was trying hard to make the day pleasant, but, playing board games while clearing the driveway of accumulated snow, was not pleasant. And we were already about to go crazy with so much excessive merriment to ignore the inevitable: the farewell."We must stop playing this nonsense. It would be good if we rested or did anything that would help distract us without dying of boredom" commented Michael and we all nodded.We had already talked too much to not know something about our lives. So, talking about the same thing, was unnecessary and what was worse, was that Aninka insisted on following the excessive excitement."Well, we could play in the snow. Throw ourselves from the second floor and climb a little" Camilo proposes and then he looks at me, as if apologizing."You mean I can't?" I ask as a challenge and Viktor smiles."Make it a challenge then. We'll see who makes snowmen and all sorts of nonsense out of snow. Whoever can stand it the most will get a rewar
The next dayAll the joy that had been in the cabin had evaporated. Camilo and Michael were about to leave and Aninka had to return to the city because of a problem in the company. Esteban had offered to accompany her and with them, Viktor would go with the intention of visiting his family.Everyone was getting ready to leave or waiting for them to finish clearing the entrance so they could leave. The family home, was starting to feel cold and lonely."I promise I won't be long, guys" says Aninka embarrassed about having to leave early."Don't worry, take your time." I mumble knowing that I can't be a burden that they should always take care of because I'm useless."I'll see you soon. I really hope we see each other soon guys." says Camilo hugging me and I reciprocate his hug."I know we will and even if it takes us a while to see each other, I know we're always going to feel like family. We'll even be able to write and make phone calls to feel close," I reply."Promise you're going t
No one is outside the school except us, but fortunately, there are no teachers to bother about it. So, being calm and wanting to talk to the one who was my mother-in-law, she took her hand to lead her outside the school."Let's go outside and talk a little. You've come so far to just hand me a letter and leave.""You're in class.""I can come over later. Everything will be fine" I say and she nods "Let's go home. There's my brother.""David brought me. The three of us can go" says my ex-mother-in-law, as we walk to the exit.On the way, David walks several meters away from us, so we can talk quietly. In his gait and even as he smiles when he sees everything, it makes me feel that he has truly healed."Recovering from the loss of Julian, it was complicated. I slept alone in his room and didn't do it for long, because I only cried when I remembered him.>> Because of that, I lost my family. My sisters wouldn't talk to me, because they didn't know what to do with me anymore and my partne