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2023-02-02 02:56:39" No, I don't. Want.....," her voice was trembling as well as her body.
" What? What did you say?"He glared. She tries to cut him but he came her way again and his rage was clear on his face. " You are halting me?" He pulled his brows up. "Bran..... Brandon, please let me go," She said really innocently as her eyes showered bitter tears. " If I don't? And have what I want then?" He asks her eyes went wide and she collects her courage to say. " You will see my dead face," she said and he stepped back. " You are this obsessed with your purity?" He asks " More than you thought," she replied. " You got a tongue," he smirks. "I don't..... I don't know what to do please, " She was trembling and looking for a way to run. Her gaze fell and her eyes went wide when she saw his pants turned protruded. "Please let me go, Brandon," she said and he get her close to his chest. " I like the way you get yourself protected from me, I will get it after our marriage, not for once but every day," he whispered into her ear and she gasped. She closes her eyes and that disgust dripped from her eyes. "Let me go," she said in a little voice. "Never," he whispered and her whole body was in his control. " Never without marriage," she let out. " I know, you are just so ancient but I love u still, " He said and she closes her eyes. " Go, run as fast as you can, " He said and let her go. Faith runs as fast as she can but his voice stops her feet. " Sleep but don't you dare to close your window," he said and nods she was cleared and nodded again to him. She runs as fast as she can she gets to her house and closes the door. She clutched her hair and try to let them out from her scalp. " Why....why..... Why?" She cried out. " Why all these miseries for me? Why dad why?" She let out and look into the mirror. She scratches her lips as harsher as she can. But those lips are still on her face. She was feeling extreme disgust and wanted to run from all this. She was living as a pet, who obeys his master's every command. But what she can do she has nothing in her hands, she knows she is enduring this for years and she has to for her whole life, so she brushed take and bath and wears her nighty. She gets into her blanket and closes her eyes with the light. But suddenly she open her eyes with a thud, she turn on the light and saw the window was closed still. Her heartbeat was running faster she gasped and takes two or three long breaths. She walks to the window and opens it. Then she again went to her bed. The night covers everywhere, but in the deepest night, some lights were blinking in the devil's club. "Brandon, you need to try this," Brandon's friend who was taking drugs said. " Is it good like others?" Brandon asks. "It's mind-blowing," his friend said and Brandon moves to the table. He inhaled that dust spread on the table and for a time he smiled and just get off from everything he had in his life. " It's mind-blowing, " whispered and his friend smirks. " Told you, it's fun," His friend said and Brandon open his eyes. He saw a girl wearing a gothic black short dress, her skin was mostly exposed her hair was black her ears chin, and brows were pierced, her nose was long and her lips were plumped as she had done surgery. She was dancing insanely and Brandon's eyes were stuck on her, she was looking at him and laughing hard. " Bro, she is dangerous," his friend said. " Why?" Brandon asks. "She worships satan," he said and Brandon burst into laughter. "Really, and I don't believe in any religion," he said. " You have no idea why she is here," His friend said. "I know these kinds of girls, she is here for many, and I am here for pleasure which I can't get from Faith," he looks furious. Bro she is not that kind of girl you know, his friend said. "I know that's the reason I forgive her, you know I would never forgive anyone else, for any reason," and walks to her. " Let's have a dance," Brandon turns to his friend and winks his eye. "These girls can devour you," His friend whispered. Brandon wrapped his hands around her body and she looks comfortable. " Come on you chunt, take me take me harder," she smirks and Brandon pulled her hair with his hand. " I am here to give you," he said with a smirk. "Then give me nah? Why are you waiting?" She asks. " Right there?" He asks. She grabs her dress up and shows him her body. " As the way you want," she let out her tongue. "Do you know who am I?" She asks. " Yeah, but I don't believe in any religion," He smirks and she touched his thing. "It's big, "' she let out and tries to kiss him but he escaped his lips. He remembers that he kissed Faith and he never wanted to get off it. "Wrap your lips around it," he said and she smirks. "With pleasure," she said and grab him by his collar. She threw him on the couch where his friend was sitting. " Come on you whore," he said and she unbutton his pent. She wrapped his thing with her lips and had a taste of his thing. " Do you like it?" He asks. 'I want more,' she rubbed his skin with her hand and again put it in her mouth, Brandon was groaning in pleasure and she was doing her work. He was drinking as well touching other girls, but he was not letting anyone touch his lips cause he had Faith's marks on them. Faith was sleeping peacefully, but suddenly she felt her body grabbed and also the disgusting smell she got sniffed. "Brandon," she whispered, and he kissed her ear. " Yes, love, " he let out. "You have drunk again, " she said and he nods. " Close your eyes, let's sleep.," He had changed his clothes and taken a bath he never moved toward Faith when he is not cleaned but still his mouth and breath were smelling bad. Faith closes her eyes and he slept with her calmly as he did always. The morning arrives and Faith opens her eyes but she can't move cause she wad bounded. " Brandon ....," she whispered but he was sleeping. " Brandon", she let out again in the same slow tone. "What happened Faith sleep," Brandon said. 'I need to wake up, I need to take a class," She said. " What's the prob," he opens his eyes furiously. "Brandon, why are you doing this?" She asks. "What?" He asks. " Did you.....," Faith wanted to say but she can't. "Did you want?" He asks. " Nothing, " she said and look down. "Now tell me Faith", he said and his eyes were filled with anger. " Did.... Did you, " she was not able to let out. " Let it out Faith," he growled. "Did you sleep with someone," she asks. She asks about his guilty pleasure. Which he desperately wanted to hide. "What are you talking about", he said With cold expression.Related chapters
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She clean her eyes and went out. "Faith...," Marry was coming from the front. " Hey, Marry, I was not feeling well, so I came again and now everything is alright, " She nods. " Okay, love if you don't feel right just skip it, " Marry said. " No...no, it is fine, " Marry saw her hiding her hand before she could grab her hand she runs faster than she had ever before. " Faith stop," Marry said aloud. " I am getting late," she said and leaves the house the driver drop her to the college and she get absorbed in her routine. His face was continually coming in front of her eyes and wanted to forget it. " Hey, little one," Steve comes when she was revising in the library. " What happened today, you look so out of the day," Steve said. " Nothing", she replied and he saw her hands. "What happened to you", he grab her hand and found the wounds were fresh. " Who did this?" He asks with a frown. " Nothing, this is nothing," she takes back her
