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Be my doll

Author: Bubblebooboo
last update Last Updated: 2023-01-22 16:12:57

" I want you to be my doll, a doll who can not do anything without her owner, and your owner is I, "

" I want your heart, your body, your skin, and your soul all mine, just mine",

" No, one has a right to see this beauty, no one has a right to come near this beauty, just me, only me......," he said.

"You know I am insane for you, I can not explain what you mean to me, but I just want to say you are my passion, you are my everything, "

"I can not stay away from you for one second, after you achieve what you wanted to be in your life, then we will get married, and as you know you don't need to work,"

"So you will stay at my mansion, I want your face in front of me every since I open my eyes I want you in front of my eyes," He said and cupped her face between his hands.

"I always do," she replied.

"And this is all you need to do, I just want to protect you, you know Faith this world is a mess, people are crazy, "

"And I don't want you to be in any kind of suffering, you know what I mean," he said and she nods.

"You are just mine," he said and takes her to his chest, Faith feels a strong irritation running through her body she closes her eyes and conserve her thoughts.

"You want to keep me from others, but you don't know how badly you had terrified me, since my childhood," her mind roars but unfortunately her words won't come to her lips.

" Come on, if father sees the mansion empty he will probably know what I am doing, and he never likes it when I keep my command on you," he said and wink his eyes he hold her hand and run down to the hall.

"Not again," She sighs.

Brandon was taking her to his gallery where he paint her portraits, and that was his insanity, a little movement of her body when he was making. her portrait, he always spats her and this makes her stunned.

The last time he fire out on her and was about to slap her, this refined enormous fear in her heart. That was a dreadful confrontation.

Faith was remembering that day and her body was trembling heavily.

" Why always you are trembling?" He asks and opens the door of his gallery.

"Brandon..... I.... I am too scared.....," she let out but doesn't finish off.

"What love?" He asks.

" I..... I am... sorry..... I was not about to say.... anything", she said with a trembling jaw.

"I pass you, let it out," he said and he look into his eyes they were becoming ferocious because of her delay.

" Okay... okay, I am... scared because you always growl at me, whenever.... I... I got weak of standing.... and my... and my....," she stuck here.

" And my what?" He wanted her to finish off.

" And.... and my feet stumble....," she let out and closes her eyes tightly.

" So you need to be still, you know these portraits are so valuable for me and tell me when you stumble you destroy my whole focus", He said.

" But you make me dreadful, I feel so scared," she said.

"It's good to be scared, I love the way you become dreadful.....," he smirks, she clenched her jaw and speaks louder than she ever did.

"And if I died because of your anger, and the way you treat me then?" She asks and he abruptly moves toward her, she started to take her steps backward, but her back got touched by the wall, and she found him staring into her eyes.

He clutches her hair and again tries to pull them out of her scalp.

" Ahhhh.....," she let out a little whimper but from another hand, he binds her lips.

"Shut up, not a word," he said and she stops while enduring the pain.

"Don't..... don't ever let out that word from your mouth, never, you can't die, ever, if you died then I will grab you back to me, "

" I will be shackling your hands and if God comes on his own to take you, then he will be seeing me standing between you and God," his words make her shocked as well as extremely fearful

He takes off his hand from her mouth and while clutching her hair he stares into her eyes.

"Brandon.... don't.... don't do this, please... don't challenge God, don't... put God in this", Faith pleaded.

"So you need to look at your words, and swear, I am not lying, I will gain you no matter what it will take," He was staring into her eyes and she was swallowing down her fear.

"I don't believe in your God, and don't let me get into this rubbish", he said but Faith wanted to ask a question.

"Then whom you believe?" she asks and he wide his eyes on her.

" Whom I believe?" First, he grins, and then he stares deep into her eyes.

" I believe in satan," he replied and a shiver walks through all her body.

" Brandon, what are you saying...., stop it....," the first time she let this out in front of him, that stopping word never comes into her mouth for him.

"You are being disrespectful," he said.

"No.... I... I... pardon me....," she let out.

" What pardon you?" He stares into her eyes.

"Brandon, I just don't want to let you happen anything..... the way you challenge God is remarkable, you need to stop this,"

' And what will happen if I don't stop," he followed his brows up.

"Then that supernatural power which you think doesn't exist will take the most precious thing in your life," She let out.

"My most precious thing is.....," he thinks a little and then lets out.

" Are you, and I told you if anyone thinks to take you from me, then I will burn this world, you are mine just mine," he was staring into her eyes and she look down at her feet.

" What is happening to him? He feels so weird," she said in her mind.

" What he is doing that makes him such valorous?" she was so scared to see him like this.

He was five years older than her and he got to his maturity when Faith was a little girl, she gains to her maturity just a few months ago, but not completely mature, she has entered to young adult division, and her teenage was about to end up, and Brandon was going on in his young grown-up stage.

He has seen lots of things and his behavior is suspicious sometimes.

"Have you aware of how badly I am forgiving you?" He said and she gulp her fear.

" What have I done?" She asks.

" Your questions are increasing day by day, don't you know I don't like many questions," he said and she nods.

"Then why you are victimizing me to hurt you?" He said and she close her eyes.

" Look at me, sneaking your gaze is not the solution," he said and she slowly turn her eyes to him.

"Tell me what are the things I told you to do?" He asks, and she takes a long breath and then lets out.

" Be a good girl, don't dare to speak against you, don't dare to glare at you, I am not allowed to go out without you, "

" I am not allowed to have friends I am not allowed to look at any boy who is around me, even a girl, I am not allowed to go to parties and college events, I am not allowed to talk to anyone,"

" I am not allowed to get help from anyone except you even if I am dying," she stopped.

"Moreeee....," he was closing his eyes and listening to him.

"The only thought I can think about is you, I don't need to have a phone ever, I have to be in front of your eyes, when I am not taking classes, I am not allowed to go out with aunt Ester also, after college I have to stay home in my room, they only person I can love is you",

" The only person who can touch me is you, I have no freedom to laugh with someone except you, I am not authorized to take a single breath without you, if you want me to die then I have to, you are the only person that I need in my life, my body, my heart, my mind, and my soul is wholly yours, I can not even look outside when I am with you in the car, "

"The only place I can go alone is the library for study, If I am not supposed to study then I will be staying with you, when you are standing with me along with your friends then I am not allowed to look at your any friend or laugh at anyone silly or funny talk, you can chain me whenever you want, I will be punished when I will break your any rule, you can take me whenever you want,"

" You can take me wherever you want, I have no right to my life, you are the ruler of my breathes my living, I am nothing without you, I have to live on your command, I have to die when you will die, my life is yours, just yours, my love is yours, and you are the only one who can love me, no one has a right to love me, even no one has a right to see me", she completed and was staring still on the floor, she feels so helpless and weak. Her tears went down, and Brandon was smirking while closing his eyes.

" This feels so good when a person you love will live on your command, that was all I want," he said while smiling in peace.

"I have a right to punish you when you will break any of these rules", he said and a sudden gasp enter her lungs.

" From the morning you have broken many rules, you are not allowed to look at anyone in college but you were standing outside the old hall and staring at those brats," he said and she came to know that his eyes were on her when he was not with her.

"But you didn't stop here, you listen to that nasty girl and stepped into that disgusting place where boys were staring at you, and then you talked to that nasty girl that I think is the most filthy girl I know," he said and her breath stopped.

" But you don't stop here, again you get in conflict with me and ask me questions, really? Are you insane you were doing this?" He laughs and squints his eyes at her.

" Tell me my innocent Faith what should I do to you, which punishment do you prefer?" He smirks and sees her fear gulping down to her throat.

" Brandon...I... I am... really.... sorry, please it will not happen again," she pleaded.

"Nah Nah Nah....., not this time if I let you go this time you will be going to do this again," Brandon smiles.

" Brandon please, I am sorry, this will never happen again," Faith was trembling and looking into his ominous eyes, he was smirking at her and quietly moving his fingers on her skin.

"We just had our first kiss, and you know what will be the next step?" He said and her eyes came out.

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