66 : "London"London66G A G E"You're seeing her again?" She worries."No." I snapped. "I'm not seeing her again." I continued."Then what?" She snapped at me."I just... I just saw her. Okay? I just saw her. That's it. That's all." I explained.She sighs heavily. "And don't tell me your feelings are coming back for her just because you saw her again."I remained silent."Gage are you really out of your mind? You're letting her affect you again." She continues to whisperingly nag at me."We'll talk it out tomorrow G. Please? I'm really tired and sleepy."She sighs. "Just get your decisions made up before you'll realize it's too late.""What decisions?" I asked."You and Tate." She answers right away.I look back at my sister as she tells me seriously, "Remember, you're not the only guy that's after her. You need to keep that in mind Gage. You might not know there's someone else aside from you that's already pursuing her.""There's none." I assured."There's none that you know but a
67 : "Photoshoot"Photoshoot67T A T EI nervously watch as Gage pose for the camera and he could be a great model since he looks like a natural at doing it. He hasn't smiled his natural dimpled smile that I used to love when he does it. He's been furrowing his eyebrows since he started his photoshoot and he looks like he's mad even if Dillion tells him to smile, he doesn't seem to listen."Alright! The photos were great, man. We'll review it in a while." Dillion calls out. "Let's take five before we start the next photoshoot Gage." He adds.Gage just answered him with a nod. My eyes follows Gage as he leaves the studio without even looking at me."You alright Tate?" I hear Dillion speak.I smiled at him while he walked towards me and handed me a bottle of Snapple."I'm fine." I answer."If you're hungry just tell me, I'll tell Fred to buy us dinner." He says.Fred is his driver, like Gage he also has a personal driver to drive him around when he's really tired from doing photoshoots
68 : "End"End68Nathan was the last one for the shoot and I was amazed that the photos of Gage and me turned out pretty great. It's either Gage did a great job on pretending to be in love with me or maybe Dillion's just the greatest photographer and took the photos from amazing angles. Either way, the photos were magnificent and I wanna save them on my phone.Though Gage's face on the most of the photos looked serious, he still looked handsome. There were photos of him smiling too but not his usual happy smile. To be honest, I haven't seen Gage after his shoot, he left the studio right after I told him I have a date with Dillion after this photoshoot. He didn't even say anything after I told him I have a date with Dillion. He just remained quiet and left when he was done. He didn't even thank me for participating. "Could you tell Dillion that I'm just going to find the bathroom?" I ask one of Dillion's crew.She nods at me.I began to march my way out of the studio and started walk
69 : "The Beginning"The Beginning69"Are you okay, Tate?"My head moved to Dillion who was sitting next to me while we were riding inside the backseat of his luxury car. I nod. "I am. Yeah.""Well you've been quiet since we had dinner and after." He tells me.He moves a bit closer, "Is there something wrong?"It's about Gage. And sex. And it's sickening when I think about it all over again.I sigh. "Nothing. I'm just tired.""I'm sorry if I let you stayed that long at the photoshoot. I should've--""It wasn't about the photoshoot Dillion." I cut him off. It's about Gage. "I enjoyed it. Really.""Don't worry, I reserved the best hotel suite for you. In that way you'll get to relax for a bit during your stay here. It's been indeed a very long day for the two of us." He says.I slightly smile."Are you tired?" I ask him."Me? Sort of, I am. Well I tend to get myself used to being tired." He answers with a cute smile."We can't teach ourselves to get used to being tired." I tell him.I
70 : "Wrong Move"Wrong Move70G A G EI hit the doorbell continuously that I think I just break it, as I nervously kept glancing at my watch. It's already one in the morning but who cares about how late it is? I began to knock too but no one's responding to it."Fuck." I cussed. "Open up." I knock again.I quickly pulled my head up as soon as I see the door swinging open and she looks at me in shock but I know that I woke her up."Gage?" She asks me."Hey." I greeted. "Did I wake you?""You didn't." She answers.She gazes at a clock, probably, hanging inside her living room. "It's late, what are you doing here?"I sigh, "I need a drink or two.""And.... You're here because?" She asks, fixing her silky pink night gown, showing off her beautiful long legs by that skimpy panty-like silky shorts.I try to smile. "Looking for someone to drink with me."She laughs softly. "And you really had to come here inside my condo. How'd you know I was here?" She arches her eyebrow."because I hear
71 : "Regrets"Regrets71T A T EI have been crying since I saw the pictures that Gage sent me a few hours ago.I can't find a reason why I still have to be mad when I already wanted to end it. But what bothers me is that he asked for a chance for me to think about staying and yet he slept with another woman. That's what makes me even more mad at him. He can't have any consistent decisions made up for the people around him.I don't know if Gage's even the one personally sending it or Kendall just used his phone and is the one who sent it instead. But whoever did, I'm really pissed at Gage for even constantly calling and texting me yesterday but then he's sleeping around with other women that same day too. And I'm even more pissed at myself because here I go again getting jealous over someone else when I know for a fact that I shouldn't.Is he even sincere when he told me that he really wanted me to stay in his life?But then as I think about it, I wonder what's Kendall's point of sen
72 : "If I Could Fly"If I Could Fly72G A G ELater that night, I was just sitting inside my room doing nothing else but reaching Tate's phone. I'm so sure that they already landed in New York. I've been trying to call her, her phone's already ringing though, but she's just intentionally ending my calls and mostly not answering any of it. I've been rereading the messages for hours that I have been sending her since I realized that Kendall sent those photos to her.Me: I know I should have a good explanation for those photos. Please listen to me first, I didn't send those.Me: Tate please talk to me. I need you to hear me out. Hit me up when you land. Please.Me: Tate you have the right to be mad but please just let me explain. Please talk to me.Me: I know I begged for you to stay and I didn't something horrific but please just hear me out.Me: I wasn't the one who sent those photos, trust me. I swear to god. I didn't do that. Please Tate. Talk to me.Me: Tate. Please.A few more me
73 : "Bad"Bad73G A G ESIX YEARS AGO...I've been secretly dating Anastasia for over a year now and I'm just as happy as her because she understands how busy I am with work. I always find time to visit her, secretly though, but most of the times it's always FaceTime, calls and texts.Things went really well between me and Anastasia after that incident when she knocked on my hotel room. I'm glad that I met her, she's nice and easy to talk to. We clicked right away when we met and since then we've been seeing each other. I fly her to places where I am just so she can be with me and she loves traveling a lot too. I'm glad that she trusts me no matter how badly the news comes out about me. She trusts me even though the news states that I'm seen with another woman, but she knows she's the only woman I love. And I am honest with her. Those women are just people who happens to have the same group of friends as I am.I've introduced her to my family, to the lads and even the Silver Spade C