20 : "Sunday"Sunday20I begin to open my eyes and everything around me was still blurry. I blink a few more and found myself on top of my bed. I stare at the huge feet that were coming out from the end of my maroon colored blanket. I smile knowing that it's Gage's.We were both naked. We both tired the fuck out of each other last night. I found myself sleeping next to him, one of his arm was behind my back and I didn't even know that I fell asleep on top of his chest. I look down at his body and take a clearer view of his hotness, his tattoos were so visible. There were a few that were so huge and some were so tiny. Damn that butterfly is really fucking huge.I watch as his chest goes up and down as he breathes. Fuck, even though he's only breathing and sleeping he's still so hot doing it, it's crazy. My eyes continued to scan through his left arm and a few more scribbles caught my attention. It's so different when he's this close, I can see his pores. Wow. I can't believe I would g
21 : "No One"No One216:15PMI was lying on top of my bed with my book wide open before me, I was studying for a short exam tomorrow while Gage was lying next to me too, he was busy playing 1010! on his phone. Sam got here earlier to send Gage a few of his clothes and I wanna make the most of our time together while he's still here with me, before he goes back on tour. To be honest, even if Gage is giving me time to study, I can't help but get distracted.Duh, he's next to me.How can I study?I was lying face down while he was lying on his back with his phone up above his face. He was so serious with his game and it's just too adorable right now. Our legs were sprawled over each other's and my eyes kept glancing at him. When he runs out of move with his game, he groans and makes a funny face which was too adorable. He'd apologize if he realizes he got loud and he tries his best to keep quiet so he wouldn't distract me but him on top of my bed is already very distracting.I lick my
22 : "Pizza"Pizza22"Do you really have to go?" Gage asks groggily while he pulls his head up from the pillow, still naked from last night"Yes. I have class Gage." I say as I tuck my hair behind my ear.I hear him groan as he bats his eyes at me. I know he was still sleepy, from the way his eyelids are being cute and puffy, I know he wants to go back to sleep."My class ends by four in the afternoon. I'll be back home as soon as I get out." I tell him.He groans again. "But you'll be gone for nine hours. What am I gonna do here?""Uhh... Watch tv? Eat? Drink? Do you want me to buy anything before I get back here by 4?" I fix my earrings."Pizza. Please? Thank you Tate. You're the best ever." He flashes me his adorable smile. "And please come back home right away. I will definitely miss you.""I will come back as soon as I finish buying pizza.""Do you want me to get you a cab?" He asks.He sits on top the bed and grabs his boxer briefs from the floor. He wore it on himself and walk
23 : "Library"Library23February 25, 2015I'm inside my classroom, looking at my teacher but I'm actually not listening at all to any of the discussion. I was doing little scribbles on my notebook but I wasn't really paying attention. It's been two days since Gage left and he's probably in Asia now.Gage had left for Osaka Japan on the 23rd, and I was really devastated because I won't be seeing much of him for a week. An entire week. Even though he promised me that he will still check on me from time to time but it's different when I have him here. And I know it sounds selfish because he's not even my boyfriend but I couldn't get enough of him.He said, his free time will be on March 3rd then they'll be flying to Singapore on March 10th to continue their concert tour in Asia. I'm proud of him because he's reaching different and really far countries but I still kind of feel alone when he's not around which is really weird because I just met him and I already feel like this towards hi
24: "Adam"24You must all be wondering why I fell in love with the douche bag, Adam Stanton. Well, he was never like that when I met him.I was, 15, a freshman in high school when I met Adam. He was a senior, probably 18. Every girl in the campus loved him and adored him so much. I think everyone had a crush on him back then, even those who'd deny that they didn't really liked him because he's cocky, they knew they were lying to themselves and I wasn't one of those in denials because he wasn't my type at all.I first saw him on my first day of school as a freshman, he was at the parking lot with his senior friends. They were talking loud and looked cool. You know, the type of popular senior kids who would just waste time till the bell rings. They were like that. I first caught his attention when him and his friends were throwing the football around and one from them threw it hard at my direction as it landed right on top of my head. Like, fucking goal!My first impression on him?Jer
25 : "Baby"Baby25When we finished having dinner, we got back inside his car and started driving right away. He asked me where I wanted to go next but I really wanted to go home."Tate?" He calls while his eyes were set on the road."Yeah?""Do you remember how we met?" He asked with a grin."Football straight on my head." I pointed to my head and he laughs.I ended up laughing too as I remember it."And do you remember how I met you again one night while I was on my way to Dan's party?" He asks.My smile begins to widen."You hailed my taxi cab then you sat on my lap." He grins evilly.I snorted. "Hey on my defense, I didn't know there was someone who sat there."He laughs under his throat."But I'm glad it happened. I met you and we became good friends." He says.I smile."We're still good friends right?" He asks.I glanced at him."I mean after we've been through, we're still good friends right?" He assures.I remained quiet."I don't wanna lose you Tate. You've been a huge part
26 : "Why"Why26"Why not?" He asks.I shake my head. "Nothing."He remained quiet and just looked at me."Just don't call me baby." I added, saying it really softly.He slightly pulled his arm and himself away from me then looks away suspiciously. "Ex-boyfriend used to call you that?" He asks.I close the chocolate box and placed it on top of the table. "Yeah." I answer honestly."It's kind of our thing." I added.I stare back at Gage and he was just looking straight ahead. He chuckles softly then shakes his head too. His eyes travelled back at me. "Okay. If you say so." He answers.I sigh, "How long are you staying here in New York?""Well, I'm leaving tomorrow for London.""That soon?"He nods. "Management wants to talk to me then I'm flying to Los Angeles the day after tomorrow. I'm going to attend a friend's party."I fake a smile. "Well, I guess we need to spend most of our time today huh?"He nods as he rested his chin over my shoulder. "You're studying?""Yeah. Midterm week i
27 : "Big News"Big News27Last night was fantastic.Well, it's always fantastic with Gage.Sex with Gage is always the bomb.I lay my naked self next to a naked Gage. We were on top of my bed while my white-colored blanket was the only thing that covered us. His arm was under my neck and I was looking up at him while he was in his deep sleep. He's so handsome, dangerously and deadly handsome. Undeniably a fact.It was already five in the morning on my digital clock as I take a glance at it and to be honest, I was glad that I woke up earlier than him. He's leaving for London this afternoon, and I don't know when I'll see him again. He mentioned to me that he's going to Los Angeles for a friend's party I'm sure it involves Nadine.I sigh and take a pause as I sigh again.I pull myself away from his body, careful not to wake him up. I gently flipped the blanket off from us and watch his soft length still asleep. I bite my lower lip as I look at it, it's still damn huge even if it's not
FINALEI watch as Tate teach Beatriz in perfectly cutting the cookie dough out of the Santa Claus head shape-cutter. She was asking a lot of questions to Tate if they'd make flower cookies tomorrow or a small chocolate cake the next day. Beatriz had a lot of questions in her mind and I wonder where she had inherited that kind of interest in baking since my mum doesn't really bake, but then maybe this trait must be coming from Tate's mom. She had mentioned that her mom loved to cook and bake and that she was a great cook.As they finished all of it, they began to press down tiny chocolate kisses over the dough and as I watch my five year old little girl having fun making cookies with her mother, I know I've chosen the right woman to spend a lifetime with."Dad! Don't just stand there. Share duties with us. C'mon!" Beatriz calls out.Tate chuckles. "You heard the boss, Gage."I laugh with Tate and jogged my way closer to my two favorite women as I kiss Tate's cheek then she flashes me h
103 : "First Birthday"First Birthday103T A T EMy heart is pounding against my chest as soon as we arrived at the venue. I'm sure that there's going to be trouble because Miller is here. I know he wants to be a part of his daughter's first birthday party but Monique said days ago while we were preparing for this party that she won't even let Miller come near Tarry.I just don't want Miller to be ruining this day for his own daughter. I've prepared days for this day to be perfect and I've tired the hell out of myself the past week just for my godchild. Gage even helped with the preparations too and he even lavished voluntarily money for this event. I know he doesn't want this day to get ruined too. And I can't let Miller ruin this day for both Monique and Tarry."I'm nervous." I say to Gage.Both of us hopped off of the car and walked inside the hotel. He fixes the button of his polo as he pushed his hair back to his forehead and says to me, "Don't worry about it."I exhale heavily.
102 : "Olivia Tate"Olivia Tate102G A G E SPAINThe following morning, Tate showed me around Spain too like how I showed her Cheshire. I've been to Spain before but not as fun as I have with her and I've never been toured this much around this place. I didn't even know there were places around here that existed and I never even knew about it if Tate didn't showed me around. And when we were here, we never got to see Spain that much because we were on tour.Tate showed me off to some museums, some art galleries, magnificent sceneries that truly wowed me, amazing cathedrals, we even went to the school she went to when she was in elementary and so many other places that we enjoyed till we got tired. There were fans who crowded us though when they saw me and walked up to us to ask for my picture and autograph but my good thing Sam and Ryan were there to secure us.By almost six in the evening, Tate wanted to go to this last place that she wanted me to. Of course I wouldn't say no to he
101 : "Kavanaughs"Kavanaughs101G A G E After we had dinner, I was still nervous. Even though I've talked to them and her father seemed nice to me, I am still nervous.With her two brothers.I know they're really worried about my relationship with Tate. I know they don't want me to be with her because of my fame and it will be a great hindrance between us. I know that but I won't let them ruin what I have with Tate. I've already done too much to save us.And I know how families get so overprotective and they're just like Gemma. But they're the boy version of Gemma which is crazy. I know how Gemma gets so worried when I'm seeing someone new because she's worried that the past might happen again and I know how her brothers are also worried for her because she's a woman and that's just normal.I sigh. I just wish they see that I am really serious with Tate."Hey..." I hear Tate's voice from behind me.I stare at her over my shoulder and smiled. I feel her hands holding onto my shoulde
100 : "Spain"Spain100T A T EWhen we landed Spain, a lot of people took photos of us the second we arrived at the airport. We hurriedly got inside Gage's car and quickly drove to my home. Gage has been silent since we landed and he hasn't talked much too. He was looking straight ahead to the road while the GPS was teaching him where to go."Hey..." I placed my hand over his hand that was holding the clutch.He travels his head to me. "Yeah?""You're awfully quiet. What's up?" I ask.Gage exhales. "I'm just so nervous to be meeting your father and your two brothers. Like seriously how huge are they?""Hulk-like." I answer.He gapes at what I said and I could see now how nervous he really was to meet my family. I didn't even know that he was anxious this whole time. He tries to keep his cool after what I said but I really had no idea that the reason why he's been quiet all this time since we got here was that because he's nervous to meet them.I laugh softly."It'll be okay." I say t
99 : "Holmes"Holmes99T A T EWhen dinner was ready, we walked to the dining table to have eat together."Aunt Josie is a really great cook. I must say she's better than mum." Gage playfully says."Don't tell mum I said that." He adds.Aunt Josie and I were laughing together but I as I look at Gemma, she was just plainly looking at me while she was already starting to eat."Oh Gage you always compliment my cookings. Thank you but I think you just miss it." She says while chuckling."No aunt Josie, it is really good." Gage insist.I smile."You gotta try this sweetheart." Gage placed a piece of tenderloin on my plate. "That's a family recipe." He smiles at me."Thank you." I tell him."So, what are your plans tomorrow?" Aunt Josie asks."Well, I'm actually planning on touring Tate around town. I wanna show her where I grew up. I'm also planning on introducing her to my cousins so I hope Jake is around." He answers her."Oh don't worry. My son just got back from university and I'm sur
98 : "Small Town"Small Town98T A T E"Here's your order sweetheart." Gage placed my macchiato in front of me after grabbing it from the counter. I smiled to thank him but I was inwardly distracted.We were sitting inside Starbucks, just having an afternoon date together. It wasn't like it used to and now he'd always sit away from me. We were actually sitting right across each other now and letting all people look over our table. I watch as Gage signed some autographs and talked casually to some fans who came up to our table. I watched him do his thing and I was so amused that he's still so calm at how he treats his fans. No, he doesn't treat his fans as fans. He treats them as if he had known them for so long. "Thank you Gage." The little girls bids goodbye.When his fans had left our table, he turned to look back at me again. "What's wrong?" He asks.I shake my head sideways. "Nothing. I'm just always amused at how you treat your fans."He smirks. "Well they all have a special pl
97 : "Once Again"Once Again97T A T EGage groans as I hear him shifting on top of my bed just next to me. I was facing my back to him while his arm was loosely wrapping around me. He slowly pulls me in as I felt him pressing his self against my body which felt great. I was happy having him here again. I mean waking up so early in the morning having him here just makes everything feels okay. It feels like nothing even happened and us just continued.All of a sudden I felt him kissing the back of my head and it just makes me smile. It maybe just a simple gesture but it shows love. It shows that he still loves me so much despite the shit stuff that happened all these months. And I am so happy just being like this with him. I feel so grateful because he's here and he's just here."I love you Tate." He speaks to me softly. He tightly wraps his arm around me just a little bit quick and it really makes my heart flutter even ten thousand times happier than it already is. I just kept smili
96 : "Eli"Eli96G A G EI have never been mad and disappointed in my entire life at someone this much. I really hate all of the people that composes the Scanty! Management. Eli has always been right since the beginning of this, they're all liars. I can't believe we stayed to such people for a long time and actually trusted them that they can actually give us the real happiness. I was so wrong about them. All of them. They always make us want to lie to the fans, to our family, to the people around us and even to our own selves.They are all so selfish.I know every signed artist has rules to follow because of the contract but I just couldn't believe that I let them rule my life all this time and all these years. I've never been this happier when I signed for Jeff and finally left them. I am glad that he has my back unlike how Scanty would actually do dirty things without our knowing.When I look back at it now and the things that they did to my life and the mess that they've caused n