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Chapter 27: Our connection and intimacy
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YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 28
A few weeks later. ...Divine's pov.I have weeks since I came back home but I still don’t feel like home. Tola and her children are around the house. Everything feels wrong. I kinds feel like I am getting in between a happy family. Ron does enjoy being a father to his children. He sure will be a good father to put children as well.The only problem with him is that he’s always away working. I just hope that this week won’t be the same as last week when Ron was away. I am sick of fighting. I haven’t told Ron what Tola did to me because I feel like it’s not my place to tell. I just hope he finds put soon.Last week flashbacks.As I was sitting on the couch with my legs crossing over the other side, Tola's child came and set on top of my legs.“Baby, please don’t sit on top of my legs. I know you like this couch but will you please sit on the other one?” I spoke to the little me
Last Updated : 2021-01-12YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 29: Who is Tola??
I found myself trapped in a whirlwind of frustration and desperation. Every ounce of my being was consumed by the need to win Ronald's affection, but my efforts had been in vain. Divine's unexpected return had shattered the carefully crafted plans I had laid out to secure my future with Ronald, and it tore me apart to witness him being drawn back into her arms. Resentment burned within me, fueled by the belief that the Divine was an obstacle between me and the love I deserved. Despite my relentless attempts to win him over, I couldn't comprehend why Ronald was so infatuated with her. Doubt seeped into my thoughts, making me question the power and effectiveness of my manipulations. Were my actions simply not potent enough to sway Ronald's heart? A wave of realisation crashed over me, and I was forced to confront the harsh truth—I needed to let go of the children I had used as pawns in my desperate game. They had served their purpose as tools to gain Ronald's attention, but now they on
Last Updated : 2021-01-16YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 30: Blood staining her back
Ron's Perspective... Three hours ago, Divine and I were in a state of sheer terror. She had blood staining her back, and I felt utterly helpless, not knowing how to ease her pain. We knew that the only way to get answers about what had happened was by rushing to the hospital and seeking help. Upon arriving at the hospital, the staff immediately sprang into action, recognizing the urgency of Divine's condition. She was swiftly taken to the emergency room, leaving me behind to anxiously await any news or updates. I sat there, my heart pounding, desperately hoping for positive news. But when the female doctor approached me with a somber expression and shook her head, my worst fears were confirmed. The loss of our baby was devastating, a blow that seemed to shatter my soul. In that moment, all I could think of was Divine. I didn't want to hear the details from the doctor; I could already see the sorrow etched on her face. I pleaded with her, hoping beyond hope that Divine was safe and
Last Updated : 2021-01-22YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 31
Tola's pov...Hours have gone by but they have not returned from the hospital. I have tried to sleep, eat, bath, but still, they have not yet returned. What could have been keeping them to come back?I just hope that Dee's child didn't survive. If the child survives, I will lose everything. I can't afford to lose everything. I have come too far to back down. Even if I had I chance to go back, I would. The kind of people I am mixed up with is fucked up. They want Dee and I want my Ronald.......I walk around the room trying to find answers but still, don't find a single thing. I take my phone on top of the table and call my leader."Tola, you know very well that you are not allowed to call me. Unless it's fundamental." The deep voice at the end of the call replies."I know boss, but I am into a deep problem!" Tola replies troubled."You will not raise you
Last Updated : 2021-02-02YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 32
Tola's pov...Its been days now that I have heard from my boss. He hasn't called me yet to tell me about our next plan. I can't do this any longer. I can't keep staying in this house with Dee. Since she came back from the hospital, she has been getting the most attention. Ronald doesn't even look at me. He looks at me like I am the same piece of shit.The only reason I am staying in this house is that I love him. I can't just let Dee win. I mean, what does she have that I don't have?Ronald was my first love. He took my girlhood. How can I just let him go like that? It's not easy for me but I am not going to back done from my plan. If it was not for that dick Divine's stepdad, I would have killed Dee a long time.Later on......I see Ronald coming to the kitchen. This is my only chance to show him how much I love him."Ronald baby, can we please tal
Last Updated : 2021-02-15YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 33
Divine's Pov... I have never in my life seen Ronald so pissed at someone. He has always been a nice person around me he has never shown me his other side of him being a bad person or what's so ever. Seeing him fighting with Tola breaks my heart because I love them both. Well, used to I mean. Tola was my best friend no matter how many times she betrayed me. I still loved her. I know for a fact that I won't be able to forgive her but I wanna try to make things right between me and her. Ronald, on the other hand, he's the love of my life. I understand the fact that he was with Tola before I met him but I never knew when I fall in when I fell in love with Ronald that he was my best friend's ex. For starters, I broke our best friend code which was a rule between me and Tola. Never to break the girl code between us. I take full responsibility for my faults but that does not give Tola the right to kill my child or betray
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Last Updated : 2021-11-22YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 34: Tear us apart
Divine's Pov... Sometimes, I have to pinch myself to make sure this isn't all just a dream. Two years have passed, yet it feels as though only a few months have gone by. Our child, a beautiful reflection of his father, has grown before our eyes, bringing immeasurable joy and love into our lives. I am blessed with a husband who loves me with all his heart, a man who would go to great lengths and make any sacrifice for my happiness. This kind of love is something I had never experienced before. It makes me feel cherished, valued, and truly special. I am welcomed into his arms with unwavering affection, and every day, I am reminded of the depth of his love for me. There were moments in the past when I doubted if we would ever reach this point. The obstacles that stood in our way seemed insurmountable, threatening to tear us apart forever. But Ronald, my steadfast partner, taught me the importance of patience and perseverance. He showed me that although there may be mountains to climb,
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YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 67 : Who was it
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YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 66: Uncle Ben Down
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YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 63: The party details.
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As the car pulls into the driveway, relief washes over me. It has been a long day, and I'm eager to reunite with Ronald and share the unfolded events. I gather the shopping bags filled with the items I've chosen for the upcoming party.Entering the house, I'm greeted by the comforting scent of home-cooked food wafting from the kitchen. The sounds of laughter and chatter float through the air, wrapping me in a warm embrace. Ronald stands at the stove, tending to a delicious meal that awaits us."Hey, honey," Ronald says, his eyes lighting up as he sees me. "Welcome back. Dinner is almost ready."I smile, grateful to be home with my loving family. "Thank you, Ronald. It's good to be back."Our three-year-old twins run towards me, their tiny arms outstretched. I lift them up, peppering their cheeks with kisses. Their giggles fill the room, momentarily lifting the weight of the outside world.After settling the children down to play, Ronald and I find a moment alone in the living room. I
