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YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 17
Ronald pov... It's been a while since I have heard from Divine. I know that she's angry at me for not being able to tell her the truth about me. I wanted to say to her but didn't want to hurt her. I mean it from the bottom of my heart. I didn't tell her because I knew that the moment I told her the truth, she would not accept it, or she would not be wheeling to forgive her friend or me for lying to her. It was not my plan to lie; it's not like I wanted to do it. I did it because I had no choice. I was protecting her, and I was watching her feelings. I was saving her from him. I'm not this person, and I'm nothing without her. She makes me a better person. She makes me want to change my ways and become a new version of myself. I do not see any other life without her. What am I going to do without? I will not be able to leave without her! How am I going to survive? What was I expecting away? Her to forgive me and move on with our life? My problem with all this is that, as much as I
Last Updated : 2020-11-23YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 18
Later on that day..... Divine used the address she was given by Tola the day they were together and went there to see her. She thought it was a better idea to go see Tola and hear what the horse has to say. She has every right to do that. She has not heard from her friend. She has to worry and question things. Even if they do fight at times, they will always from something special towards each other's love. When she gets to the area, the is a young black couple who is enjoying while sitting outside drinking some lemonade. For a second, she thought it was Tola and her boyfriend. She nicely packs her car though the driveway and go straight to the couple. "Good sir, and your wife." She whispers with her low voice. Questions are running in her heard. "Good Day to you too. Take a seat." The man with a deep voice says with a smile on his face. He sure looks friendly.&nb
Last Updated : 2020-12-01YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 19: Fragile Reunion
(Divine's Perspective) I've spent days in seclusion, lost in my thoughts and emotions. It's not like me to be so consumed by a relationship, to let it define my happiness. But this love, this connection with Ronald, it's different. No matter how much pain it has brought me, I can't easily let go of it My mother's words echo in my mind, urging me to fight for what makes me happy. And what made me happy, or at least what I thought made me happy, was Ronald. I believed in his capacity to love, to change, to be the man I needed him to be. We had built an empire together, and I couldn't fathom my life without him. But I also had to confront the reality of our situation. Ronald had his faults, and those faults had caused me immense pain. Was I a fool for still wanting to fight for our love? Maybe. But I couldn't deny the depth of my feelings, the longing in my heart to see if there was a chance for us to rebuild what was broken. So, I made up my mind. I needed to see Ronald to apologise
Last Updated : 2020-12-05YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 20: A hint of disappointment.
A wave of familiarity and nostalgia swept over me as I stood before Ronald's house. The place exuded a comforting aura as if it had been well looked after during my absence. It was a feeling of being right where I belonged. "Hi there, Jimmy," I greeted the bodyguard with excitement and nerves, my heart racing as I crossed the threshold into the house. Everything seemed almost unchanged, with Ronald's pins and keys still occupying their familiar spots. "Ronald!" "Ronnie!" "Ron, are you home?" My voice echoed through the house, but there was no immediate response, leaving a hint of disappointment. "Guess he's in his study. Classic Ron," I muttered, knowing his habits all too well. I went down to the basement, where his office was located. Slowly, I pushed the door open, revealing Ronald engrossed in his work, much like the last time I had seen him. A smile tugged at my lips as I observed his familiar concentration. "Some things never change, huh?" I playfully remarked, sharing a ch
Last Updated : 2020-12-07YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 21: Did you sleep with Tola?
Hey guys. I this chapter, I want you guys to connect with Dee and Ron. So it's in a dialogue form. Enjoy reading♏🌟🌻 "So, it’s been months of give and take, right? How have things been going for you?" I ventured, my heart pounding slightly as I initiated the conversation. "Ah, you know, just caught up in the whirlwind of life. The business has been keeping me busy. I even got myself a new house. Hoping to step away from your hotels soon," Ronald replied casually, a hint of playfulness in his voice. "Sure thing, but you know, I'd be lying if I said I'm excited about you leaving," I admitted, a soft smile playing on my lips. "It's not about you. I'm just trying to carve my path without the complications of a deceitful mobster," I responded, my tone tinged with seriousness and resignation. "Well, I must say, you look fantastic," Ronald interjected, attempting to shift the focus away. And he succeeded. "Thank you," I replied with a grateful smile. "Yeah... Seeing you here is a bit
Last Updated : 2020-12-07YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 22: Break free from the cycle of pain
I approached Ronald's house, hoping and uncertainty swirling within me. I desperately wanted to believe we could mend our fractured relationship and return to how things used to be. But deep down, I knew that trust had been shattered, and the wounds ran too deep. After all, his lies still hung heavy in the air, a constant reminder of the pain he had caused.Never before had I experienced such a whirlwind of drama, with the very people I cared about most concealing truths from me. My best friend Tola was now implicated in this web of deceit. She was supposed to be my confidante, my support system, someone I could rely on when times got tough.But Tola didn't just lie to me – she broke every rule, every promise we had established between us. My sister, the one person I depended on, had thrown everything into disarray. My world had been turned upside down, leaving me grappling with a sense of betrayal and confusion.I couldn't help but wonder what was wrong with me. How had I allowed othe
Last Updated : 2020-12-09YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 23: Pursuit
(Divine's Perspective) I never thought I would find myself in this position—seeking justice and revenge against the man I once loved. The pain of Ronald's betrayal still lingers, but it has transformed into a burning determination to make him pay for his actions. As I navigate the complexities of my emotions, I realize that my father, his biggest enemy, may hold the key to unravelling the truth and exacting my form of justice. The remnants of my broken heart haunt my every step. The loss of Ronald feels like death, a deep wound that refuses to heal. But I understand I must let go of the past and embrace the future. It's not easy, but I channel my pain into productive outlets. I find solace in the words of self-help books, meditation, and pouring my emotions onto my journal pages. Slowly, I begin rebuilding myself, emerging more vital than ever. Ronald's actions have left scars, both visible and hidden. I cannot let him walk away unscathed. Determined to bring him down, I turn to the
Last Updated : 2020-12-11YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 23.1: Colliding Fates
Time has marched on since I decided to part ways with Ronald. It has been a challenging journey, but I'm sure it was the right choice. My focus has shifted to my work, and my business is flourishing. While the scars he left behind still ache, I'm determined not to let them dictate my future. Life keeps moving forward, and so do I. Ronald's absence lingers in the back of my mind, a constant presence that I can't entirely shake. I find myself wondering how he's dealing with our separation and if he's come to regret the path he chose. However, my resolve remains unshaken—to leave him and Tola behind and carve out a new way for myself. I owe it to my happiness to step away from the wreckage of our past, even if it means stepping into uncertainty. In the meantime, Ronald appears to have thrown himself into his role as a father to his children and his relationship with Tola. Jealousy pricks at my heart whenever their image flashes in my mind. Yet, I remind myself I deserve more than someon
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As I entered our rented house, the sun dipped below the horizon, casting a warm glow across the room. Ronald was seated on the couch, engrossed in a book, his presence a comforting anchor in the tranquil space.I couldn't contain my excitement as I approached him, a smile tugging at the corners of my lips. "Ron, you won't believe the incredible morning I had!"He looked up, his eyes meeting mine with curiosity. "Tell me all about it," he said, bookmarking his page and setting the book aside.Settling onto the couch beside him, I launched into the tale of my encounter with Neo—the shared connection, the laughter, the TikTok videos, and the heartfelt conversations that flowed effortlessly between us.Ron listened attentively, his expression a mix of interest and concern. "It sounds like you had a wonderful time," he remarked, a hint of a smile on his lips."Oh, it was more than wonderful," I gushed, remembering our morning filling me with joy. "Neo is amazing, Ron. We connected on many
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 69: I wonder
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YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 68: Consider leaving
The aftermath of the confrontation with Uncle Ben weighs heavily on my mind. The tension in the air is palpable as Ronald, and I sit in our dimly lit living room, surrounded by the comfort of our home. Our children play nearby, blissfully unaware of the storm in our hearts.Ronald's face is a mask of determination, but I can see the flicker of doubt in his eyes. I know he's wrestling with the consequences of the heist, just as I am. We had thought we were invincible, that no one could touch us, but Uncle Ben's actions have shaken that belief."What are we going to do, Ronald?" I ask, my voice trembling with uncertainty. "We can't go on like this. Uncle Ben won't rest until he's taken revenge."Ronald sighs, running a hand through his dark hair. "I know, Dee. I know we've stirred up a hornet's nest, and we must be careful."As I watch our children play, my heart aches with worry. They are so young and innocent, and I fear our actions have put them in danger. We had thought we were prot
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 67 : Who was it
Uncle Ben's Point of ViewThe sun rises on a new day, but all I see is red. Anger consumes me as I wake up to the shocking discovery of the heist. My prized machinery, the very heart of my power within the mafia, is gone, replaced by a haunting note that warns of consequences. Ronald and Dee, once friends I thought I could trust, have crossed a line they can't come back from.As I read the words on the note repeatedly, my anger intensifies. "This is a reminder of the consequences of crossing Ronald." They've dared to challenge and humiliate me and will pay dearly for their treachery. The rage inside me threatens to explode like a volcano, but I must control it. I can't let my emotions cloud my judgment; I must plan this carefully.Strategic planning has become my sole focus. I know a confrontation with Ronald might be dangerous, and I can't afford to be reckless. I need to strike when he least expects it when he feels safe and secure.Gathering allies is my first step. I reach out to
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 66: Uncle Ben Down
The sun rises on a new day, casting a golden hue over the cityscape. As I step into the morning light, my mind races with the events of last night's party. The thrills of the celebration and the tension of Uncle Ben's unexpected appearance still linger in the air, and I can feel a storm brewing.I know I can't let Uncle Ben's intrusion go unpunished. My reputation in the mafia is at stake, and I can't afford to show weakness. I need to teach him a lesson he will never forget, something that will remind him of the consequences of crossing me.But as the excitement of the heist plans takes hold, I can't help but feel a tinge of unease. Dee senses my inner turmoil and places a comforting hand on my shoulder. "Ronald," she says softly, her voice steady, "I understand why we need to do this, but let's not lose sight of who we are. We're better than resorting to this kind of violence."Her words resonate with me, and doubt creeps into my mind for a moment. But I push it aside, reminding mys
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The sun dipped below the horizon, glowing warmly over the vibrant decorations adorning the house. Guests began arriving at the much-anticipated South African heritage party, their eyes immediately drawn to the captivating tapestries and paintings that adorned the walls. Laughter and chatter filled the air as old friends reunited and new connections were forged. As the guests entered the kitchen, they were greeted by the enticing aromas that danced in the air. Ronald, beaming with pride, served platters of boerewors, marinated chicken, and tender lamb chops, each dish infused with the rich flavours of South African spices and cooking techniques. The guests couldn't help but marvel at the colourful array of dishes, engaging in enthusiastic discussions about their favourites and the unique tastes that defined South African cuisine. As everyone settled down at the beautifully arranged table, their eyes lingered on the African-inspired centrepieces and the traditional woven baskets fille
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 64: The party preparations
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YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 63: The party details.
As I sat with Ronald at our kitchen table, notebooks and recipe books scattered before us, excitement filled the air. The preparations for our upcoming party were in full swing, and we were fully immersed in the joyous whirlwind of planning."Ronald, let's start with the menu," I suggested, a playful smile tugging at the corners of my lips. "We can't celebrate without some mouth-watering South African dishes."His eyes lit up with anticipation as he leaned closer, his voice filled with enthusiasm. "Dee, this is our chance to showcase the diverse flavours of our heritage, to treat our loved ones to the delicious tastes that make South African cuisine so special."I eagerly flipped through the recipe book pages, my heart fluttering with anticipation as I landed on the section dedicated to traditional favourites. "Boerewors, Cape Malay curry, Malva pudding, Chakalaka & pap, Braai/Shisa nyama, Bunny chow, Amarula Don Pedro, Vetkoek, Sosaties, Sambals... We have a treasure trove of options
YOU MAKE ME INSECURE Chapter 62: The bully I knew
As the car pulls into the driveway, relief washes over me. It has been a long day, and I'm eager to reunite with Ronald and share the unfolded events. I gather the shopping bags filled with the items I've chosen for the upcoming party.Entering the house, I'm greeted by the comforting scent of home-cooked food wafting from the kitchen. The sounds of laughter and chatter float through the air, wrapping me in a warm embrace. Ronald stands at the stove, tending to a delicious meal that awaits us."Hey, honey," Ronald says, his eyes lighting up as he sees me. "Welcome back. Dinner is almost ready."I smile, grateful to be home with my loving family. "Thank you, Ronald. It's good to be back."Our three-year-old twins run towards me, their tiny arms outstretched. I lift them up, peppering their cheeks with kisses. Their giggles fill the room, momentarily lifting the weight of the outside world.After settling the children down to play, Ronald and I find a moment alone in the living room. I
