Lauren’s Pov
When Ethan asked me to be a toy, I didn’t know that he really meant to be a toy. A toy who will crawl into his bed and give him pleasure whenever he needs it, a toy that he will let anyone use and a toy that he can easily manipulate just simply because it is his toy. His property.
“ Ah!”
I tried to muffle my moans and stop myself from talking before looking at him and begging for mercy, again. I am presenting something for his class, in front of his student while his hawk eye is feasting in my misery.
His long and strong legs is wide open in his chair, like a king showing dominance. His one hand is covering his smirk while he is watching me. Early in the morning, I thought he was satisfied after using my body for almost the whole night but he wasn’t because when he makes me crawl while I am wearing my uniform, I knew he was planning something and I was right, definitely right.
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Ethan’s PovAt first, it wasn’t my intention to brought Lauren into my vacation because I will need to do things for the mafia of my father and I don’t know why but I don’t want her to know this side of me but when I heard who’s that someone who is looking for me, I know I needed Lauren out of the town.Megan in her pink tight dress is just outside of the locker room and she is smiling widely at me or at my reaction. I don’t remember telling her about this university or about my job here but maybe the old sold me out this time.I looked at the door and made sure that Lauren is still inside before I dragged Megan away from that area. Students are stopping in their tracks while looking at her and she seems to love the attention that’s why I walked faster causing her to stumble in her heels.“Why are you walking so fast?” she asked with an annoying accent before looking inside my office. I looked at her a
Lauren’s PovI am weirded out. Just the way how Ethan holds my hand and how he stares at me is enough to sent shivers down my spine. I cannot help but to think that he is planning something but there is a void in my heart that misses this part of him. I miss how gentle his eyes are while looking at me. I miss how soft and tender his voice while he is speaking like I am the most precious person in his eyes. I know this feeling, it’s what I felt when I was young and devoted my love to him and consequently, I cannot pretend not to like this side of him, I just wish that it will last long.“ What do you think of this? Huh? Do I look good?”I smiles and join him in the souvenir shop before looking at the crafted hat that he is showing me. He puts it in his head and he is smiling while showing me how he actually good with the hat. It looks cute on him, the colorful scheme of the hat didn’t compliment his rugged look but I wi
Ethan’s Pov“ Stop smiling!”I looked at Lauren and laughed because of how irritated she was. After our little hot session in the secret gazebo, I feel contented and she passed out to the point that I needed to carry her back inside of our villa. When she wakes up, she find me happy and she is irritated about it. Nevertheless, I am smiling while cooking our breakfast.It’s been what? Almost 5 years since I last cooked anything and today I felt like I needed to cook something for her. They say that cooking is based in the feelings, it will taste like heaven when the one who is cooking is happy and so I am happy.“ Here’s your pancake ma’am.”I flashed my smile at her and looked at her shocked face because of what I made her. I know that it’s actually my first time in about 5 years and maybe I messed up a little bit? But just a little bit since the sides of the pancake is burnt.“ Wha
Lauren’s PovWith all of the hardships that I have encountered in my life, I didn’t know that I will be these happy but I guess happiness only lasts that long because I can feel my heart being ripped out of my chest while I am here in our bed and looking at Ethan, fixing his clothes because he will be gone for a week.I pouted and play my legs in the air while I take a glimpse at him, shirt naked and seriously hot in fixing his clothes.“ Do you actually need to go?” I sound needy and clingy wife but I cannot help it because I want him always in my side. He laughed at my reaction before I saw how he took a step forward and leaning just right above my face and pinching my nose. I can smell mint in his breath and even if we just finished in savoring each other’s body , I can feel my insides tingling in his touch.“ You clingy kitten,” he is obviously enjoying this. I rolled my eyes at him and stick my
Ethan’s PovI am fooled not by anyone but my own father. His commands is clear, I needed to go somewhere for two days and I needed to deal to someone for the sake of our business but he never told me about meeting the heiress bitch of the Pascual family and I would be actually attending my own engagement party without my own knowledge. How can my father think of these things?“ Smile.”I looked at Megan who are now busy talking to the business partners of our family while her hand is clinging into my arms. She doesn’t know it but she is the only person here who is enjoying this event. The event looks like an elegant place with all of those crystal balls hanging in the air and all of the big person in the mafia hanging here like they didn’t tried to slit each other’s throat. No one is going to cause a mess because this engagement is a threat. The combination of two of the most powerful family will be a legacy.
Lauren’s PovHe waited for me to go inside our penthouse before he tried to hold my hand and when he did I took a step backward. Looking at him, all I can see is his smiling face with Megan. My mind can process why does he have to be engaged to her? To someone like her?!“ Why?”He looked at me confused because of what I just had asked. I took a long deep breathes to calm my mind but there is no fucking way to calm my thoughts because I needed to let it all out. In just a one swift move, my palm landed in his cheeks. He look at me shocked because this is the first time that I slap him and it felt nice. With all of those pain that I am feeling right now, I think he deserve it.“ You told me that you are just going to do some work! Why?! Why are you fucking there and being engaged with her? Why does it have to be her?!” my breathing ragged and my mind went back to all of the things that I have lost because I trust
Ethan’s PovI’ve never been brutal, never killed a man and do awful things aside from the job in the mafia but seeing and hearing Lauren’s story of the past made me a violent person. I know many ways to kill a woman but that isn’t enough to kill Megan and totally erase her existence in our life. The thought of her drugging Lauren made me want to strangle and skin her alive plus setting her up for Hector to play and used as a whore is in another level of sins.I looked at Lauren who is now peacefully sleeping in our bed before I carefully stand up and walked out of the room. Checking my phone, I have noticed many missed calls from my father and from that bitch but I didn’t bother to return any of it. I have so many questions and I needed answers. I peeked through the door and made sure that Lauren is peacefully sleeping before I contact my private investigator. It wasn’t like, I didn’t trust her word but I needed to know everyth
7 years agoLauren’s Pov“ Are we going to sleep in your room?!” I asked Megan excited about the idea of sleeping over at her room. We are in their house and Ethan didn’t know that I sneak around so I can sleep here. He hated Megan and I don’t know why but nevertheless Megan is the only female friend whom I trust.She looked at me and smile before giving me a cute sleepwear. I wore it and we took cute photos together.“ We looked cute!” I screamed and she laughed at my reaction but there is something about her tonight that makes mem agitated. She seems not herself or so I thought.“ Do you drink milk before you go to bed?” she asked in her usual gorgeous voice and even if I didn’t normally do that I nodded because I don’t want to disappoint her. Megan is the only female friend and I want to maintain our friendship.We walk through their super classy stairs before we go down to
EpilogueLauren’s Pov“ To be a leader, you need to be firm in your decisions. You need to show them the power that you---”I looked at Ethan and pinched her ears because of the things that he’s reading to our baby. He’s just 8 months old but he already mention, power struggle, mafia’s and other things.“ Argh.”“ Stop it babe,” he tried to get out of my touch while he’s protecting my baby bump using his other hand.“ I’ve told you to read fairy tales! A happy and infant books!” I’ve shouted.He’s really testing my patience because of the things the he’s saying. It was like during these times, he’s preparing our child to enter his world. It didn’t matter to me but I can’t just believe him.“ Okay, princess. Let me just kiss our baby boy, hmmm.&r
Ethan’s PovLove is patient…. that’s why I’ve waited for her.Love is kind….she forgave me for everything that I’ve done.It doesn’t envy, it doesn’t boast, it is not proud.It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrong.Wrath… it makes me do a lot of things. I thought I was betrayed by the only woman that I loved and the only thing that can help me to live my life is to resort in wrath. I let myself to be consumed, in wrath so I can have a will to live my life but the same wrath makes me do things that I regret, do things that is unacceptable.Looking at her right now, tears formed in my eyes. It wasn’t tears of wrath or agony but tears of joy while watching the love of my life walking down the aisle. Clearly smiling behind the veil that slightly covers her face. Her gown is beautiful but the one wearing
Third Person’s Point of view“ Prince Ethan!”“ Prince Ethan!”The young Lauren shouted while looking at Ethan at the floor. He’s sitting in the floor and doing something with all of the beads and strings.“ Yes, princess?” he asked, still doing something and not giving attention to Lauren, who is now pouting and crossing her hand to her chest.“ W-What are you doing?! Let’s play or watched.”Whining, she sit beside the serious Ethan. He just laughed and give her a glance because of how cute she is. They are supposed to be playing right now but Ethan is busy.“ What is that Prince Ethan?” Lauren asked while looking at Ethan’s doing his craft. He shows her what he did and Lauren is confused if what is it. Then Ethan held her left hand and tie the string in her ring finger.“ It’s a ring?” she asked and Ethan nodded
Ethan’s PovI always thought that I wasn’t lucky enough. That the universe is conspiring against me to give me all of the bad things in this life but I guess I am just pitying myself and I attracted luck to my side these days.Lauren is like a lucky charm. A medicine that drives me to heal and recover. Seeing her worried about my condition is painful.One month, it only took one month for me to recover. One month of regaining my strength, which makes the doctor beyond surprised. Being alive again isn’t enough to measure my luck, I recovered fast more than the statistics and research which makes the doctor more than impressed.“ I’ve told you that I will give you, your dream wedding!”I scoffed at Lauren because of how hard-headed she is. We are fighting, not exactly. We are having an argument about her gown. I’ve made an effort to call an international designer, a world-renowned
Third Person’s Point of View“ Do you think death is real?”Ethan looked at his girlfriend because of her sudden question. They are in their living room and watching a movie. Ethan is using Lauren’s lap as a pillow as he is lying down in the sofa. It felt like the most comfortable position that he’s been in his life. And looking at her, she seems to not mind.They just finished watching a movie where the main character dies, leaving his wife alone. Suffering from the sorrow while longing to her husband. It was a tearjerker and both of them shed tears while watching her agony. It was like painful moments of life and they ended up with a heavy heart.Ethan doesn’t know what to say. It’s like the movie starstruck him also. If death is real, does that mean that what happened in the movie will also happen to them?At a young age, they didn’t want to know. They mind cannot process everything b
LAUREN’S POINT OF VIEW. I’ve waked up with a heavy breathing, tears are falling right into my eyes. I wished it was just a dream. A bad dream because I cannot live my life if it is true then my eyes landed into my clothes. There is blood…. In my shirt, there is a blood. A stained of fresh blood and my tears flows heavily. I don’t want to think of it but I cannot help myself. Afraid of everything, I’ve stand up and walked through the hospital’s pathway. The white walls which I am always seeing is beginning to give me goosebumps. Where is he? I’ve cried with my thoughts. No. It was just a dream. I just saw him get shot and my hands….my hands just killed Megan. I pulled the trigger to protect Ethan but I was late. Too late. “ Where’s Ethan?!” I asked in the first doctor that I saw. He looks shocked and confused for a second. Until, he guides me to a certain room. Four men wearing black suits is guarding the door and
Ethan’s Pov Wrath… I’ve never thought that I will feel it at this kind of emotion. Seeing her right now makes me want to just snapped her head and dug her eyes out. Megan killed my father,mother and my unborn child. She kidnapped the love of my life and leave a scar in our relationship. “ Did you miss me?” she asked and I looked at Lauren’s worried face when I saw what she is holding. A gun. I am not afraid of it, I have used it a lot of times but this situation is different. Pulling Lauren, I put her at my back and shield her using my body. Today, I will not let anything happen to her. Blood. All I can see is blood. My body trembles not with fear but with too much rage but I tried to calm down to not trigger anything. One of things that father taught me during my training is to stay calm, amidst the war. Staying calm is a power and a strategy to read the enemy’s plan. “ What are you doing here?” I asked
Memories“ Prince E-Ethan!”The young Lauren shouted as soon as she arrives in the beach. They are going in a vacation with Ethan’s family and she is very happy.“ Hello, princess.”Both of their parents’ giggles because of their sweetness. They don’t know that their friendship will bloom like this.“ Come one, don’t swim to the deep part, okay?”Ethan and Lauren both nodded before they run to the seashore. Throwing sands and chasing each other like they are living their best life.“ W-Wait, prince!”Lauren shouted while hugging her knees and stopping. Her exhales is too heavy, exhausted from all of the running.“ No more, princess? You’re weak. My princess weak but she’s cute.”Ethan smiles while looking at the young Lauren. His eyes twinkles watching how her lips formed in a pout because he teased her ag
Lauren’s PovI didn’t know what I needed to feel anymore. It feels like nothing is going right with my life. Everything is a mess, from my life to my emotions and to all of the things that is happening around me.Ethan…. after all of our argument and conversation last night, he stayed in his study room and didn’t go outside. He didn’t talk to me nor asked me to eat with him like he always does. It breaks my heart that our relationship is bruised like this.I put my hand in my tummy and imagine that my child is still there but I know that he wasn’t. He is dead but how can everyone expect me to just suddenly accept that?When I was kidnapped, I did everything I could to protect my body. I’ve accepted all of the blows while trying to avoid being hit in my tummy because I know that I needed to protect my child but I failed. I failed to the point that I’ve lost him.I know that I’ve be