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2024-10-29 19:42:56It wasn’t a dream. Ben was really gone.
I placed my hand on the space beside me before I closed my ears and sighed before I got up from the bed. It was rare for Ben and I to fight, there were times when he had to leave so we could cool down but this time was so much different than our previous fight.
This time Ben looked tired of me and I felt numb watching him leave.
I looked at the time, hardly shocked I was waking ten in the morning after sleeping so late in hopes Ben would change his mind and come back. I was still tired but I needed to leave for Azrael’s place.
Today was his doctor’s appointment.
The distance between the new house location to Azrael’s new place was far but it was closer to my workplace. I needed to buy a new phone soon because I had to be using Ben’s old phone until I bought a new one soon.
The moment I arrived at Azrael’s place; he was about leaving. There was a car outside waiting for him and he smiled
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It was good to be back to the smell of paper, coffee and everyone complaining. I was back to work even though Reina was against my resumption but it was better here with my mind preoccupied with work than the empty house I was becoming afraid of sleeping in when the lights go off. It’s been three weeks since Ben left and two weeks since I last saw Azrael especially after a heavy revelation like that. It amazed me how I didn’t turn insane with all the bad new breaking out now. It was reality and I could do nothing but accept the outcomes. “Welcome back!!!” The whole team shouted the moment I opened the door. Sven handed me a bouquet of flowers and I smiled as I accepted it. It was pretty mixture of various flowers and I perceived it before I smiled. “Thank you very much everyone.” I replied as Jade came close with a welcome back cake. “You’ve had your first creepy fan case; you grow up so fast.” Jade said and I chuckled then blew out th
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I texted Ben to inform him of the company dinner tomorrow. We haven’t spoken on phone in three days and I was being hopeful he’d show up even if he didn’t come home. I wanted everyone to know that everything was alright. I laid on my back as I stared at the table filled with gifts from my office earlier today. I hadn’t opened it and I didn’t care to before I picked up the business card Leonard gave to me. “I want you to come and work for me.” Leonard said as I stared at him in surprise. “What?” I asked in disbelief. “I want you to come work for me as my personal assistant; I’ll pay you four times of whatever Passion is paying and if you’re not satisfied, the company will cover all major expenses from house bills to insurance policy.” Leonard said as I frowned. “Why?” I asked. “I’m sure there are a lot of people who will be excited to be your personal assistant or you can hire an android that you wouldn’t need to
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AzraelI was finally dismissed from the high table. I picked up my phone to call Leslie because the crowd was much for me to locate him when I didn’t see him outside.His phone rang but there was no response. I tried again but it wasn’t going through while I searched around for Leslie.“Have you seen Leslie? An omega, albino this tall wearing a navy-blue suit with a unique design at the corner left of his jacket?” I asked one of the security men who stood by the door.I raised an image of Leslie and displayed it before they shook their head.Does that mean he hasn’t gone home yet?“Did you mention an omega?” A passer-by asked. “Albino and tall with long hair?”“Yes.” I replied as the man nodded.“Yeah he left with some man I think is his partner. Very tall, rich handsome fella with a limited version of a Spurs and Brooke wristwatch
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I opened my eyes and I was shocked Leslie was straddling me. His lower body was bare, with his ass cheeks hugging my cock as his hair fell lightly touching my nipple, sending a tingling sensation down to my cock and my toes. “Azrael.” Leslie said as he licked his lips. Leslie’s cheeks were flushed, his eyes excited and his breath elevated while he rubbed his ass harder against my cock. I groaned as his hands massaged my chest before slowly trailing to my cheeks as he brought his lips closer to mine. “I want you to bite me, alpha.” I sat quickly and breathed heavy. It was all a dream; it was all a fucking dream that was messing with my head. I exhaled as I ran my hand through my hair before I raised the blanket and frowned at the wet spot on my underwear with my cock poking out of it. I cursed as I leaned my head while I gripped the sheets. I couldn’t forget it all. The fact I’d seen Leslie in an immoral manner and the thought o
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034 Leslie “Honey please open the door.” Ben pleaded as he knocked on the door, I locked myself in. “Don’t ever come to see me again Leslie. Don’t come to my house, don’t ask me out, don’t come to my office, don’t talk to me when we’re alone, our relationship from now on is strangers for your sake.” “If I ever see you again… I’ll take it that you want me too and I won’t stop if you beg me… So Goodbye Leslie.” Tears soaked the pillow as I placed my hand on my chest, feeling a tight knot choking my heart and making it difficult to breathe. It was completely selfish of me to be saying this and hurting Azrael’s feeling but I don’t want Azrael to stop being a part of my life. I don’t want us to be apart from each other even if our relationship was complicated. I hugged the pillow as I buried my face in it. I don’t remember how I got to that hotel room or everything that happened but I remember Az
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035 The house was lively with Isaac and Everest. I expected Everest to be a noisy baby like his sisters when they were his age but he was very gentle and extremely curious. Scattering and touching things and I could never understand his obsession with getting his hands wet with anything fluid. “Say ah.” I said as I brought the spoon to Everest who tried to knock the spoon from my hand. I sighed as I stared at Isaac who was preparing lunch. “He won’t eat?” Isaac asked and I nodded. “Is he always like this?” I asked as he cooed and sucked on his hand. “His been like this ever since his sister, Becca fed him bread. If it isn’t bread, he’ll struggle until it’s the last option.” Isaac explained. “Come to papa.” Isaac carried Everest before he sat down on the chair. Isaac unbuttoned his shirt as Everest impatiently dragged Isaac’s shirt. Isaac’s had a muscular appearance but whenever he got pregnant and had a baby around, his
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036 I was proofreading a new author’s book under me so I could quickly focus on setting a proper date for Azrael’s first public debut as an author. He has never done since he became popular and fans were already pleading and demanding ticket release dates. Isaac placed a cup of tea beside me then carried his cup of coffee and sat beside me. “Good morning.” I greeted and picked up the cup. “Good morning. I would ask how was your night but the other person is my brother.” Isaac said as I blushed before he pointed at his neck. I covered the hickeys that were exposed before I grabbed my tea and sipped it. “It must be nice working from home.” Isaac said and pouted. “I remember telling you to take a job that didn’t require you to wear a suit. You could always open up your own consultation office.” I said as Isaac glared at me. “No. it’s more work being the owner than an employee.” “Okay counsellor Isaac.” I replied
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037 Ben and I helped Isaac and Sarah load their luggage into their van after spending their last night with us. The twins really wanted to stay with me, crying as they were forced into the car pushing Everest as well to cry. “Are you going to be okay?” I asked as Isaac rubbed his head in pain. “They’ll stop eventually. They can always see you when you come for the housewarming or the weekends.” Isaac replied. “Thank you so much for accommodating us and our kids. It’s not exactly easy dealing with a set of six years old twins…” Sarah said. “And a baby. Your son doesn’t talk a lot but when he does, he sure is a screamer.” Ben said as I elbowed him before Isaac and Sarah laughed. “When you have a kid Ben, there’ll be no more comments.” Sarah said as she patted Ben’s shoulder. “I’m going to miss you baby brother.” Isaac said as he hugged the brother, he was taller than. “I’m just a few hours ride away from your neighbourh
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A year has passed, and we’ve experienced wonderful and painful things together, but we’re fine and strong.Valentin proposed to Lucas, and they had a fast court wedding in April. No one knew but Ancel, and you can’t blame him. He found out the day they wedded.We knew because I didn’t hear from Lucas for two weeks, but his social media flooded with honeymoon and his past lovers called me to confirm if it was true.We’re happy for them but everyone in the family except Konrad hopes they don’t have a child as Lucas’ fertility period ends.There would be so much awkwardness every time Leslie and I saw that child and the age gap. Dominant omegas fertilities are just too long.There were bad times. Isaac and Sarah separated for a few months because of their careers and a client of Isaac that was Sarah’s childhood friend.It wouldn’t be my concern, but Isaac was my brother, and Lucas cried. They were a power-couple so watching them almost throw everything because of another woman; it was pa
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AzraelLeslie’s second pregnancy journey was fierce. Tougher than the duration he was pregnant with Nikolaus.Week ten.Leslie eats mostly fruits because his nausea is heavy. He gets fatigued over minimum effort and sleeps for long durations. He cries a lot, but he bounces back after the mood swings.He craves churros with weird dips and ketchup a lot.Week seventeen.Leslie’s a little underweight but his bump is growing now. The doctor gave us a supplementary diet we’re strictly following. Leslie hates the taste, but Carson Campbell, Isaac and Lucas are great helps with improving the diet.Leslie’s nausea is getting better but his mood swings aren’t better.Week twenty-four.We’re going to go for a gender test but mother insists on a gender reveal party so the results will be mailed to her. Since we don’t know the baby’s gender, we decided to start decorating with neutral colours like orange and yellow, but Leslie wants purple.We haven’t started picking names, but we know bobby is g
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LeslieThe daily life of a marrying a spoilt rich international treasure.I wake up by five every morning for devotion and head to the kitchen. I enter the kitchen and start preparing school lunch for my kid.Ida joins me in the kitchen around six to make breakfast for everyone except I package Azrael’s breakfast because he wakes up when the driver takes Niko to school.Azrael wakes up around ten and eats breakfast late if he eats at all. On days Azrael wakes up early, I don’t work at home.I continue to unwrap wedding gifts from family, friends and fans, sorting things to give out and donate with the servants until I get exhausted.Our habits didn’t change after marriage, and we’ve been married for five months, but things were different in a good way. Pleasant.At least until now.I bolted to the bathroom and crouched in front of the toilet, gripped the toilet seat and hurled in the bowl. My stomach twisted in pain, but gentle pats soothed my churning stomach.“Is that better?” Azrae
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LeslieThe soft strands of the brush glided carefully around my cheeks and stopped. I opened my eyes and stared at the mirror.The makeup artist did a terrific job making the makeup subtle. My hair was ready, cut shorter than the original length and gelled.Ancel opened the door, surveying seriously with a small note in his hand. He stayed at me and pulled out a white rose from the vase in the room.He placed the rose in my pocket and patted it.“Perfect but I liked the white suit better.”“You were going to make me wear a long veil if I wore that and this is my second marriage.”“You and Azrael would match but the blue isn’t bad. Soft and stable and I get to see you marry.” Ancel said and the door opened.Dad entered with a bouquet of hydrangeas and minor flowers. I recognised the flowers from mom’s garden and dad handed it to me.“Ancel, could you give us a minute?” Dad asked and Ancel winked.“Sure thing pops, have to make sure the set’s perfect.” Ancel said and left the room with
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The doorbell rang, and I opened it. Kaiyo stood there with a pout on his face and glared at me. I spread my arms across the door and leaned back a little.“You’re not here to dump tomato juice on me again, are you?” I asked, and he blushed.I smiled and lowered my arms.“I came to apologise, so listen closely, because I won’t say it again.” He puffed his chest and placed his hand on his hip. “I’m sorry for splashing juice on you and saying embarrassing things.”“Stay away from Mitsuki. You don’t deserve him. He’s mine.” I teased, and he turned red.“S-stop teasing me. Y-you be kissing my feet. I came here today.”I patted his head and smiled. “Do you want ice-cream? Sundae?”“What flavour?” He shook his head and wiped his mouth. “I’m not a dog.”He acted like Becca’s, one of Isaac’s twins in her teenage stage that doesn’t want to be smouldered by adults. It’s difficult to find innocence and pure naivety at his age these days.Everything I wouldn’t describe Lucas, me or Oliver as.“Com
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105LeslieI joined my friends at the table. They were all waiting, so I raised my hand to reveal the wedding ring.“Yes!!!” Everyone cheered.Some high-fives and hugged me.“Congratulations!” Isaac said and grinned. “You’re marrying my brother again. Welcome to the family.”We laughed at the joke, and I nudged Isaac.“I can’t wait to tell everyone, and it was all thanks to me.” Ancel gloated and pulled out his phone.“Hold on there cowboy, Lucas might have already beat you to it. He was the first person Azrael called to while we were in Japan.”“I’m still going to spice it up more. I still have a picture of the ring.” Ancel said and started typing.“Thank you.” I whispered to Ancel. “For helping me with the ring.”Ancel nudged me and smiled. “Anytime. Patronise my company to decorate your wedding. I’ll give a discount even though your fiancée is one of the wealthiest living things in the world.”“Of course. Just set an appointment for next week.”Ancel was genuinely happy, but his ey
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AzraelI took pictures as Leslie excitedly stuck out his head from the train; the breeze blowing against his hair and his eyes excited with the nature scenery around Japan.Leslie was my kid, but travelling brought out that soul in him more. No sleep for me if he was awake, talking my ears out on all the places he wanted to go.I never want him to cry or feel lonely when I’m around.“I can’t wait to take a lot of pictures.” Leslie said, and I sighed.“I’ve missed hot spring baths.”The train stopped, and we headed for one of the popular temples in Kyoto – Fushimi Inari Taisha Shrine.We took a lot of pictures with a temple guide giving the history of the temple. I didn’t believe in any gods, unlike my parents and Leslie is Christian, so I couldn’t understand his fascination with temples.“Should we buy a charm or two? Maybe a souvenir?” Leslie asked.“Kid, these god statures aren’t for decorations and children touch things they shouldn’t. Let’s stick with the papers that won’t leave t
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103Ben and I watched the examination Dr. Steve had with Niko. They were talking as Niko coloured and laughed.Dr. Steve touched a colour of the Rubik's cube and Niko would match the colours he picked as they talked about random topics unrelated to colours.Dr. Steve came out as a nurse took supervision, and we followed him to his office. We sat down and stared at Dr. Steve.My chest was heavy and my hands sweaty. I exhaled to ease the discomfort in my gut.“I have a few questions.” Dr. Steve said, and we nodded. “When was the first time you noticed your ward’s condition?”I stared at Ben, and he nodded in understanding.“When he was three. Nikolaus has always responded to the colour red as a baby, so I thought he liked the colour and yesterday, I confirmed he sees everything as red, with few exceptions.” I narrated, and Dr. Steve nodded.“What exceptions?” Dr. Steve asked.“Himself, me and objects that are actually the colour red.”Dr. Steve stared intensely at the both of us and exh
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102LeslieKeystone Kindergarten was a beautiful building with welcoming graffiti and bright scenery. It was the beginning of a session. The school was full of parents, kids, and teachers.Azrael and I held Niko as we stared at the building before we saw a familiar toddler run towards us.“Remy!” Lennon screamed, and Niko broke loose from our hold.They hugged each other, laughing and giggling, then held hands. Lennon was a beautiful boy with a messy mop of brown hair, green eyes, and the brightest smile on his lovely face.“Leslie! Bethan!” Ben jogged towards us and stopped.“He’s so fast.” Ben said and hugged me. “It’s been a while.”Azrael frowned, and I wrapped Azrael’s arm around my shoulder. “You should keep a closer eye on him.”“Or a leash.” Azrael added, and we laughed.Ben checked his wristwatch and stared in shock. “I need to head for the office soon. I have a meeting in less than two hours.” Ben said.“It’s your second son’s first day of school. Be supportive.” I said and
