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Wonderings: Holding Back
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2021-03-26 22:49:15[Kael]
She may be allowed to touch me but I’m sure that I don’t want to touch her. I heard her giggling as she was hugging me.
“I knew it! I knew you still cared about me! I missed you so much Kael. I thought about you all the time when I was in London. I couldn’t get you out of my mind. I could still remember the warmth of your touch. The softness of your hair and your scent, all of that remained with me as I stayed abroad. You have no idea how much I missed you.” She said.
I had to fight off the urge of pushing her away. It almost seemed natural to her to just lie about everything. I didn’t know how someone like her doesn’t have a conscience.
I was disgusted by her words, I really wanted to throw her out but in my head, I could only think about Amelia. I wa
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