Ah, Nebraska.
Large open fields and small festering towns. Driving through another city, I stopped at a red light. A father and his son walked hand and hand crossed the crosswalk. My lips upturned in a smile when Wolly popped into my mind. Nebraska was very bright, but it seemed to go by way too quickly. Suddenly I was in Iowa! This state had me flabbergasted. One moment I was driving through vintage-looking towns and next I was passing skyscrapers. My phone rang and it didn't surprise me when Eliza's name was on the dash.
"Eliza! I'm in Iowa!" I yelled before she got the chance to say anything. Honestly, I was bouncing in excitement. It was eight at night but I didn't want to stop driving.
"You're about five to six hours away!" She squealed and I joined in with her. I stopped at a stop sign and waited patiently for the other car to drive forward.
"I'm so ready to finally meet you!" I chuckled and continued to drive.
"Me too, I'm not stopping tonight so I should be there sometime this morning."
"Sounds great, I can't sleep anyway." She laughed. After a long conversation, the call finally ended. I scrolled through my music playlist while at a red light. I wanted to listen to something that will wake me up. A light bulb flipped on in my head. I clicked the Lion King soundtrack and the opening song blared through my speakers. I began to scream to the lyrics and drove down a dark narrow road.
"The circle of life!" I could barely hear myself from how loud I had it. The soundtrack continued and I didn't stop to breathe.
"I'm gonna be mighty king, so enemies beware!" I began to dance, swaying my body to Simba's voice. I had completely forgotten about time as I sang along with my favorite movie.
"Hakuna, Matata, what a wonderful phrase." I was laughing loudly and just enjoying myself. Maybe a little too much. Because I missed the Wisconsin state line. Lush green forests, high mountains, and tall glowing buildings. I was here! All the conversations and dreams were finally a reality! I type in Eliza's address and continue to drive until I was almost to the top of the state. I turn down a long dusty road, the pavement long behind me. A rusty silver fence was at the end of the road, on the white mailbox was 'Mabel.' Eliza's last name. The gate was opened for me, so I drove down the choppy driveway. Barking dogs suddenly surrounded my car, I counted at least six. My headlights made the red barn behind the two-story white house glow. The house was set on acres. More than a football field it seemed.
The white door -along with the screen door- swung open. Eliza's 5'8 figure came bouncing down the porch stairs and raced toward my car. I stopped a good chunk from the house, left the car running, and jumped out. I tackled her to the ground, rolling with her and crying into her thick red curls. I pulled back to look at her, only to start crying again. Her green ores were filled with tears too. Her face was covered in freckles, she had a sharp chin and beautiful eyebrows. Low key jealous. The dogs surrounded us, barking and licking us. Eliza squeezed me tightly, and I returned the favor.
"I can't believe you're finally here!" Her soprano voice said into my shoulder.
"You girls! Get off the ground and come on inside!" A raspy older man's voice yells from the porch. I stand, pulling Eliza with me. She blushed and looked toward the old man.
"Sorry about him." I waved her off.
"No worries!" She smiled and directed me to where I should park my car. She did her best to pull the dogs out from in front of my car. I shut the engine down and grabbed my bag. Eliza was already in my trunk, pulling out the two suitcases I brought.
"You pack light." She commented.
"I don't have much." I retorted. She raised her eyebrows in agreement. She hauled my suitcases up the stairs, pushing dogs out of her way, but all they wanted to do was investigate the new items and person. I've never been sniffed in the crotch by this many dogs at once. One large -and very heavy- chocolate lab heaved his way onto me, placing both paws on my shoulders.
"Dazzler! Get down!" Eliza scolded while grabbing his black collar.
"I'm sorry, he's a little friendly." Once again I waved her off. We made our way into the house and settled in the small living room where her grandfather was seated in a brown antique armchair. He seemed to be a friendly man, his face was wrinkled with a smile. He had gray hair and green eyes. His skin was tan, baked by the sun. He wobbled out of his recliner and walked toward me. He was a couple of inches taller than me. He extended a hand and I shook it firmly.
"You must be Danielle, I've heard lots." I shot Eliza a glare then smiled at her grandfather.
"Dan is fine," He smiled in return.
"My daughter is in the kitchen, Eliza, be a dear and go introduce her to your mother then show her to her room." Eliza eagerly nodded and grabbed my hand.
"Welcome to the Mabel's, Dan!" Her grandfather called as I was drugged to the kitchen. Standing in front of a counter was a tall and slender woman. She had red-orange hair that kissed her shoulder blades in noticeable yet subtle waves. She spun around and I was smacked with shock at how much alike she and Eliza looked. She had the dimples and freckles, the only difference was that she had hazel eyes instead.
"Danny! Oh, how nice it is to meet you!" She pulled me into a hug and I accepted it.
"It's nice to meet you too," I said in the hug. She pulled me back and tucked my hair behind my ears to examine my face.
"You're just as beautiful as Eliza said!" Eliza chuckled.
"How was the trip?" She quirked while turning back to her sandwich.
"Long, but I got here an hour earlier than I expected." While saying that, I checked my watch.
"What time is it dear?" She asked.
"10 till midnight," I answer and she nodded.
"We're usually not up this late, but we were all just so excited to meet you none of us could sleep!" I laugh at that. She spun around with the sandwich in her hands on a paper plate.
"Here, you must be hungry after all that driving." I thanked her and sank my teeth in the sandwich while Eliza showed me around the house.
"We've got two bathrooms, that's one." She pointed toward a brown door.
"But grandpa likes to use that one so I'd steer clear of it." She said while jokingly plugging her nose. We laughed together. We climbed the stairs and she pointed toward the other bathroom, grandpa's room, her mom's room, then hers.
"This is my woman cave." The room wasn't very big but it was homey. She had a bunk bed with horse-covered bedding. She had a small desk and swivel chair, a dresser, closet, and a huge window that I couldn't see out of due to the night. The carpet was a sandy color and her walls were a warm brown. The room was covered in Polaroids. Some of her, friends or family, her horse, dogs, or just of pretty views.
"This is cute!" I compliment, she rolls her eyes at me.
"Top bunk is mine." She throws my suitcases onto the bottom bunk.
"It gets cold here so if you wanna borrow anything the closet is right there." She said while jabbing a finger at the full closet. I still couldn't believe I was finally here, a dream that I never thought would come true. But Eliza is standing right in front of me and I started to tear up. She turned at the sound of my sniffle.
"Oh, Danny!" She embraced me into a hug, I enjoyed the warm hug but I would enjoy it a lot more if there wasn't so much hair in my face. I chuckled and pulled away from her.
"We made it," I whisper as she slowly wipes a tear from my eye.
"We did." We held each other for another minute or two, then she playfully shoved me.
"Ugh! Stop making me cry,you butt!" She slapped my shoulder and I filled the room with cheerful laughter.
We stayed up for maybe another hour, but the early 2 am morning got the best of us. Every word we spoke or during every card game we played, one of us would yawn and it would be contagious to the other. It became a continuous circle of us roaring at each other. Finally, we gave in.
"We gotta get up early, farm work." She let out a yawn and climbed up onto the top bunk. I pulled my suitcases off my bed and shut the lights off. Basically crawling into bed, the exhaustion set in. I laid toward the ceiling, allowing my lids to slide shut. As I was drifting to sleep, a peace rolled over me. I'd finally checked off my biggest dream, number one on the bucket list.
"Wakie Wakie California!" A groan rippled off my lips as my eyes open. Her face lit up at me and her giggle filled the room. "What time is it?" My voice was deep due to the lack of use. "Four." She replies, my eyes shoot open. "Four?!" I jump up, hitting my head on the bunk bed. I grab my skull in pain while muttering curse words under my breath. "Yea, we've got work to do silly!" I glare up at her and stand, stretching and cracking my body. I run a hand through my tangled hair and then dragged it down my face. "Can I take a shower first?" I mumble, her bottom lip jutted out and she contained a laugh. "If you wanna take two in
The next morning passed quickly. We did the morning routine and had a hell of a breakfast. After a shower, Eliza finally convinced me to get on Badger. I'm not gonna lie when I said I was afraid. He was huge and unpredictable. But she assured that he had never bucked her off or been nasty like that. But she did comment on his nipping. I was not prepared to be bitten by the monster of a horse. She geared him up and he followed her out into the pasture. I was pretty sure I was supposed to follow too, but I found myself slinking away from the barn."Dan? Oh come on, don't tell me you're chickening out." She came out of the barn and grabbed hold of my arm."Maybe it's not a good idea," I whispered. My throat had dried up. But she disregarded my fear and scoffed before pulling me out into the pasture. She shoved me toward his side and direct
7 o'clock seemed to be teasing me. It came very slowly. Waking up at four and doing all the chores, it felt too slow. Taunting almost. But after breakfast, it was time for me to hit the road if I wanted to make it on time. I jumped into my uniform and threw my hair into a ponytail. Just like the time this morning, the drive was dreadfully slow. But I wouldn't let the time kill my mood. I was excited. More than I had been in a while. I was working at a zoo! How cool is that? Finally, I pulled into the parking lot and walked into the office. I clocked in and found Kari."All right new girl, we're just starting breakfast," She handed me two buckets. "This one is Teddy's and that one that one is for Cuddles." What odd names. They must be red pandas or otters or something. But when she pushed me toward the tigers, I looked at her in confusion.
I soon fell into the routine. Feeding in the mornings, cleaning up pens that needed an extra hand, and tour duty. I put my ten cents in anywhere they needed me. Each day was a bit different, I would feed different animals or clean different pens, or get different questions during tours. But the one thing that never changed, was Alastor. According to the manager, I was on Alpha duty. I was the one to feed him every meal. It was kinda an inside joke around here. I was the Alpha's little pet."Hey Dan," Kari came around the corner while I was fixing up Alastor's lunch. "Good to see he hasn't ripped you apart yet." She patted my back. Some other staff members that were working on the females' lunches decided to eavesdrop."More like got her pregnant. You see the way he looks at her? Plus, he won't even consider touching any of our females a
"You're what?!" I hid under my blanket, attempting to hide from the wrath of the curly-headed demon yelling at me. Good thing I waited tillafterbreakfast to tell her I was going on a date with Lucas, or she'd wake up the whole house."I can't let you go alone with that guy!" She screeched and I suddenly had a light bulb moment. I threw the blanket off me and tackled her to the floor. First, she yelped in surprise but then started hitting me."Eliza! I have a brilliant idea!" She scoffed in disbelief."You? Brilliant idea? You're going on a date with a complete stranger." I pouted and she raised her brow."He's not a complete stranger," I mumbled. "Anyway, why don't we go on a double date?!" Her eyes went wide for
I went through the morning routine on autopilot. I didn't mean to come off as expressionless, but the fog of questions made it that way. Thick with uncertainty, each question had no answer for me. Was the huge breed of wolf a new finding? Were they rare? A science experiment running lose? Why hasn't anyone heard of them other than Alastor? Why did they seem so...so there? Like they knew what they were doing. The wolf that had jumped in front of my car last night, his eyes seemed so full of knowledge.Toofull of knowledge. Not like an animal's eye. Like he knew too much. Just like Alastor. The huge black wolf who had taken an odd obsession toward me seemed to know too much as well. Like he could outsmart us all. But he's only an animal, an oversized dog. But the way the huge beast moved sometimes. To conscious. How he reacted as if he knew what was going on. Like he could understand our words. Understandmy
Monday and Tuesday passed too quickly. The only thing interesting was Jimpy-our most famous chimp- had a thankfully successful surgery. Wednesday I had off. My bones ached from working. Hauling pounds of meat and sweeping pens. I laid in bed after feeding and cleaning the animals at home. Eliza was sitting beside me on the floor. Her face was unreadable. Ever since Sunday, we hadn't talked about the wolf who jumped in front of our car. Honestly, I didn't want to have the conversation. It was stressing me out. Each day I went into work, Darby and his team would be parked along the road. They hadn't caught him. But the anxiety of not seeing them parked along the road one of these days was taking a toll on me. I wanted to be at work. Doing my routine so I didn't have time to think. I also wanted to nap. To lose myself with in the blankets. But Eliza wasn't having that. I could see it in her eyes when she looked up. An apology brewed in them.
I didn't want to go to work today. I wasn't sure for which reason though. Was I afraid of finding the second wolf in with Alastor? Was it because I was so exhausted from the nightmares that played with me last night like a rag doll? Or was it because a part of me was terrified about what Frank had said? What would I do if I went in and found a man sitting in Alastor's place? But as we finished up the morning chores and I ate through breakfast, chatting nonchalantly, the time still came for me to leave. I hugged everyone goodbye-even the dogs- as I tried to procrastinate. But I was eventually behind the wheel, driving down the long road. Something caught my eye and I found myself pulling over. The sun was barely rising, it kissed the top of trees and gave everything a light glow. If the sun wasn't up, I doubt I would have seen the tire tracks that scarred the pavement and went off into the ditch. I followed the black lines into the grass,
Diesel swooped me into his arms and spun me around. A cheerful laugh vibrating throughout his chest. He pulled back just enough to kiss me. People giggled and applauded around us which made my cheeks burn. Six months down the road, things were starting to get better. It's still hard when I think about her, and I wish she were here to see me become Luna, but I'm okay. I'm Luna now. Irma is so very proud of me. Diesel couldn't be happier. The pack's thoughts bouncing around my head couldn't be happier. I now got to lead beside him. His eyes sparkled when he looked down at me. He was the rest of my life. Everyone shifted - I climbed onto Alastor's back- and we took a few celebratory laps around the pack.This was it.
He re-wrapped my sliced hands and gave me a sympathetic pat on the shoulder. I was focusing on little things. Like how gently he held my hands. Was that a trait that was taught, or something from experience? Maybe he was born with it and that's why he went into this field. Why would anyone want to be a doctor? Having to experience all this sadness every day. I wanted to ask him, question after question to focus on something else other than this burning feeling in my chest. But I don't think I could anyway. My mouth was very dry."How are you doing Ms. James?" I nodded glumly which he frowned at. I stared at the wall, not wanting to look into his eyes. Diesel wrapped his arm around my waist and helped me to my feet. Penny barreled through the doors when we walked back into the waiting room. Her eyes were crazed, her face blotchy with tears. She saw me and sprinted to my side.
DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO GORE. SKIP TO ************Eliza flew across the intersection and landed on the opposite cross-walk, her body skipping in between the white lines. The shinny truck skidded to a stop, the smell of burnt tires filled the air. The commotion on the sidewalks halted instantly. An odd feeling filling the air, one I had never experienced. People's gasps of fear were loud, but the numerous amounts of people dialing 911 were louder. The glaring sun now watched behind thick clouds. The street was covered in shadows but her firey hair seemed to be like a lighthouse, laying in the middle of the road. A scream ripped through me. I clawed against Diesel's arms that were caged around me. Finally, he let me go when the man in the truck stepped out of his vehicle. The man looked surprised, his eyes wide with fear. I ran toward her motionles
The City was too packed to drive through so we left the car at the hotel and took out on foot. The tops of buildings were blurred by the sun and the sound of nature was completely obscured by honking cars, yelling drivers, and shuffling feet. You could also smell the difference in the air due to the pollution and the hundreds of lungs. We finally walked into a breakfast cafe, the smell of bakery was a new hit in the face compared to outside. Eliza, Diesel, and I slid into a booth and started up some casual conversation that was interrupted by a waitress."What would you girls like?" Diesel asked while sharing his menu with me. Eliza sucked on her teeth across from us while staring deeply into the menu."I'll take a coffee and a buttered bagel please," I said simply and Diesel seconded me.
The drive into town was long, I wasn't exactly sure where his cabin was even located. Eliza and I jammed in the back seat to whatever we commanded Diesel to put on. Which was mostly Disney music. I didn't know exactly what Kari was going to say when I got there but I think I could take an easy guess. Pulling in, Eliza was impossible to control and we lost her almost imminently. You couldn't keep that girl away from the rhino enclosure if you wanted to. Diesel and I ambled through the park and even with the incident almost a month behind us, people still stared at me. Diesel kept a hovering hand on my lower back and his brows were pushed down. Though questions bubbled at people's lips, no one approached. Brett-curious by the sudden silence of the crowd- turned from the Tazmanian Devil's and searched for the cause. His eyes rounded and a smile flitted across his face. He eyed Diesel and cautiously pulled me into a hug.
I woke up to warm hands around my face. I mumbled an incomprehensible response to which he chuckled. When I didn't open my eyes he stubbornly wrapped his arms around me and hoisted me off the bed at great speed. I let out a sound of surprise. When I was upside over his shoulder I finally could take a breath. I stared down at the white tile and panted in shock."Diesel!" I exasperated. He chuckled again before flipping me back over and holding me tight to his chest. My feet floated off the ground and my face was not an inch from him. His eyes were lit with excitement and his face was crinkled with a huge smile. Butterflies attacked my stomach and my heart dropped."Mon amour I want to apologize for last night's occurrences," his smile flattered and his eyes drifted to the floor. "Thing's have already been taken care of this morning. Thou
-Self-harm trigger warning-"Here we go!" Jamie said while yanking the zipper up my back. This dress was way too small for me. Why did I have to wear a dress anyway? I was just meeting everyone. Not like its a party. She cussed when the zipper halted halfway up my back."Suck it in Ms. Snicker!" She hissed. What does that even mean? I sucked in my stomach and when the zipper went all the way up, I let out a heavy breath. She spun me around and grinned at me. Then she sauntered from the room. I dared a peek in the mirror then regretted it immediately. I was trapped in a tight black dress. It stuck to me like a second skin. It was off the shoulder and the bottom reached mid-thigh. I grabbed the bottom and tugged it down self-consciously. I turned around and gasped softly. It was even shorter in the back. This dress showed my every flaw. B
Just like I thought, Diesel was sleeping beside me. I chuckled softly and ran my hand through his hair. His eyes slowly opened and a lazy smile lit his face."Good morning mon amour," he whispered."Mornin," his smile grew. After getting dressed Diesel and I walked downstairs and moaned at the smell of breakfast. Alma and Jamie were in the kitchen again."We made omelets," Alma said, not bothering to turn around."Have fun last night?" Jamie wiggled her brows. I stared at her confusingly before looking over to Diesel. He was glaring at her and his face was hot pink. He could read what she was thinking right? It clicked for me then when she wiggled her brows again."No no no no no!" I
Diesel was there when I woke up. His hand still wrapped around mine, his sleeping face next to my pillow, his body crouched beside the bed. I smiled softly. I squeezed my hand out of his successfully and stretched my body. My calf stung when I slid onto the ground.. But it didn't stop me from trying to shove Diesel onto the bed. After that failed, I crawled back onto the bed and tried pulling. I got him halfway up when Jamie peeked her head in with a raised brow. I laughed nervously when she snorted. She helped me get the rest of him on the bed and I lightly tucked him in. I pushed his hair from his face, smiling at how peaceful he looked. Jamie grabbed my hand and towed me from the room."We're making breakfast Luna, care to join?" She asked. Luna? I didn't question it. There was too much information I still needed to learn, I'll get it eventually. I nodded.