1. Dream

My life is at the bottom of a steep cliff. People saw me smiling so brightly as if I had no problem at all, but they were wrong, I felt like my life was in hell, as if I had committed a very big sin that can't be forgiven with just a word.

"Oh my God, what have I done in my previous life? Why do I feel like the world is tormenting me so much? I'm tired of waiting for that day, the day I was very happy, the day I was so happy to live my life, I feel so sad, hate, tired, and I can't take it anymore, my God, when am I happy? "

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I'm walking in a dark tunnel, where am I? what place is this? I keep walking in this dark tunnel, my feet ... I can't stop it as if someone is controlling me, now I'm scared, my body doesn't follow my thoughts, my body doesn't want to be ordered by my brain, what's this?

Like walking aimlessly, I began to despair, I surrendered, like it or not I have to follow my footsteps down this dark alley. Wait! I saw the light at the end there, at the end of this tunnel, as if seeing hope, my feet began to run after the light that was at the other end, finally I could get out of this dark tunnel.

 One more step I go to that light, then I will come out of this dark tunnel, but what I hope is the hell that always haunts me.

The father who slaps the face of the mother, the mother who breaks all kinds of things in front of her, the father who carries another woman, the mother who always contacts her mistress.

Everything in front of me, everything I saw seemed to be playing on a big TV, very big ... as if that person was in front of me, as if it was real, like a memory that goes back to the past, the past a dark past, a past I don't want to remember.

I alone restrained myself from that cruel day, which made me pretend to be happy in front of people, I fought for my happy future and got away from this cruel and terrible hell.

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Now those memories are gone and replaced with a dark room, in the middle of the room there is a cube that emits light blue light.

 Again ... my feet walk alone carrying my body towards the cube. There is fear as well as making my heart calm. The cube seemed to tell me that everything was going to be all right.

I can see the light emitted by the cube up close, it's very beautiful.

 How could the cube float in empty air, I couldn't believe my eyes, was I dreaming?

 Now my hand moves towards the cube, wanting to reach it, but one cent before my fingertips touch it, the cube emits a very bright blue light, very dazzling, makes me close my eyes reflex, feel the light has gone, I open my eyes, but what awaits me is a high ladder, as if it has no end.

What should I do?

 Should I turn around again? Or keep going?

 But it's no use for me to think, because my feet are slowly climbing the steps one by one.

 Oh come on, I'm tired, walking without stopping makes my body so tired, my legs are numb!

 Climbing the endless stairs makes me very tired, now my feet tripped over the steps, fortunately I didn't fall, imagining falling from this high ladder makes the hair on my neck stand up.

 Finally I saw the light on the other end, maybe that is the end of this suffering.

 Tuk tak tuk tak

 All I heard was the sound of my footsteps. Climbing the stairs to the light, how high? How many more steps do I have to climb? I'm tired, help me!

It's very unnatural, where there is a ladder this high. Many times I pinched myself, but what I felt was the pain from my skin.

 This is not a dream but this is like a dream, where every time someone opens one's eyes it will move from one place to another.

 I continue to climb the stairs to the light, I get rid of thoughts that make me confused, because I've arrived here, I have to focus towards that light.

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Finally ... ten more steps, wow how happy I am when I count the stairs, ten more times ... ten more times ... finally.

 Now I'm on the last step, in front of me there is a door, the light emitted from the door seeps in the gaps beside the door, is this the light I've been chasing all this time?

 Without further ado, I opened the door before me.

 Ceklek.

 "Hello, is there anyone ?," I said as I opened the door, I pushed my head forward to see the contents of the room, but what I thought was wrong, this is beyond my expectations, it's like heaven, it's beautiful that even words can't be expressed when I see it. this.

 Am I in heaven? So unbelievable, is this when people die?

I stepped my feet towards that heaven, I breathed the greedy air around me, very fresh, as if my soul was renewed again, all my tiredness disappeared when I felt this fresh air.

 Truly heaven, the air can make my fatigue disappear.

 I heard the sound of water, suddenly my throat felt dry, I looked around me, and found a small waterfall, once again I was flabbergasted to see it.

 Where there is a waterfall as beautiful as this, the water is sparkling as if there are diamonds in it.

 Ah ... I'm thirsty I want to drink that water, looks fresh, fuck with poison, I'm thirsty.

I stepped my feet towards the waterfall, the air around the waterfall was cold, but still tolerable by my body, I crouched down and took the water with my two hands.

 Fresh ... the cold feeling in my hand is very fresh, I bring water to my mouth, wow ... ice water is not this delicious.

 "Hey ... did you drink it?" Ask someone behind me.

 Wait!

 Someone!

 I turned my body and suddenly my body stiffened, several times I convinced myself that I was not dreaming, but still, like in a dream world.

 In front of me was a beast with three heads, three different animal heads.

 Whoa ... what is this?

  

Lion, goat and snake head?

*(Chimera)

How could this creature exist? Isn't this just a mythological creature? So that creature really exists? Several times I rubbed my eyes, several times I pinched my arms to determine whether what was in front of me was real, but the creature still did not disappear from my sight, even my skin felt sore from the pinch.

 "Hey ... I asked if I drank it? Why is it still not answered?" Asked the lion head.

 "Su ... already ... I've finished drinking it," I said stammered.

 "Calm down, young man, we don't bite," said the head of the goat.

 Hearing the word bite, I swallowed my saliva with difficulty, the hairs on my necks standing up. What is this!

"Hey, why daydreaming?" Asked the head of the snake.

 "Ah ... no ... no, I wanted to ask, where is this? Am I in heaven?" I asked with difficulty gathering my courage.

 "Dream ..." said the lion head.

 Instantly my body tensed up, dream? Is this a lucid dream? Oh no! I still want to live! I'm not happy!

 * (Lucid dream is meant by the author is a lucid dream that immediately takes someone's life through dreams)

"Calm down, young man, we visit you only to give this," said the lion head again.

 Now there is a light in front of me, the light gradually changes its shape into a cube and a book.

 The cube that I saw in the room.

 "Fight Lucifer and find the seven witches, guard the cube and this book," said the lion head again.

 I also took the book and cube, feeling confused.

 Once again, a bright light dazzled my eyes.

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Deg!

 I opened my eyes and now I'm in my room.

 On my chest there is a necklace with a blue cube pendulum and a book that I saw in my dream.

 Once again my mind is confused.

 This is real?