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Conflicted Desire
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Will You Marry Me, Again Surrendering To Desire
Dunlop WestHazel's robe was still undone and she held me back just as I was about to leave I turned around to look at her and she ‘accidentally’ let her robe fall to the floor. She was now completely naked infront of me and my breath got caught in my throat as I stared at her body which was trembling with a mix of vulnerability and desire I stared at her hourglass figure and swallowed, reminding myself to breathe. Her eyes stared into mine with raw intensity that made my heart raise “Don't go” she said moving closer to me “I want you to stay’ She traced her hand down my chest and I struggled to think reasonably She had pushed me away and now she was telling me to stay. Her contradiction was as confusing as it was arousing It took all the power in me not to grab her, pin her to the wall and fuck her “Hazel..” I started, trying to slow my breathing “If you really want this, if you want me- if you want us; I need to hear you say it” I needed to know that she still loved me befor
Will You Marry Me, Again Shattered
Dunlop West After the amazing sex we had, we cuddled and just stayed silent. I wasn't aware when I fell asleep, I woke up in Hazel's bed but I didn't see Hazel in bed with me. I reached for her side desk, beside the bed to check the time through her alarm clock 6:42amShit. I slept through the night, it was morning already. I got up from the bed and picked up my clothes scattered everywhere on the floor and put them on. I went downstairs and saw Hazel dancing to ‘Bloom by Aqyila’ while making breakfast. I smiled as I watched her wiggle her ass all over the kitchen as she pretended to be in a concert using the spoon as a microphoneThis was exactly what she did when we were married, fantasizing about being in a concert and singing her heart out. I went into the kitchen and stood right behind her. I cleared my throat so she would notice my presence. When she did she lowered the music and turned to face me“Good morning” I greeted her with a smile and bent to kiss her but there was s
Will You Marry Me, Again Realisation- I Love Him
Hazel West “You happy now?” Charisa asked me shoving my arm I was completely confused by what was going on “Charisa? What do you mean?” I asked her still in tears Charisa’s eyes were blazing with fury as she stepped closer to me, her voice trembling with anger. “I said, are you happy now, Hazel? Is this what you wanted?”“What are you talking about?” I stammered, still in shock from seeing Dunlop in that state. My heart was pounding, my mind racing to make sense of what she was accusing me of.“You pushed him to do this!” Charisa snapped, her voice harsh and unyielding. “You know how much he loves you, how much he’s been trying to fix things, and you just keep tearing him apart!”“Fix things?” I asked her“Yeah, I know you two were previously married and I know that he cheated and divorced you but he's been trying to make changes. He shows you everyday that he loves you and this is what you make him do”I stepped back in shock. He told her?“I never wanted this!” I cried, tears str
Will You Marry Me, Again Facing The Truth
Hazel WestI wiped my tears and checked on the kids. They were lying on the bed, crying and probably wondering what happened to Dunlop. I got them dressed and took them along with me to the hospital The drive to the hospital was really silent only intersected by the sniffles of the kids. I stated at the window reflecting everything that had happened Dunlop really put on a show with Charisa just to make me jealous? Was that how bad he wanted me?I was so blinded by my previous pain and hurt that I had shut out the little voice in me what kept whispering that I loved him Charisa pulled into the hospital parking lot and turned off the engine. The boys were silent now, their eyes wide with fear and uncertainty. I took a deep breath, turning to face them.“Listen, boys,” I said gently, reaching back to hold their hands. “Daddy’s not feeling well right now, but the doctors are going to help him. We’re going to see him and let him know we’re here for him, okay?”They both nodded and we he
Will You Marry Me, Again Back Home
Hazel West I called in Charisa and the kids and watched Dunlop laugh and interact with them leaving me out of the picture like I wasn't even present in the room I deserved it. This was just a small quota compared to what he had gone through in my hands. I had to prove that I loved and cared about him “Everyone has to leave now to give Mr Dunlop time to rest. It's time for his medication” a new nurse that we had never seen before walked in a tray containing several injection Charisa and the kids concluded their discussion with him before heading outside. I glanced over at him one more time before stepping out as well We all went home because the kids were tired and so was Charisa. I took a shower, changed my clothes prepared dinner and packaged it for Dunlop before heading back to the hospital When I went back to the hospital, he had been transferred from the emergency ward to a private hospital ward“Hey” I said after I walked inHe was awake and on lesser IV drips now. He looke
Will You Marry Me, Again Her Healing Touches
Dunlop West I opened my eyes to see Hazel right beside snuggling into my chest. Her hair was all over her face and she looked so peaceful I pushed her hair out of her face and tucked them behind her ears. I stared at her, making the most use of the time I had with herShe might just wake up and say she didn't mean any of the things she said to me in the hospital or last night. She stirred a little and her eyes slowly fluttered open Well, it was time for her to totally reject me“Hi” I stroked her hair and smiled I didn't even try to kiss her just in case she had a change of heart overnight. “Good morning” she smiled and moved closer to me Her hands held my face and she kissed me. I raised my brows. Was she actually kissing me? Did that mean she meant what she said Her lips felt so good. I closed my eyes and kissed her back. “Hazel, are you really kissing me? You know it's me right? Dunlop West” I asked her very surprised. Was she hit on the head “I know. I'm perfectly fine an
Will You Marry Me, Again Plans For A Vacation
Hazel West I pushed Dunlop in his wheelchair downstairs from the room to the kitchen. It was really difficult to get him through the stairs but I managed “You know you're really heavy right?” I said playfully“I have a ten pound meat hanging between my legs, of course I'm heavy” he joked and I burst out in laughter Over the years, I forgot how funny he was Charisa was already in the kitchen making something “Hey Char. When did you get here?” I greeted“Hi lovebirds” she teased and I laughed while Dunlop looked confused “Wait… ho..how’d you know that….” Dunlop asked pointing at me and him “How did I know that you and Hazel have accepted that you love each other?” She laughed” I might have played a role or two plus I slept in Hazel's room because Hazel was in yours. Why would she sleep in your room if you too didn't confess your love for each other” “I don't like the sound of this” Dunlop smiled “What do you mean you played a role”I stood in front of him along with Charisa “Ch
Will You Marry Me, Again A Little Motivation
Hazel WestAbout a week went by and Dunlop was responding to treatment rapidly. His wounds were healing but they were still covered in bandages. His legs were a lot better but he couldn't still walk yet. We had taken a leave from work so we could spend time with each other It was a bright morning and Charisa had taken the kids out to the park. I had moved my things to Dunlop's room and it was blissful to wake up everyday next to him Today was one of such blissful mornings I opened my eyes to see Dunlop already up and staring at me. He always woke up earlier than me and then stared at me till I woke up I smiled and snuggled into his chest “Why do you always wake up and stare at me?” I asked “I'm not complaining though”“Who wouldn't want to start their day by looking at a beautiful person” he replied caressing my check “And you look really peaceful when you sleep”“Enough sweet talk” I laughed “ Remember you've got to go to the gym today for your legs. Doctor's recommendations”
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Will You Marry Me, Again Epilogue
Hazel WestThe ballroom was alive with excitement, laughter echoing off the walls, and glasses clinking in celebration. I stood near the entrance, taking in the sea of familiar faces, all dressed in their finest and gathered to celebrate with us. I still couldn’t fully believe it—our wedding day, the day I officially became Mrs. West.Across the room, Dunlop caught my eye. He looked striking in his tuxedo, his hair perfectly styled, and that familiar, irresistible smile tugging at his lips. My heart did a little dance just watching him. After everything—the arguments, the breakups, the makeups, and every crazy turn in between—it all led us here. He was laughing with a group of friends, but his eyes kept drifting back to me, a soft look of reassurance and love in his gaze, like he was still making sure I was really there, that this was really happening.A waiter passed by, balancing a tray of champagne, and I grabbed a glass, taking a sip to steady my nerves. It was such a strange but
Will You Marry Me, Again Will You Marry Me, Again?
Dunlop West It had been over a month since we left Arizona and relocated to New York fully. Camilla had signed the contract and we had given her a small sum. She was finally out of our lives for good and she was never coming back.The kids were schooling here in New York and enjoying their time here. Hazel had started her own company and was now a CEO of her own Charisa had been promoted from secret spy/ stunt double to supervisory special agent and she and Lily were now engaged Everything was going smoothly The house was buzzing with activity. It was Hazel's birthday, and everyone was chipping in to make it special. Charisa and Lily were in the kitchen, coordinating the catering and preparing a feast. Zion and William were hanging streamers and balloons, their faces flushed with excitement. I was in the living room, arranging flowers and setting up a small stage for a surprise performance later in the evening.Miranda was in charge of the cake, which she was decorating with int
Will You Marry Me, Again The Final Showdown
Hazel West I had moved back in with Dunlop and the kids joy knew no bounds “Hey boy” I called out to William and Zion. It was time tell Zion that Dunlop was his real father and Dunlop was nervous and elated all at the same time I could feel the tension in the air as we gathered in the living room. Dunlop paced back and forth, his hands running through his hair, while I tried to stay calm, sitting on the couch with William and Zion beside me. Both boys were excited, oblivious to the weight of the moment. “Mom, what’s going on?” Zion asked, looking up at me with those wide, curious eyes that always made my heart melt. “Yeah, what’s the big surprise?” William chimed in, bouncing on the balls of his feet, unable to contain his energy. I took a deep breath, reaching for Zion’s hand, and Dunlop finally stopped pacing, coming to stand in front of us. He knelt down, so he was at eye level with the boys, his expression softening as he looked at Zion. “There’s something important we n
Will You Marry Me, Again Making Up 2
He followed me seconds later, his body shuddering as he came, collapsing on top of me, both of us panting, drenched in sweat and rainwater. For a long moment, we just lay there, tangled in each other, the sound of our breathing the only thing breaking the silence. Finally, he rolled off me, pulling me into his arms, holding me close. “I’m so sorry, Hazel,” he whispered, his voice thick with emotion. “I didn't know Camilla was going to try to drug me, I would have been more cautious. I'm sorry you had to see us like that” I rested my head on his chest, listening to the steady beat of his heart, the sound soothing, comforting. “I know,” I whispered back. “We’ll face everything together, Dunlop. No more running away.” “What suddenly changed your mind? You were so mad at me before and now you believe me? What happened” he asked running his hands in my hair I pulled away from him and looked at him “Your mother called and she advised me to put my emotions away and think clearly. And s
Will You Marry Me, Again Making Up 1
Hazel West “Hazel wait”Dunlop yelled under the rain “Please don't go. I can explain everything” I ran over to him and jumped on him, engulfing him in a hug. I could sense his confusion as he wrapped his hands around me. “You don't have to explain anything, I believe you” I whispered still hugging him “You do?” He asked in shock as he dropped me “I do” I said holding his face “I'm so sorry I didn't believe you at first, I'm sorry I left you all by yourself” I leaned in and kissed him and his hands wrapped around my waist as he kissed me back I held his hand and we ran back inside. We headed up to my room and I barely managed to close the door before Dunlop’s lips crashed into mine. The rain had soaked us through, our clothes were clinging to our bodies, but all I could feel was the heat radiating between us, the cold completely forgotten. Dunlop’s hands trembled as he held my face, pulling back just enough to look into my eyes. “Hazel, I’ve missed you so much. I thou
Will You Marry Me, Again Think More Clearly
Hazel West I kept turning in my bed. I couldn't sleep, Dunlop and Camilla naked together kept flashing across my mind. I sat up on my bed and held my head in my arms. How could Dunlop do this to me after all the promises we made to each other?I still loved Dunlop and it was so foolish of me. I picked up my phone and scrolled through pictures of us and tears formed in my eyes Why did he even come here? What was he trying to explain? I saw them naked together Camilla words kept ringing in my head ‘He'll always come back to me’“Mummy, we called grandma to talk to her on our tablet and now she wants to talk to you” William said peeping through the slight gap in my door “I don't want to talk to anyone. Maybe later” I sniffed “Hazel, I'm not asking if I can talk to you, I'm telling you that I need to talk to you” I heard Mirinda say from William's tablet. She was placed on speakerphone I walked over to William and took the tablet from him before he went to his room “Hi Mirinda” I
Will You Marry Me, Again A Way
Dunlop West I left the house with tears in my eyes and fallen shoulders. I couldn't bear to look at kids disappointed faces as I left the houseI drove back to my house and drowned myself in alcohol. I had Hazel and just like that I had lost her and my sons How do I prove to her that I had no idea what was going on and I was drugged? How do I explain to her that this was all part of Camila's plan to break us apart and it was working I took out my phone and quickly called Charisa. It rand a couple of times before she picked up “Hey Dunlop, what's up” her cheerful voice came up on the phone “Charisa, I lost Hazel and the kids and I just found out that Zion is actually mine” muttered“Wait, wait, wait. Slow down. What do you mean you lost Hazel? Is she missing? And how do you know Zion is yours?” She asked“Charisa it's all a mess” I said taking another glass of alcohol “Remember Camilla? The woman I divorced Hazel for when I was completely out of my mind, William's mother. I told y
Will You Marry Me, Again Breaking Point
Dunlop West I woke up later in the evening and found myself naked on my bedMy clothes were scattered on the floor. The last thing I remembered was that Camilla drugged me and somehow followed me into my room before I passed out Did she steal from me or did she try to rape me?William!!!!!I put on a robe and rushed to William's room and he wasn't there neither was Zion Oh God had she taken them both?I rushed back into my room to call the cops but I noticed that Hazel's things were gone tooWas this another kidnap?I dialed Hazel's number but her number wasn't going through I immediately called Camilla and she picked up almost immediately “Where are the children?” I asked immediately “What children? I think you should ask Hazel that. She was kind of in a foul mood when she walked in on us cuddling after we had sex” Camilla said I widened my eyes in shock “What in hell are you talking about?” I asked her completely infuriated “we never had sex and you know that. You fucking dr
Will You Marry Me, Again Heartbroken
Hazel West I was finally done with Jay's corporation. I made sure that they would no longer need my services and I handed over my duties to a manager that I was sure Jacob trusted. I called Jacob and informed him about my resignation and the change in roles He didn't argue he just accepted it that way and I quickly hung up before he could start gaslighting me I had two missed calls from Dunlop and I called back but I got no response. I would just see him at home anyways I got in the car and drove back home, the whole William custody case still playing in my headThe first hearing was next week and I was nervous I arrived back home and walked in. I saw two empty glasses on the side stools. Did Dunlop have a guest?I shrugged and headed upstairs to see him. I called his name severally but I got no response. I got to our room and I pushed open the door and walked in I walked in to see the greatest shock of my life. Dunlop and Camilla were completely naked on the bed and Dunlop was
