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Feelings??

Author: Ipsita Marathe
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Stephan POV

My hand was injured and the bullet had to be taken out. I was laying on the hospital bed and on the adjacent bed was Josalina. She was sleeping peacefully. Her eyes were closed and her tender skin was shining. Her hairs were tied with some strands hanging out flying in the direction of wind. Her pink beautiful lips had some gap between them. She must be definitely exhausted.

Her one hand was hanging away while her other hand was placed on her stomach. As I noticed her completely today, my eyes stopped at her feet. Her right foot was bandaged and hanging with the bed. The doctor said that it is a huge swelling and a fracture. She thus have her plaster on. It hurts me to see her like this. How can I possibly hurt this woman so bad.... I used to love her once.

She must be in excruciating pain yet she dared to fight for me. She stood up and refused to leave alone without me. Her fighting skills are remarkable and she actually proved it today. Her shots were so sharp that she w
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