FAZER LOGIN*King Alexander*
Alexander frowned at the table of the council. His advisors exchanged anxious looks between them. The news, they could see, had clearly upset the man.
Why must such things happen now? King Alexander lamented.
Could it not have happened before? Or better, to take place after? No, of course not.
Not for himself. Such was his luck.
A revolt had occurred in one of the villages and needed his presence. It was serious and could not be ignored. Even for his own daughter.
She’ll be leaving by now. King Alexander knew. The scheduled visit was less than a week away. His daughter was likely already packed and heading to Dawny. Even if she weren’t, a letter would still arrive too late. By the time it reached Nochten, she would have left.
This left Alexander in a unique pickle.
I’m sorry, Anastasia. Alexander silently apologized.
“Then there is nothing else to it, gentlemen. Inform the horse master to prepare my fastest horses. Hopefully, we will not need to waste more time and have this rebellion squashed promptly.” King Alexander announced and bid his councilmen dismissed.
King Alexander remained at the table seeing his men part before heaving a sigh. This news could not have come at a worse time and left him greatly disappointed. He moved to scratch his thick dark beard.
Just more rotten luck. Alexander thought. He had been anticipating his daughter's arrival since they last wrote.
Please let it be just a few days. Alexander silently willed. Let the revolt be swept up quickly, and he comes back soon. He did not want to disappoint her. Not when he was just working so hard on mending their relationship.
This really had to be at the worst time.
“Johan,” The King called to have the balding man step out from his place in the shadows.
“Yes, my king?”
“Inform the queen that I leave for the revolt. I expect her to uphold all the preparations in place for Empress Anastasia’s arrival.” Alexander stood to grab the back of his chair.
“It must carry on as planned until I return. There will be no deviations.”
Johan nodded with understanding.
“Yes, your majesty,”
*Queen Belinda*
“-There will be no deviations,” Johan repeated the message word for word.
“Of course, Johan.” Julia, the queen's handmaid, bowed and gave thanks before turning into the queen's bedroom.
Julia found the queen to still be on the lounge sipping tea. She was in the middle of supervising her sons’ fitting by the royal tailor. The four-year-old seemed to fidget as the old tailor tried, once again, to measure his arms.
He seemed upset and looked at his mother.
“Mama, my arms hurt.” The boy complained. The queen softened her face at hearing his voice.
“I know, my dear. But just stay still a moment more and the old man will finish.” Queen Belinda spoke sweetly but gave a chilly glare to the tailor.
Hurry up or lose your hands, the look seemed to say. The old man shuddered and quickly made it work faster. Queen Belinda was already in a particular mood, to begin with.
As much as she liked to have her own son dressed in fine attire it was another matter as to WHY he needed a new suit now.
To have a new suit commissioned just for her arrival. Belinda tsked.
Why must my beloved husband need to vex me so? Belinda could think of nothing less tasteful than this. Except having to house the very said child in her home, that was.
Queen Belinda narrowed her eyes at the tailor and sipped her tea. The tea was a fine treat sent from her dear and long-time bosom friend, the queen of Almony. It was rich and eased the queen’s otherwise foul mood.
Upon sipping, Queen Belinda noticed her handmaid step in. Julia had been in her employment since before Belinda was ever a queen but a young noble lady.
No, even before then.
Julia, Queen Belinda could recall, was always there to serve her. The woman had aged into her gray years at her side.
Julia was also the only one Belinda had kept after the wedding. The maid had proven herself worth it. She knew how to keep her mouth shut but her eyes open. A valuable quality Belinda had learned to be of great use.
The queen had found no one better to suit her.
Julia bowed as if to speak, and the queen motioned her closer. Her interest was piqued seeing her trusted servant look so adamant.
“My queen, his majesty’s servant, has informed me that he will leave to assist against the rebellion at the village.”
“Oh?” Belinda voiced but was not surprised. Julia nodded and continued.
“Yes, and you are expected to uphold the preparations for the Empress's visit until he returns. There are to be no deviations-“ Julia relied on as Belinda cut in with a laugh.
The sound was short and sweet. A quick sneer ran over her features. But just as quickly, it was wiped away. Her face was pleasant again.
“'Deviations', he says, really now. Does he think I would not?” Belinda asked more to herself before a darker smile crossed her lips.
“Of course, I will do as my beloved husband asks. Until he returns.” Belinda voiced but her mind was already working. She could see this as a golden opportunity.
As it is said, when the cat is gone, the mice do play.
Belinda mused with eyes glancing over to her son. She noted his cheeks were a little red from the tailor's measurements. It inspired her where to start first.
“Nicoli, are you not feeling well?” Belinda asked to have her son look up. He shook his head a ‘no’ but the queen still got up. Walking over, the tailor stepped aside to allow her to pass and not get in the way of her large dress.
Belinda moved to touch the boy’s forehead.
“Oh, you feel feverish.” Belinda played up a dramatic tone. Nicoli shook his head again.
“I do? But I don’t feel sick, mama.” Nicoli returned in a sweet voice. The queen sighed and cupped his face. She quietly admired how sweet and innocent he looked at the moment.
Such a handsome child of mine, she thought proudly.
“Trust me, my darling. Listen to Mother.” Belinda cooed before turning to the tailor.
“Cancel the suit” Her voice came out much harsher.
“My queen?” The tailor bulked and stared dumbfounded at her majesty and then Julia. The handmaid only blinked at him. She seemed to already know where this was going and just accepted it.
The tailor looked back at the queen, greatly confused.
“What about his majesty’s suit? The king ordered me to-“
“My son is unwell and will need strict bed rest. There will be no meeting of anyone until he is better.” Belinda announced and took to pick up her son. The boy moved to wrap his arms around his mother’s neck. He was used to being carried as such. But his little eyes were not dumb to miss the discomfort on the tailor's face.
Something was up but he stayed quiet to listen to his mother.
“He will not be needing the suit.”
But I’m not sick, Nicoli thought, taking a moment to feel himself. He didn’t feel warm or achy. Nicoli wondered what his mother was doing as Belinda carried him off in her arms.
She was heading back to his room.
“Julia, inform the servants that Prince Nicoli is under strict bedrest. He will not leave his room until I deem him healthy again.” Belinda voiced to have Nicoli sit back to look at her in protest.
“But I’m not sick-
“Understood, my queen.” Julia voiced and turned to do so.
Belinda smiled at her obedience, but Nicoli pouted.
“Mama! I’m not sick. I want to go and play.” Nicoli complained, but Belinda only kissed his forehead. She carried him closer to his bedroom.
“You may not be now, my dear. But a mother needs to protect her child.” Belinda cooed. Nicoli sighed. He rested his head on her shoulder and moved to play with her tight curls as if in defeat.
“Okay, mama.” Nicoli faked a yawn but carefully watched his mother's face. He could see her smile as if triumphant over something.
Her smile made him curious.
*Anastasia*“Unforgive—” The word catches on my tongue, thin, startled, as if my mouth rejects it on instinct. Not because I don’t know the word—of course I do—but because why on earth would he say—He says unforgivable like it’s a verdict.The absurdity of it lands instantaneously. Not because it’s funny or anything, but because that is just impossible.The light shifts overhead.Clouds are churning, swallowing up the pockets of light before spitting them back out in flat, brittle flashes that don’t warm anything. Bruised slate stacked on slate, sagging lower by the minute, pressing the sky down until even the garden feels cramped beneath it. Already turning the pale day sour, both too bright in one moment, and then too dim at once, as if mocking the way the sun is still above, but smothered in wool.And all the while, the air keeps scratching the inside of my throat with that strange charge. As if it was protesting for rain. But it doesn't feel right.It just pricks at my skin. My
*Anastasia* “Why are you running from me?” My words hang over the air, too loud to be just a simple question, because it feels too alive, twisting with so much more felt than said in the plainness of it, before slowly fading into thin shapes back into the bare bushes and trellises. For a moment, neither of us speaks.Only our breathing fills the space between us.His comes fast but controlled, like he’s already actively forcing it down in preparation. Like he may have already decided where he’ll bolt if given another chance. Like his eyes are already seeking new routes of escapes. Cracks to fall through. Stay out of reach like a whisper of smoke. Bruno feels like a spring, coiled tight and ready to vault once again, while I…I don’t think I can. Because I’m still breathing ragged, uneven like little torn sounds drag out of a body that was not made for sprinting. My lungs burn right now as if I’ve swallowed the torches from inside the corridors. Decorating the air with hot puffs o
*Anastasia*“Papa…” I breathe, the word so soft it barely disturbs the fog on the glass. “Is this you?”It feels too long since I saw sapphire eyes look after me like the world couldn’t tame that stubborn gentleness that believed in me. That I could do anything. Like my ideas were not foolish just because they were mine. Like my wanting to be better—better than blood, better than tradition, better than what they expect of a woman and a half—wasn’t some childish fantasy to be corrected.He always believed in me. That I could rule at all.And it has been too long since I last received anything that felt like him. Not a report. Not a request. Not another clipped summary of someone else’s suffering. Something warm. Something like home.I want to hear from him. I want to hear from Johan, too. I want a letter that isn’t returned unopened, isn’t swallowed by distance, and isn't lost to silence like so many prayers flung into the wind.My mind betrays me with images I shouldn’t tempt myself
*Anastasia*I barely notice my skirt whispering against the stone as I push forward. A bit too fast to be dignified, but too intent on putting distance between myself and that room. The domed chamber falls away behind my shoulders in a blur of gold and turquoise, torches and marble and watching mouths. The doors shut somewhere behind me, heavy, final.But the warmth doesn’t follow. The fire pits can crackle and pop all they like in there, so bright and careless, pretending at comfort. But out here the corridor is immediately colder, and it feels personal. As if the chill seeps through the seams of my very slippers like an unwavering judgement at everything I do. Relentlessly quiet, efficient, and straight to bone.I keep moving anyway. Press faster. Not that it changes the feeling.Because I can still feel it. The lingering gaze of both trailing after me till the very last turn. Pale brown and vermillion both. Admiral Nugen’s steady weight. The opposite to Mykhol’s…something else. So
Nugen didn’t slow.Winter slammed into him. The dry, biting air went straight for the soft places. It clawed at his cheeks and the bridge of his nose, stole the warmth from his breath the instant it left his mouth. His lungs seized around the cold, and for a heartbeat the air tasted almost familar—thin, metallic, almost electrical, the sharp scent that came before weather changed. Like the sky was deciding whether it wanted to break.But he didn’t have time to ponder if that meant more rain or something. It didn’t matter right now if it did or not.Outside, the walkway stretched bleached and brittle under the dim winter light. The fountain stood in its familiar place, near the center of the walkway. Gurgling mass should have been loud, alive—but it was caught in silence now. Iced over from the unusually frigid temperatures for Nochten. The water froze mid-spill, ice glazed over carved stone like glass set wrong. It made the familiar landmark unnatural. Again, warning that this winter
*Admiral Nugen* Nugen watched Anastasia go. Watched as the vast white hall swallowed her fleeting figure quickly. Only the flash of her red shawl remained against his vision. The streak of crimson trailed behind her, lifted once behind her as a flag caught by a one final, dry breath of winter air before it fell and vanished through the archway.He watched on until even the memory of red finally faded like a dying ember in the bitter winter morn.Only then could he allow himself to stop.Not because he wasn’t afraid for her out there. He still was, more than ever now. But that was just another worry he would have to deal with.But for right now, Ana was beyond the threshold, likely to return to where her study, or rooms, or wherever else that was better than here. Because anywhere, anything, was going to be better. If it meant she was beyond his reach. Good.A bare sigh slipped from him, thin as smoke.She’s safe, he told himself. Safe.For now…But already, the words tasted like sa
*Belinda*Belinda sat alone at the finest table. She was partly glad to have chosen to have it set up outside. Though it was morning, she could already feel it had the potential to be a hot day later.So, it was the perfect time to enjoy the sights of the trimmed lawn and pristine flowers comfortably.
*King Alexander* King Alexander grunted as he felt the hand on his shoulder shaking him awake. He fluttered his eyes to find it to be one of his captains. He was standing over him.“Your Highness?” He rasped, and King Alexander closed his eyes again and stretched. An immediate pain came from his lowe
*Ana*Something smells good. My eyes twitch under my eyelids but don’t open. They still feel heavy. But I won’t be stopped.The smell is too intoxicating. It nags me. I won’t rest until I find it. It even makes my mouth water.What is this delicious smell?I slowly manage to crack my eyes open. They try
*Nicoli*“Is he gone?” Nicoli peeked out from the covers to see the guard nod.“Yes, Your Majesty.” Yes! Nicoli could almost celebrate- but there was no time. He needed to be quick.But first things first, Nicoli sat up from the bed to eye the guard. It was his luck to have Tobi out of the whole bunch







