LOGIN*King Alexander*
Alexander frowned at the table of the council. His advisors exchanged anxious looks between them. The news, they could see, had clearly upset the man.
Why must such things happen now? King Alexander lamented.
Could it not have happened before? Or better, to take place after? No, of course not.
Not for himself. Such was his luck.
A revolt had occurred in one of the villages and needed his presence. It was serious and could not be ignored. Even for his own daughter.
She’ll be leaving by now. King Alexander knew. The scheduled visit was less than a week away. His daughter was likely already packed and heading to Dawny. Even if she weren’t, a letter would still arrive too late. By the time it reached Nochten, she would have left.
This left Alexander in a unique pickle.
I’m sorry, Anastasia. Alexander silently apologized.
“Then there is nothing else to it, gentlemen. Inform the horse master to prepare my fastest horses. Hopefully, we will not need to waste more time and have this rebellion squashed promptly.” King Alexander announced and bid his councilmen dismissed.
King Alexander remained at the table seeing his men part before heaving a sigh. This news could not have come at a worse time and left him greatly disappointed. He moved to scratch his thick dark beard.
Just more rotten luck. Alexander thought. He had been anticipating his daughter's arrival since they last wrote.
Please let it be just a few days. Alexander silently willed. Let the revolt be swept up quickly, and he comes back soon. He did not want to disappoint her. Not when he was just working so hard on mending their relationship.
This really had to be at the worst time.
“Johan,” The King called to have the balding man step out from his place in the shadows.
“Yes, my king?”
“Inform the queen that I leave for the revolt. I expect her to uphold all the preparations in place for Empress Anastasia’s arrival.” Alexander stood to grab the back of his chair.
“It must carry on as planned until I return. There will be no deviations.”
Johan nodded with understanding.
“Yes, your majesty,”
*Queen Belinda*
“-There will be no deviations,” Johan repeated the message word for word.
“Of course, Johan.” Julia, the queen's handmaid, bowed and gave thanks before turning into the queen's bedroom.
Julia found the queen to still be on the lounge sipping tea. She was in the middle of supervising her sons’ fitting by the royal tailor. The four-year-old seemed to fidget as the old tailor tried, once again, to measure his arms.
He seemed upset and looked at his mother.
“Mama, my arms hurt.” The boy complained. The queen softened her face at hearing his voice.
“I know, my dear. But just stay still a moment more and the old man will finish.” Queen Belinda spoke sweetly but gave a chilly glare to the tailor.
Hurry up or lose your hands, the look seemed to say. The old man shuddered and quickly made it work faster. Queen Belinda was already in a particular mood, to begin with.
As much as she liked to have her own son dressed in fine attire it was another matter as to WHY he needed a new suit now.
To have a new suit commissioned just for her arrival. Belinda tsked.
Why must my beloved husband need to vex me so? Belinda could think of nothing less tasteful than this. Except having to house the very said child in her home, that was.
Queen Belinda narrowed her eyes at the tailor and sipped her tea. The tea was a fine treat sent from her dear and long-time bosom friend, the queen of Almony. It was rich and eased the queen’s otherwise foul mood.
Upon sipping, Queen Belinda noticed her handmaid step in. Julia had been in her employment since before Belinda was ever a queen but a young noble lady.
No, even before then.
Julia, Queen Belinda could recall, was always there to serve her. The woman had aged into her gray years at her side.
Julia was also the only one Belinda had kept after the wedding. The maid had proven herself worth it. She knew how to keep her mouth shut but her eyes open. A valuable quality Belinda had learned to be of great use.
The queen had found no one better to suit her.
Julia bowed as if to speak, and the queen motioned her closer. Her interest was piqued seeing her trusted servant look so adamant.
“My queen, his majesty’s servant, has informed me that he will leave to assist against the rebellion at the village.”
“Oh?” Belinda voiced but was not surprised. Julia nodded and continued.
“Yes, and you are expected to uphold the preparations for the Empress's visit until he returns. There are to be no deviations-“ Julia relied on as Belinda cut in with a laugh.
The sound was short and sweet. A quick sneer ran over her features. But just as quickly, it was wiped away. Her face was pleasant again.
“'Deviations', he says, really now. Does he think I would not?” Belinda asked more to herself before a darker smile crossed her lips.
“Of course, I will do as my beloved husband asks. Until he returns.” Belinda voiced but her mind was already working. She could see this as a golden opportunity.
As it is said, when the cat is gone, the mice do play.
Belinda mused with eyes glancing over to her son. She noted his cheeks were a little red from the tailor's measurements. It inspired her where to start first.
“Nicoli, are you not feeling well?” Belinda asked to have her son look up. He shook his head a ‘no’ but the queen still got up. Walking over, the tailor stepped aside to allow her to pass and not get in the way of her large dress.
Belinda moved to touch the boy’s forehead.
“Oh, you feel feverish.” Belinda played up a dramatic tone. Nicoli shook his head again.
“I do? But I don’t feel sick, mama.” Nicoli returned in a sweet voice. The queen sighed and cupped his face. She quietly admired how sweet and innocent he looked at the moment.
Such a handsome child of mine, she thought proudly.
“Trust me, my darling. Listen to Mother.” Belinda cooed before turning to the tailor.
“Cancel the suit” Her voice came out much harsher.
“My queen?” The tailor bulked and stared dumbfounded at her majesty and then Julia. The handmaid only blinked at him. She seemed to already know where this was going and just accepted it.
The tailor looked back at the queen, greatly confused.
“What about his majesty’s suit? The king ordered me to-“
“My son is unwell and will need strict bed rest. There will be no meeting of anyone until he is better.” Belinda announced and took to pick up her son. The boy moved to wrap his arms around his mother’s neck. He was used to being carried as such. But his little eyes were not dumb to miss the discomfort on the tailor's face.
Something was up but he stayed quiet to listen to his mother.
“He will not be needing the suit.”
But I’m not sick, Nicoli thought, taking a moment to feel himself. He didn’t feel warm or achy. Nicoli wondered what his mother was doing as Belinda carried him off in her arms.
She was heading back to his room.
“Julia, inform the servants that Prince Nicoli is under strict bedrest. He will not leave his room until I deem him healthy again.” Belinda voiced to have Nicoli sit back to look at her in protest.
“But I’m not sick-
“Understood, my queen.” Julia voiced and turned to do so.
Belinda smiled at her obedience, but Nicoli pouted.
“Mama! I’m not sick. I want to go and play.” Nicoli complained, but Belinda only kissed his forehead. She carried him closer to his bedroom.
“You may not be now, my dear. But a mother needs to protect her child.” Belinda cooed. Nicoli sighed. He rested his head on her shoulder and moved to play with her tight curls as if in defeat.
“Okay, mama.” Nicoli faked a yawn but carefully watched his mother's face. He could see her smile as if triumphant over something.
Her smile made him curious.
*Anastasia*“Papa…” I breathe, the word so soft it barely disturbs the fog on the glass. “Is this you?”It feels too long since I saw sapphire eyes look after me like the world couldn’t tame that stubborn gentleness that believed in me. That I could do anything. Like my ideas were not foolish just because they were mine. Like my wanting to be better—better than blood, better than tradition, better than what they expect of a woman and a half—wasn’t some childish fantasy to be corrected.He always believed in me. That I could rule at all.And it has been too long since I last received anything that felt like him. Not a report. Not a request. Not another clipped summary of someone else’s suffering. Something warm. Something like home.I want to hear from him. I want to hear from Johan, too. I want a letter that isn’t returned unopened, isn’t swallowed by distance, and isn't lost to silence like so many prayers flung into the wind.My mind betrays me with images I shouldn’t tempt myself
*Anastasia*I barely notice my skirt whispering against the stone as I push forward. A bit too fast to be dignified, but too intent on putting distance between myself and that room. The domed chamber falls away behind my shoulders in a blur of gold and turquoise, torches and marble and watching mouths. The doors shut somewhere behind me, heavy, final.But the warmth doesn’t follow. The fire pits can crackle and pop all they like in there, so bright and careless, pretending at comfort. But out here the corridor is immediately colder, and it feels personal. As if the chill seeps through the seams of my very slippers like an unwavering judgement at everything I do. Relentlessly quiet, efficient, and straight to bone.I keep moving anyway. Press faster. Not that it changes the feeling.Because I can still feel it. The lingering gaze of both trailing after me till the very last turn. Pale brown and vermillion both. Admiral Nugen’s steady weight. The opposite to Mykhol’s…something else. So
Nugen didn’t slow.Winter slammed into him. The dry, biting air went straight for the soft places. It clawed at his cheeks and the bridge of his nose, stole the warmth from his breath the instant it left his mouth. His lungs seized around the cold, and for a heartbeat the air tasted almost familar—thin, metallic, almost electrical, the sharp scent that came before weather changed. Like the sky was deciding whether it wanted to break.But he didn’t have time to ponder if that meant more rain or something. It didn’t matter right now if it did or not.Outside, the walkway stretched bleached and brittle under the dim winter light. The fountain stood in its familiar place, near the center of the walkway. Gurgling mass should have been loud, alive—but it was caught in silence now. Iced over from the unusually frigid temperatures for Nochten. The water froze mid-spill, ice glazed over carved stone like glass set wrong. It made the familiar landmark unnatural. Again, warning that this winter
*Admiral Nugen* Nugen watched Anastasia go. Watched as the vast white hall swallowed her fleeting figure quickly. Only the flash of her red shawl remained against his vision. The streak of crimson trailed behind her, lifted once behind her as a flag caught by a one final, dry breath of winter air before it fell and vanished through the archway.He watched on until even the memory of red finally faded like a dying ember in the bitter winter morn.Only then could he allow himself to stop.Not because he wasn’t afraid for her out there. He still was, more than ever now. But that was just another worry he would have to deal with.But for right now, Ana was beyond the threshold, likely to return to where her study, or rooms, or wherever else that was better than here. Because anywhere, anything, was going to be better. If it meant she was beyond his reach. Good.A bare sigh slipped from him, thin as smoke.She’s safe, he told himself. Safe.For now…But already, the words tasted like sa
*Ana*For a heartbeat my words just hang there, fragile as spun glass. And in that awed silence, I dare do something I’ve learned from sitting in this throne for nine years, that I ought not do. Hope.Hope they will take to this idea. Like the few rare meetings when proposals bloomed into applause, the rarer still when a new idea earns wary respect. A handful of small miracles, really, in shadow of Nochten’s staunch stance to stay traditional, but even then. Once in a while, even they had their moments.Moments to be more open minded. More accepting. More reasonable. Listen to me and–This will not be one of them.As soon as I say it, I feel the instant bite back, sharp as a spark in dry straw.“She means to bleed us!”Lady Katya’s voice, sickeningly feminine like silk over steel—cuts through the murmuring first like a knife sliding free. Her eyes, a bright cruel red, fix on me with practiced outrage, as though I have personally inconvenienced her by existing. Not that that was ever
*Song recommendation for this chapter: Light of the Seven by Ramin Djawadi**Ana*My gaze betrays me once again.Despite my better efforts, it slides back, quiet as a lie, to the bare stretch of court floor. Where a certain absence has started to take shape, like a physical thing all on its own. Or a mock of what used to be there. More exactly. I quietly correct.To the empty seats where the Celbests used to stand. Pillars of consistency for so many years before—Sir Celbest planted there like a ledger made flesh—silver cane tapping once, twice, in that impatient rhythm of his, as if like any blue-blooded noble that demanded presence and answers. And all the while, Pendwick beside him, stiff-backed and earnest, always overdressed as if fabric could make him just that little bit braver. False fangs in, hair neat, hands never quite knowing what to do with themselves. He would try—so carefully—not to look at me too openly. But like he was clearly holding onto my every word. Not just bec
*ANA*The door behind us clicks shut.“Hidi—” Too late.She wastes no time. The door has barely settled into its frame when it starts all over again—this relentless, consuming urgency of hers. Her fingers clamp around my wrist like a manacle of flesh and bone, nails pressing crescent moons into my
*Nicoli*Nicoli's fingers hovered over the cold brass doorknob, the metal biting against his skin like winter morning frost, sharp enough to ache. His breath misted in the cooler corridor air, each exhale a visible ghost that hung for a heartbeat before dissolving. The tightness in his chest felt l
*Naska*The fire hissed and spat in the hearth, a log shifting with a violent crack that sent sparks spiraling into the air like dying stars. For one blazing moment, the chamber blazed with amber light—illuminating everything in stark, merciless detail before plunging back into shadow. The brief fl
*MYKHOL* If Mykhol could move any faster, he would have. Every step that carried them away from the Great Hall—away from the suffocating blue eyes, from the endless noise and speculation—felt like stealing something forbidden and delicious. Each stride was a victory, his leather boots striking th







