*Uncle*
Ana’s Uncle did not enjoy change. He was a systematic man with a tendency to habit. It was a quality that he and his niece seemed to share. But each for different reasons.
Where Ana followed routines to fight her isolation, Uncle preferred it.
Uncle was a slow speaker and could not keep up with banter. He was not clever or had a way for pretty words. He was the sort of man you would forget after the meeting.
Though Uncle knew himself to be this way, he never saw it as a nuisance. Instead, it was pretty beneficial as he was talented in other areas- areas like money.
Uncle had made himself known as a man for numbers. He was called proficient when it came to them. So much so that he was elected by the court to take on the empire’s treasury.
A title he took great pride in- as it made it so much easier to rob the coffers blind.
Even if there were suspicions, no one would talk if they did. Uncle relaxed at the sight of his future in comfort and luxury.
Being both related to the ruler and acting regent made him immediately free of suspicion. And if there were any to make such accusations, their fate would be sealed. It would be seen as an act of treason against the crown itself.
Uncle could not have asked for a better chance at life.
At that very moment, he was just in the middle of doing another transfer. A neat sum was being skimmed off from one of his nieces’ charities. It was a considerably more significant chunk than he would usually move, but he had already planned what excuse to use.
“Expenditures,” Uncle voiced as he wrote into the account log when the door of his study flew open.
Not expecting company, the man looked up with a start. His heart only dampened at seeing the familiar figure of the tall woman enter. He could see from his wife that she was upset over something.
What was it now? Uncle sighed.
Funda was more emotional than he. Her emotions could be too overwhelming at times for the grounded man. She was prone to moods. But Funda was manageable. It was why he had decided to make do with her overall.
She was the easier sister of the two, after all. Initially, Uncle had once pined for her sister, Empress Parsul. But the woman had proven to be too much of a hurdle for his abilities.
Empress Parsul was too sharp for his soft tongue and too willful for his predictability. Her presence demanded attention and praise wherever she went. Like the sun that could burn the Nochten sands, she intimidated everyone around her.
So, eventually, Uncle found himself no match for her. Thus, Uncle played a safer route. He wooed and married her sister.
A marriage, which over time has turned out to be quite a financial gain. Uncle was glad to see. He chose the better half and was grateful. The woman’s emotions were but a trifle of annoyance.
He could handle them.
“Wife, what brings you now? I am in the middle of my work-“ Uncle started and lowered his quill. He knew until Funda left, Uncle was not to get any work done.
“I must talk with you.” Aunt Funda was dire and closed the door. The knob clicked to lock. To lock the door meant they would be having one of their more ‘serious’ conversations.
Uncle waited for his wife to gather her thoughts. Instead, she seemed to be in a state of panic and began to pace the room. Her arms folded over herself as her eyes shifted from one spot to the next.
“There’s a letter from Dawny,” Aunt Funda began. Uncle frowned at the news.
“Dawny?”
Aunt Funda nodded at his question.
“The King has invited her to visit. He wants her to meet the Prince.” Aunt Funda shook her head. Uncle felt stunned at the words.
“Invite?” Uncle breathed the foreign word.
“And what is her answer?”
“She plans to go. I’m tasked with luggage and setting plans for the coaches.” Her eyes darted. She went around the room before stopping on her husband. The short, plump vampire deepened his frown.
“I don’t follow. Why is the King suddenly inviting her? What brought on this change?” Uncle voiced, trying to see the logical line. He was more than aware that no letters had been sent before. The negligent father had been silent since his niece's arrival. Years had passed between then and now.
“When did this all start?”
“I don’t know, myself,”
“But it must have something to do with that new maid. The human.” Aunt Funda fumed.
“She’s influencing the girl somehow. I saw how she made the child laugh just before-“
“Laugh?” Uncle reeled back.
“Our niece? Are you sure?”
Could she laugh?
“She is changing, and that maid is to blame.” Aunt Funda looked at her hands. Her tiny crescent cuts were red in her palm.
“I hadn’t noticed till now, or I would have stopped it.” She lifted to lick the dried blood.
“I should have eaten the human when I was given a chance then. just look at us!”
Aunt Funda to her husband and leaned over. Her hands gripped the sides of his desk to make the wood creak with pressure. Uncle and her locked eyes. Her wild eyes bounced against his own steady but worried ones.
“This is the end of us.”
“We won’t be able to continue our plans. He will see right through and have everything undone- she’ll be untouchable.” Aunt Funda cried at the severity of it.
“All we’ve set in motion will be for nothing. A waste!”
Uncle kept his eyes firmly on her turbulent expression. Funda was distraught, and he understood perfectly why. But he lacked the sensitivity to soothe her mood.
Instead, he needed to think. So his mind processed the situation, trying to see it at all angles.
Perhaps…, a thought came to Uncle then.
“Let us not drop to conclusions, dear wife.” Uncle voiced evenly, trying not to provoke her.
“This may be nothing but smoke.”
“Smoke?” Aunt Funda cried with disbelief.
“Are you fool enough to think us safe when there is such a clear threat? If the King supports her-“ Uncle moved to place his hand over the woman. He gave her a steady look.
“He may not have any more intention than that of a negligent father to an unwanted child.” Uncle voiced evenly to see his wife soften a little. The sight made him relax in his chair.
“This could be an act of guilt on his part. After forgetting our niece for so long, he must feel ashamed. But this is only to ease his conscience. He doesn’t really intend it to go further.”
“Like an act of penance, you mean?” Aunt Funda voiced much more softly than before. She had begun to calm down at his voice. Uncle nodded.
“Yes. And when it's done, all will go back to before. He will ignore her again.”
“But how can you be so sure?” Aunt Funda asked, but her voice was calm. The vampiress had softened up by her husband's gaze. He was oddly calming to her.
Once, she had found the man ugly and dull, but that was then. She was young and did not know the value of such qualities. However, Uncle had proven himself to be more than just a fine husband through the years.
You chose poorly, dear sister. So Aunt Funda thought and looked lovingly at him. She could not stop appreciating how solid and reliable he was.
Uncle smiled before taking up Funda’s hand to kiss it.
“Because the King has a son. And what do Kings care for more than to have an heir to the throne?” Uncle spoke logically, and Funda nodded.
“Empress Anastasia is nothing but a token of a failed marriage. She has no value and will be forgotten again soon enough.” Uncle went on.
Aunt Funda could see his logic and returned a smile.
“That may be,” Aunt Funda returned and moved to lace her fingers through his.
“But what if we are wrong? He may still grow attached and care for her.”
Uncle moved to kiss them gently.
“We’ll monitor the situation. Allow things to play out, dear wife.” Uncle gently let go of her.
“We’ll react when there is something to react to.”
Aunt Funda moved to touch his cheek. She inwardly felt a little ashamed. She had been too hasty to start panicking.
The King would still end up abandoning her again. He did it before, so why change now? Things could still go their way. Nothing lost. Aunt Funda thought. She moved to kiss the top of her husband’s bald head.
Uncle moved to kiss her on the lips before moving to take up the quill. He already wanted to return to his numbers.
“Winter break is coming.” Aunt Funda stopped. Uncle popped up his head from the papers. He was first annoyed at being interrupted but then softened. Finally, he smiled, knowing what she meant.
“Perhaps Mykhol shall pay a visit?” Uncle spoke knowingly. Aunt Funda nodded. A smile grew to show fangs followed by a dark laugh.
“How nice to have the family back together again.” The thought left them both in a devilishly better mood.
*Ana*
I see the moon out my window. The cool desert air kisses my cheeks. They are still warm from all the laughing and dancing from this afternoon.
Who’d imagine I would be the one to do that? I smirk to myself before closing my eyes. The breeze pushes my hair back to tickle my neck.
I’m still basking in the wave of events. The whole afternoon was such a rise of emotions. And Maddie seemed just as happy about the news as I was.
Luckily I knew better than to overwhelm myself. As for Maddie-
I check to see her passed out on the couch. She wore herself out from dancing and was now fast asleep.
A loud snore rips from her lips, and I cover my mouth not to laugh. When the room grows quiet again, I can focus on myself.
There is an urge to scream- I think it’s from excitement. The idea that I can go and see my brother and how father wants me still- But I also feel a part say that I shouldn't be so quick to enjoy things.
I can hear a warning bell in my head. It says not to trust it. That somehow I will be punished for reaching too far.
I need to be careful.
So I am. I allow myself just to be a little happy- just a small smile with the moon as my only witness. I know she won’t tell. The moon can keep secrets.
I can even feel a strange veil of protection fall over me as I sit in her pale light.
I still can’t believe this is happening,
The idea still throws me into a spin. I am doubtful one minute and hopeful the next. And the hope is growing over time. I can see my father. And I will meet my new brother.
I’m going to have a family again. A real one. The one that’s warm like Maddie’s hands.
I’m going back home.
A tear breaks free, and I quickly wipe it off with the back of my hand. There are just a lot of feelings swirling in my chest. Feelings I thought I would never have.
But this is happening. I remind myself. Things won’t be the same. I’m going to leave Nochten for the first time in four years.
“Nicoli,” I test the name. My lips tingle at the pronunciation.
“Nicoli,” I scrunch up my nose as it tickles.
“I’m coming to see you, Nicoli,” I look back to the moon. When I do, an idea pops up.
Perhaps I should bring gifts? My brother will still be small. He would certainly appreciate them.
But what does a four-year-old want?
I have no experience with little boys. And I am not one. I don’t know what they would like.
Perhaps Maddie will? I look over at the sleeping woman.
As if some supernatural force unseen to make the maid know my thoughts, Maddie begins to mutter in sleep.
“No…not the bears again. They…can’t fit the dress.” She flops over to lie on her stomach. Another loud snort follows.
“Bears?” I repeat.
A bear? Like a- oh, that can work. I smile at the sleeping woman.
“Thank you, Maddie,”
Inspired, I leave to go for some paper and a quill in my study. I start to conjure up what I think of. Once satisfied with the design, I stepped up to now stand over my work.
“I’ll send for a toymaker tomorrow to get it started.” I am happy with my work.
I hope this will make him smile. My heart flutters, but I don’t even know what he looks like. Maybe he looks just a little more like me?
I hope so.
This shall be the first gift I will give you. I turn to check back on the moon. She smiles back at me to show I can trust her. I do.
“Good night, little brother,” I whisper with thoughts of what he will look like.
*King Alexander* Alexander frowned at the table of the council. His advisors exchanged anxious looks between them. The news, they could see, had clearly upset the man. Why must such things happen now? King Alexander lamented. Could it not have happened before? Or better, to take place after? No, of course not. Not for himself. Such was his luck. A revolt had occurred in one of the villages and needed his presence. It was serious and could not be ignored. Even for his own daughter. She’ll be leaving by now. King Alexander knew. The scheduled visit was less than a week away. His daughter was likely already packed and heading to Dawny. Even if she weren’t, a letter would still arrive too late. By the time it reached Nochten, she would have left. This left Alexander in a unique pickle. I’m sorry, Anastasia. Alexander silently apologized. “Then there is nothing else to it, gentlemen. Inform the horse master to prepare my fastest horses. Hopefully, we will not need to waste mor
*Ana* I hold the little gift box tied in blue ribbon carefully on my lap as the carriage door closes after Maddie. The maid takes a seat and smiles across the cabin. “And how are we feeling, my little Ana?” Maddie starts. 'My little Ana?' I feel my cheeks warm at the new nickname. Maddie is being strange, per usual. “Excited?” “Yes,” I look out the window. Outside, there is a farewell party. Aunt Funda and Uncle are here. And some servants have joined. I can even make out many faces I see from the court. It’s nice to see many come to see me off. But they don’t seem too excited. No one is waving or saying goodbye. I get a somber bow before they start heading back inside. I haven’t even left yet. I press my tongue to the roof of her mouth but say nothing at the slight insult. Even though I know that it’s not proper to leave before I do. But it’s quickly forgotten as I discover one still remains. It’s the human with a scar over his brow. Admiral…something I think. He doesn’t
*Ana* When the carriage enters the town, we start to slow. The wheels clack and wobble as they cross the cobble roads. Our journey is finally coming to an end. The Dawny castle should be just ahead. My heart jumps up my throat, and I swing to the window to peer out. “About time,” Maddie relaxes. "It'll be great to get out of the carriage for a while." "Mmn," I can barely answer. I’m so distracted by the window and what I see- the streets and buildings are so different from Nochten. Everyone uses brick and wood here. Although it’s not that late in the day, I find the sun ready to set. The days are short here. Dawny’s Autumn is much different than Nochten’s. I catch sight of a colored leaf. It drops and catches into the air. I watch it fly over. I pull my hands under my pits and shiver. "I don't remember it being this cold." "Is it always like this?" Maddie moves a blanket over me. I pull it up over my chest. I am instantly grateful that she brought them. "You're just use
*Ana* We are escorted to a set of guest rooms that are freshly cleaned with flowers in every vase. The rooms smell sweet and airy. And it feels bright with the yellow wallpaper and soft cream-colored furniture. It was more than adequate for anyone staying in the castle. But I feel odd about having to use it. Why can't I use my old bedroom? I remember having one of my own. Though I can’t say exactly what that looked like. But I did. So why not just let me use that? Unless someone else uses it now. It strikes me that they might not be free anymore. It might be his now. I smile when I think of him. If that's the case... I don’t mind the room change. It’s insignificant to me. "What you smiling about?"Maddie is in the middle of unpacking. She opens trunks to pull out packed clothes. "I was thinking that this isn't my room." "Oh? You remember that?" Maddie pauses to roll a pair of socks. "I'm surprised you can. You were so young when you left." I lessen my smile a little at tha
*Ana* Maddie was right. I feel dismal as the temperature drops the closer the maid guides us outside. She leads me down the patio steps toward the gardens. All the while, I try not to shiver obviously but it’s becoming more frequent. The Autumn chill is no joke. I have to pull the shawls closer. But they are not effective and the cold stabs through. Worse, it’s just around my shoulder. My feet and legs are getting the worse end of the deal. The chilly air seems to lick at them. I should have just put on that stupid dress. I am suffering silently. Ahead of the maid, I can make out a stoned seating area. A table has been set with china and snacks on tiers. The table has two chairs. One is empty as Stepmother sits in the other. Upon seeing her, I dart my eyes about. I’m hoping to find another smaller figure. Someone that should be either shorter or around my height. But, as we draw over, my expectations die. There is no one else around. It is going to be just the two of us. Thoug
*Ana* “Queen is how I’d prefer you call me if you don’t mind. Since we are not related, after all.” Queen Belinda smiles to thin out her lips. Her blunt white teeth look sharp even though she is human. She doesn’t have fangs but I feel like if she did- she would be lashing out at them. But why? I look at her so confused. My head starts to shake before I even know it is. Why are you looking at me like this? “But, we're family-“ “Empress Anastasia,” She again addresses by title. “I’ve been in society long enough to recognize those of talent. You, my dear, I can validate. You may do great things one day.” Queen Belinda motions for Julia. The maid pours more tea into my still-full cup. I see it begin to overflow and stain the tablecloth. It grows up to the edge of the table and threatens to spill over. I have to quickly switch away less it drip and burns me. “What are you-“ I look to Julia, but Queen Belinda demands my attention. “You have no mother and will never know how it is
*Ana* After my Stepmother leaves, I don’t move from the table. My mind is blank as I feel the events linger. I’m trying to make sense of things, but it doesn’t stay still enough. It keeps rolling around in my head. I can still feel her kick under the table- her phantom nails grating over my skin. But the final blow was to hear that I won’t see brother or father.- that he doesn’t want to see me. She could say all of this without losing her smile. “It can’t be…” My voice comes too late. No one is here to hear me. I have no one to listen. I’m not sure it could change anything, though. Even if I had spoken up then, what could I say? What could I prove? Did I have anything to counter her with? That I was safe? That Father wanted me? But then why wasn’t he here? Was it really true that he had to leave? Or was that an excuse? What proof do I have? Did I have proof that it wasn’t true? Nothing. This is the quickest answer that comes to mind. I have nothing. What I have is a single le
*Side note to readers: song recommendation while you read. Try Once Upon A December by Emilie Pandolfi* I groan while stirring from sleep. My eyes burn as I flutter myself awake. But they give me the chance to adjust to the darkness. Each blink helps clear my sight as I see better at night. And it is night. Some time deep into it. I can tell by how dark it looks outside from the windows. “Maddie?” I am up. My eyes scan the room, for her but see nothing. However, I find that the trunks are all closed and stacked up. Maddie must have finished packing and gone off to bed. The sight brings a small smile of relief. We can leave as soon as it’s morning now. I feel myself grow a little warm at the thought. Home never sounded so wonderful as it did right now. Home. I never thought I would look at it like that before. Until now, I had thought this was- At least I know people will be waiting for me. They have to. But the thought gives me no solace. I feel myself grow cold again. I mo
*Julia*Julia was already out before the posthorse was even taken to the stable. And Like clockwork, she took her spot to stand and wait as the mail was delivered over to Postmaster Nettle. Her presence shocking no one. Why, it was such a common sight to see her now that Nettle nor the other servants even stirred. The silent old woman’s presence was nothing to them. She was simply a part of the process. And like always, she waited and watched for Nettle to approach with hawk-like precision. But regardless of her cold approach or silent pressure, Nettle still kept his own. He would not move faster, even for the queen’s handmaid. He only nodded to her in greeting.“Ah, Julia, I see you have ears like a cat.” he joked. “You arrived just in time. I’ve just received the post.”“PostMaster Nettle,” Julia returned stiffly, already looking past him. Her eyes scanned the letters on the golden tray in his hands. They immediately went to the return addresses. She already vying to see where th
*Ana*Is it really time? Can I really do it at last? The thoughts swim in my head as I dash away from Father. The breeze lifts my shawl as I move.Can I write to Nicoli? I knew this day would come. But now that it’s here, I am almost overwhelmed.It doesn’t feel real to me. After going through so much, the first blood, the coronation, the trade problems, Mykhol’s departure, and countless other things. So much has happened since then. It just never felt like it would happen. But here I am, running. And it feels so unreal. Nothing does now. I can’t even feel the ground under my feet as I move. Everything seems to slow down, or I move even faster.I am only vaguely aware of the sound. It’s my heart. It hits against my chest like a drum and by the time I am back inside, a slight wave of dizziness is swimming over me.But I can’t stop. I won’t stop. I am driven like a moth to a flame. It is like I am floating through the halls. And my body feels weightless as I come to my door.“Naska!” I
*Ana*Is this where I get my work ethic from? It’s fair to make the argument because I am surprised how immediate Father is to start as soon as we get back inside. I don’t think I’ve ever seen him so seriously.But he is. And I can’t say I’m not glad about it. When he said get to work, he meant it. Immediately after Mykhol departed, one of the first and most important things Father sought to fix was the supply issue.He made it all look so simple. A new trade route was established going through the Almony mountains, not our desert. And secondly, Almony, not our Nocthen merchants, would be used going forward. This, of course, caused quite the outburst in court, not to have any Nochten’s but foreigners involved. I included. But Father assured me that they would be reliable thanks to his own experience. Even Hidi has vouched for them through letters, among other things. As for the other things, Hidi sounded peeved in her letter. Something about doing surprise visits instead of correspo
*Naska*“I will hold things down until you are back.” Naska managed to whisper, finally having that spare moment alone with Mykhol all morning.Otherwise, I’ll never get my chance. Naska gave a sharp glare behind her to the crowd. Somehow, word had spread overnight of Mykhol’s departure. Thus, why did so many come despite the early morning? They had come to bid their farewells.On any other day, Naska would have warmed at the sight. It demonstrated how many gave their support to him. She would have gloated, prideful at how much power Mykhol had by the display.But the high number of girls in the crowd kept her escalations at bay. The sight of so many in the audience cooled Naska down with their pained expressions and wanton eyes. Eyes, which were all directed at Mykhol, no less. Naska clenched her hand at the sight.Back off, he’s mine. Naska wished she could break away right there and start throttling them. Harm them and something more, that is, until she felt his cool finger graze
*Ana*“Cousin?” I start again finding his silence. Mykhol stiffens but his eyes remain on the door. I almost wish he would turn around and start yelling. But we just continue to stand in silence.“Are you upset?” “Does it matter?” Mykhol’s voice is so quiet that I almost miss it. “Cousin, I don’t want to fight.” I close my hands and take another moment to muster the courage. If I just explain things clearly, he won’t be upset. I’m sure if I explain myself. My reasoning, Mykhol will understand. He will understand. “Cousin, I want to explain myself.” I try again. “From a practical standpoint, you going back to school will be-”“Always so practically aren’t you?” Mykhol’s voice cuts through mine. “Almost to the point of being heartless.” His eyes are like fire. They burn and hurt as they stare down at me. “But I’m sure you’ve heard that one before, right?”I have to dart my eyes and swallow again.“Heartless?”I repeat as an awful memory resurfaces. The whispers and jarring stares
*Naska*“This can’t be happening,” Naska held herself tight as she made her way down the hall. Her feet moving fast as if speed could help something if not her turmoil.It just can’t. Naska shook her head as a painful stretch ran up her chest. It was too awful.Lord Mykhol was being sent away? Just like that? A single word from that brat and he has to go?“No, it just can’t.” Naska went. How was that fair? Surely it wasn’t, right? No, it couldn’t be.He can’t just go. Lord Mykhol was well-loved in court. No one would want him gone. They loved him almost as much as Naska.But what could she do? Naska had no power here. What about someone else? Wasn’t there something to stop Ana? Someone above even her, that could say no?Anyone who could stop this cruel twist of fate? Naska racked her brain for an answer. But the only people she could think of were the same ones with her now. And they were just as inconsolable as Naska opened the door to find Lady Funda a wreck.“We can’t let this happ
*Ana*“The Military academy?!” I don’t know who is more shocked. It’s certainly the last thing I’d thought to hear today.“Now? Why?” I look to Mykhol and back to father before he plants back down. “But father-” I get an instant tap on the nose for using the wrong word. But Father winks at me before smiling. “Because Lord Mykhol said it himself, didn’t he?” Father goes and his servant Johan seems to step up.“His lordship has admitted inexperience,” Johan adds, be it more collected. “You did not finish schooling, if I am correct?” “That is-” Mykhol slightly shifts his lips as if trying to render the next word. But it never forms as someone explodes into laughter from the side. It’s Admiral Nugen, of all people. He is laughing so much that his face is pink.“The military academy?” He holds his sides still laughing. “Ah, this is too rich” Tears are in his eyes. And He continues to laugh so hard it shakes his whole body. “I can’t believe it.” He wheezes between another laugh. He seem
*Ana*“Papa, you are back,” I say, stifling a yawn. It is late, even for a vampire, and it would be a lie to say I wasn’t annoyed by Admiral Nugen’s appearance at my door. But despite being tired, I can not help but be happy as I find the man in the room. At last, he is back! It’s like a dream. And as soon as my eyes find him in the room. All I want to do is rush in and hug him.But wait, I shouldn't do that. I barely collect myself in time. That is not proper.I am an Empress, now, after all. I have to be more aware of my actions. Empresses do not hug on a whim. Even if he may be my father, I must pull myself in. I am not a child anymore. So, instead, I do my best to appear calm and collected. It’s two monarchs meeting each other, after all. I need to start the practice of acting more maturely. My voice, however, despite my desires, cracks with my inner excitement. “I didn’t receive word you were coming.” In truth, I haven’t received any letters at all. From him or Nicoli for som
*King Alexander“Your Majesty, we’re here,” Johan’s voice woke Alexander from his sleep.“Are we?”Alexander grumbled, shifting up in his seat. He blinked a few times to help adjust his sight before looking out the window to see if it was true.“How long was I asleep?” It surprised him he even could. Alexander barely slept the entire ride. He should have though, because now his eyes cursed him.“Not long,” Johan answered as the door opened. The familiar smell of sand immediately washed over them. Alexander took in a deep breath and closed his eyes nostalgically.It’s good to be back. Alexander relaxed as everything flooded back to him. Though he loved his country, something about Nochten weighed in his heart.Maybe it was because of their past, or it was Parsul’s home. But now, he had other reasons. But that twisted his stomach thinking of her.“I hope we aren’t too late.” Alexander got up first. “They’ve made themselves quite busy with me gone.”But it was better to know this now. Ale