Author: Qiao Ke Li A Hua Tian 1During those fervid few years as Jack Cameron's lover, my acting career waned into one that was entirely dependent on his resources, with no accolades to speak of.As I was wallowing in the bliss of my romance, he initiated a breakup.After leaving him, I restarted from the bottom. I painstakingly forged my way back up as I brushed up on the acting skills I had disregarded earlier.Three years later, I encountered Jack again on set. This time, his girlfriend and I were competing for the same role.He cornered me in the dressing room and demanded, "Name me a price and you'll give up your role when I grant it."I pulled him towards me as my lips grazed his collar, staining it. I suggested sultrily."Accompany me for a night, and I'll fulfill your fiancee's wishes."I had been a struggling actor receiving mostly insignificant roles when I first met Jack.Although I had the relevant acting accreditation, I could never thrive in the seedy underbel
3I woke the following day on a hotel bed.Jack was in slumber right beside me.The past three years had not left any traces on his face. His chiseled features looked divine even in his sleep.I jumped out of bed and rummaged through the pile of clothes on the floor for my phone, which was brimming with notifications.My manager, Julia, had sent me a series of messages. "Tiana, have you rekindled your romance with Jack?""Did you two head to a hotel?""Do you know that the two of you were caught entering the same hotel? Return to the company as soon as you see this!"I opened my social media accounts and noted that the news was not trending. The photographer did not wish to leak the news yet, which meant he probably wanted money.I thought to myself, "This is good news. I'll have more bargaining chips."I balanced myself on sore legs as I turned and made eye contact with a calm gaze.Slightly stunned, I gathered my thoughts by lounging on the sofa next to me, legs crossed, a
5Begin anewHe articulated those words so effortlessly.I fought to regain my composure and countered,"Mr. Cameron, you'll have to show some sincerity if you insist on rekindling our relationship. I no longer have interest in all that you used to offer me."Jack fixed me with an unwavering stare as he asked, "What do you want?"My eyes crinkled and I smirked, "I haven't been a luxury brand ambassador."During my arduous climb to the top without Jack, I had representative works that brought me critical acclaim. My accolades earned me a steady foothold in the entertainment industry.However, I was still lacking in terms of media sponsorship compared to those with the proper connections.Jack reacted swiftly. By the following week, he had arranged for a meetup between me and a jewelry sponsor.I recognized Jack's car upon exiting the production set.With one decisive motion, I entered his car.Jack briefed me as he drove, "We're meeting with Tiffany and Co. today. It's one o
7His lips tightened into a thin line while his brooding eyes darkened.I leaned forward and inched toward his face.My bathrobe slipped and revealed my bare shoulders.Our breaths mingled in the proximity and he shot me a single glance before hooking my chin to press his lips against mine.He had never been a talkative person.I had once acted alongside a co-actor who took advantage of me by purposefully messing up our kissing scenes.If I tried to dodge him, he would complain to the director, "How am I supposed to act properly if Tiana keeps avoiding me?"Once the cameras stopped rolling, his attitude became scornful and he had leered, "Your lips have been kissed by so many men, it disgusts me."I stared at him defiantly and snapped, "Well, so were you trying to experience kissing a man by incessantly smashing your lips against mine?"He had been about to strike me when Jack, who happened to drop by our set, seized his hand.The male lead was promptly replaced the next day
9I was hospitalized for more than a week.On the day that I was discharged from the hospital, Jack was driving me home when he received a call.His brows furrowed, "Okay, I'll head back."I turned to face him, "Some urgent matters cropped up?"Jack nodded."You should go and settle them. Just drop me off here and I'll get Lily to pick me up.""No need."Jack insisted on sending me home. I stared at the disappearing silhouette of his car before staggering back to my house.Once I reached home, Julia informed me that my Alma mater had contacted her and they were keen on inviting me back to give a speech to the graduating cohort.I replied wryly, "Why would they invite me?"Julia fell silent before continuing, "Well, you're an A-list actor now. Considering your accolades and acclaimed works, it's not a surprise that they're extending an invite to you."Really?I remembered vividly that the majority of the backlash I suffered back then had been from those supposed juniors.A
11Upon reaching home, Julia informed me that a female lead role I had taken on earlier was nominated for an Oscars.Four other actresses have been nominated and they were accomplished seniors apart from Tanya Lewis.Tanya and I were adversaries.She had lost a few major roles to me during some auditions back then and she held a grudge against me ever since.Julia mentioned the representative had conveyed to her that my chances of winning were the highest.I laughed wryly, "Not necessarily true."Troy Davis, a brilliant director's son, provided for Tanya. He had leeched off his father's reputation for the past decade but directed no resulting decent productions.After Jack had left me, he approached me and subsequently threatened to blacklist me after I rejected his advances.For some reason, nothing happened to me and he soon switched his target to Tanya.The next day, the Internet was flooded with pictures of Jack and me.This time, more sneakily captured photos were relea
Harrison Moore pleaded, his eyes turning red, "Do me a favor again. I promise it's the last time."I sneered and said, "If you want to convince me, drop to your knees."Then, this tall, strong man did kneel in front of me.However, his back remained upright.When he looked up at me, his taut jawline was especially attractive.I once took advantage of the drunkenness to kiss him on the jaw but was pushed away by him and fell to the floor.He chuckled and said, "Katherine, what's wrong with you? I'm your elder brother."I bit my lips awkwardly and wanted to flee, but he hooked his finger at me."Take off your clothes. Is this all you can do?".At that time, I thought that as long as he loved me, I would swallow my pride and even die for him.That was why I was willing to be with him humbly and give him everything he wanted.My dream, my talent, my career... They didn't matter to me anymore.I only wanted him to love me.Now, he was kneeling in front of me and looking at me
3When I woke up the next day, it was almost noon. Tony was still fast asleep.I wanted to leave, but last night, Harrison took away my phone in case I would call for help.I nudged Tony to wake him up and asked him softly if he could send me home."I want to move out, so I need to go back to pack my things up."The young man who was rubbing his drowsy eyes suddenly sat up. "No problem!For some reason, there was a hint of excitement in his voice.After washing up quickly, Tony drove me home.The Lamborghini was indeed a luxurious car as amazing as the rumors had it.However, the young man who was driving with a lollipop in his mouth did not look like a playboy at all."Do you want me to go up with you?"The car stopped outside my apartment building. Tony turned his head to ask me with a hand on the steering wheel.I glanced at his handsome face and said, "Don't bother. I don't have many belongings. Go ahead if you have something else to handle."Tony shook his head vigoro
15The boy stood at the door and looked over with deep eyes. Light and shadows overlapped, but the bottom of his eyes contained the darkest shade. It was as if his disguise had been peeled off so that he was no longer obedient and innocent.At that moment, he looked like a keen-witted adult who could manage on his own.Jason didn't care about Ryan's presence. He didn't even turn around to look at Ryan. He just stared at me as if he was waiting for an answer.I said in a stern and low voice, "Step aside!""Alright."He shrugged and stood straight. Only a few seconds had passed, but Ryan had walked over. He stood side by side with Jason in front of my desk.They were almost of the same height, but compared with Jason, his body shape was more like a teenager's."Rita, I've concluded my work. We can leave now." Ryan simply ignored Jason and said, "I've booked a restaurant. Now It's just the right time to go there."Jason, who was standing beside Ryan, suddenly laughed and asked, "
13When I was in high school, the Luther Group had too many irons in the fire. Since Henric's father was too busy, it was his mother, Celine, who issued the special scholarship each time.Because of Henric, I was always very nervous in front of her. However, I had to force myself to be calm and polite.Eight years had passed. Looking at her, I felt very calm. My mood was not changing at all."Hello, Madam. I'm Henric's..." I paused for a moment. "Old friend."Probably because of what had happened to the Luther family, she looked much older and thinner than she was eight years ago.Sitting opposite me, she now looked like a kind woman next door.However, when Henric heard what I said, his expression froze on his face."Old friend." Celine chuckled and picked up the teacup in front of her. "Indeed. When I went to your high school to grant scholarships, I often saw you and Henric walking together. You seemed to be very close.""Yes, I'm very grateful to Henric. He did help me a l
11After I sent Ryan to his house, it was already late at night.The young boy was always very clingy.In the house he had newly rented, there was a very big sofa. Under the dim light of the floor lamp, he pestered me to give him a goodbye kiss.I didn't agree, but he kissed me forcibly. He immediately apologized to me before I got angry. "I'm sorry, Rita. I won't do it again."I wasn't able to say what I wanted to say. I could only wave my hand helplessly. "Forget it. I'm leaving."He knew me very well, just like the way I knew him.Over the years, I had been interacting with the people around me. The relationship between me and Jason concerned more about interests and the sense of propriety of adults.Only my relationship with Ryan was different.Perhaps only with him could I sometimes feel pure happiness.I thought Henric was asleep, but when I opened the door, I found that one of the lights in the living room was still on. Under the warm yellow light, there was a faint sw
10Fineview finally decided to cooperate with the Luthers. After we went back, Henric was busy with the business of their company.When I was free, I contacted Ryan and invited him to meet me at a restaurant that we used to frequent.Probably because I hung up the phone in a hurry that day, the boy was not in a good mood when he came. He deliberately wore a straight face sitting opposite me, as if he was saying, "Come and coax me.""It was my fault. I shouldn't have hung up on you that day."I took out a box from my bag and put it in front of him. "I'll compensate you with this. Is it Okay?"Ryan didn't take it. Instead, he looked up at me and said, "Our university asks us to look for chances of internships during the summer vacation. If you want to compensate me, give me a chance to work as an intern in your company."I raised my eyebrows. Before I could answer his question, he had already taken out two pieces of paper from his bag and handed them over. I lowered my head and gl
9When the hot June was over, Ryan called and told me that he had finished the exam.At that time, Henric and I were sitting by the French window. Outside the window was the vast sea. Henric's pupils were light-colored. When the sun was shining, the blue light of the sea was reflected in his pupils, which looked as clear as the spring water.However, as I answered the phone, his clear pupils instantly darkened."Rita, I've finished the exam." Ryan's excited voice sounded on the phone. "Can I see you this evening?"I leaned into Henric's arms and said lazily, "Not today. I'm on vacation."He was silent for a moment. Then he suddenly asked warily, "Who is with you?""Good boy, you should not ask this question."I was playing with the buttons of Henric's shirt now and then. "I'll contact you when I go back."After hanging up the phone, I sat up straight in Henric's arms. I turned around and found that he was still sitting very straight. He did not want to bend down even an inch.
7I had intended to coax Henric, but not long after I got up, Jason called me."My car is waiting for you downstairs." He paused for a moment and said, "There are 20 minutes left for you to wash up. We must arrive at Hampton before 10 o'clock.""Got it."I hung up the phone and put on my clothes. Before I finished washing up, Henric had already heated up the milk and the sandwich. Looking at me, he was sitting at the dining table. It seemed he was asking me to make peace.He had always been cold and arrogant, so it was rare for him to give in. I sighed and walked over. I picked up the glass of milk and drank it all. I bent down and kissed him on the lips. The remaining milk had stained his lips. "There is something urgent in my company. See you this evening."Henric slowly wiped away the liquid with the finger pulp. "I'm also going out today."Although the Luthers had gone bankrupt, I knew he still had to deal with a lot of trivial matters. I nodded and said, "I see. If the Luth
4The moment Ryan sat down beside me, Jason stretched out a hand to him and greeted him with a faint smile. "Nice to meet you! I'm Jason Reed."His name was well-known in the city. Naturally, Ryan had heard of him before.Ryan pursed his lips more tightly, but in the end, he still shook hands with Jason. "I'm Ryan Harris.""You seem to be very young. Are you still a college student?""I'm a sophomore. After all, Rita doesn't like men who are not young."Jason smiled and drank up the wine in his glass. "It's something natural. Young people are obedient and easy to deal with. If I just want to have some fun, I also want to make friends with young girls."Ryan gritted his teeth. He had almost crushed the wine glass in his hand. "Really? It seems that you are quite experienced, so you are not at all innocent."…I rested my chin on my hand. With great interest, I listened to their bickering until Jason's phone rang.He answered the phone. The smile on his lips did not change, but
The night before my ideal lover came back, I told my young boyfriend that I wanted to break up with him.He was about to cry. "I don't want compensation. I just want to stay with you for a while longer."The bank card I handed over was rejected by him. After a moment of silence, I agreed.However, he went further. "You should wear the nightdress which I like best."At midnight, I lit a cigarette. Leaning against the headboard, I looked at him lazily. "What are you looking for?""The piece of clothing you have bought for me. I want to take it away as a souvenir."When he said this, his voice seemed to be shaking a little.I sighed and beckoned him. "Good boy, come here and let me kiss you."In fact, Ryan Harris was very obedient as well as very pure. He was almost the perfect lover that I had taught myself.If Henric Luther hadn't come back, I might be in a relationship with Ryan for a few more years.But there was no other way. Since my true boyfriend had returned, the substi
15The next morning, when I went downstairs, Jacob's Bentley was already parked there.I opened the rear door of the car, got in, and then looked at him without saying a word.We didn't meet each other for two weeks. He seemed to be a little thinner. When he faced me, his usual indifference completely disappeared, only tenderness was left.It seemed like nothing happened and we were not changed.I felt a lump in my throat. So I turned my head and tried my best to say calmly, "Go."We did not speak to each other after.After reaching Jacob's home, I walked alone to the secondary bedroom and started packing my luggage. The familiar scent of pomelo surrounded me, mixed with the faint smell of tobacco. The atmosphere was a little bit charming.For a moment, I almost couldn't help telling Jacob that I still loved him.Although I just lived here for a few months, this house gave me so many memories that I could not help but recall many things as soon as I walked in.The night Jacob