Race's POV
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It was already passed twelve in the evening when I decided to go out of my apartment.
Holding the keys in my hand as I was walking towards my motorcycle, I jumped to it and pumped the engine to start up. Mabuti pa siya nakakapagpahinga. Nakakainggit naman.
"I hope aliens will come here and get me as soon as possible." I told myself as I started to roll my wheels on driving.
I go to the nearest convenience store in town. Katabi lang din kasi no'n ang gasolinahan. I need some fuel. Ilang araw pa rin siguro akong mananatiling gising. Still, no signs of me to fall asleep. Ni humikab pinagkait din sa akin. I'm wondering what power I possessed to stay wide awake and kicking.
Nang makapagpagasolina, pinarada ko sa isang tabi 'yong motor ko para bumili nang makakain sa kalapit nitong convenience store.
Nagsimula akong maglakad patungo ro'n. Ilang hakbang na lang bago ako makapasok sa loob nang mapansin ko ang isang dalagang naiyak sa harapan no'ng babae sa counter. The girl on the counter looked so pissed. She's on her early 30's I guess.
The tension grew even more as I was looking from the outside. Ramdam ko ang tensiyon sa pagitan nilang dalawa. Teka? Nagnakaw ba siya? Bakit naman siya naiyak? Weird. Para akong nanonood ng dramatic koreanobela ngayon.
I squinted my eyes and looked closely at the girl as she cries. She seemed familiar to me. Parang nakikita ko siya sa Dimson Univerty kung saan ako nag-aaral. I couldn't remember her name but I am seeing her in some of my major subjects. Sigurado ako ro'n! We're technically blockmates. I just don't like giving people a single fuck. What's my thing is to attend the school and make good grades. That's all.
Mayamaya pa ay nakita ko siyang lumabas ng convenience store. Nahinto pa siya't napatitig nang sandaling oras sa akin. Puno ng luha ang gilid ng kanyang mga mata't mababakas ang labis na lungkot sa kanyang mga paghikbi. She was like a real mess. She couldn't even control herself. Tears keeps on flowing as she sobs. Agad akong nakaramdam ng awa.
Nang makabawi ay agad din naman siyang nag-iwas nang tingin at saka dali-daling naglakad papalayo.
Napailing na lang ako. It's already midnight and there this kind of scene in here.
I just shrugged the thoughts off of my head and walked straight inside the store.
I took the chips on the aisle and one canned soda. I walked to the counter to pay for my snacks.
Her glares was fixed on me. I know. I could feel it. I'm just good at ignoring other people shits.
After paying, I strode out and then immediately went back to driving. Don't care.
Siguro do'n na lang ulit ako sa tambayan ko magpupunta. I like spending time on my own. Though I'm still hoping through this strolling that somehow, I'll get tire and finally have the time to sleep. Kaso pati 'yon mukhang bituing mahirap abutin. Nakakapagod din minsang umasa. Nakakadismaya.
The ride did not take me so long. Saglit lang at naro'n na ko sa destinasiyon ko.
Pinatay ko ang makina ng sasakyan ko't lumanghap ng sariwang hangin.
The place was quiet, though the nature's sounds still there to entertain me. I could hear the crickets who hides behind those tall grasses and trees. Pati na rin ang pagpito nang simoy ng hangin sa magkabila kong tenga.
There's no any source of light, just only the glimmer of the moon and stars. Nakapatay na rin kasi ang headlights ng motor ko. Mabuti na lang maliwanag ang buwan ngayon.
The whole place is a very breath-taking scenery. From my spot, I could clearly visualize the beauty of city lights. Ilang metro lang kasi at bangin na ang nag-aabang sa akin. This place might be risky to visit but it's one of the most memorable place for me. Marami din kasing ala-ala ang meron dito sa lugar na to para sa akin, especially those memories I had with my parents during my childhood.
I opened the canned soda and took a sip. Lumanghap ako ng sariwang hangin at pagkara'ay nilibot nang tingin ang buong paligid.
I couldn't help but to wonder when will I get some sleep again. Maybe tomorrow? Or the next other day and latter? Maybe few hours from now or it might me just now? Who knows? I don't know?
Napabuntong-hininga ako't napatingala sa kalangitan.
"Sa dinami-rami ba naman kasi nang pwede ipamana sa akin ito pang sakit mo Mom." I told the sky while having the same old lazy smile.
"What are you doing here?"
Napalingon ako bigla sa nagsalita.
She was just few meters away while standing firm from her spot and throwing death glares at me. Matatakot na sana ako sa angas niya kung hindi ko lang siya nakitang umiyak kanina.
Coincidence. It was the same girl at the convenience store I met awhile ago.
I stared at her figure. She have a wavy short hair, rosy cheeks and cute lips. Her pointed small nose complimented to all the features she have. She's pretty but looked so upset right now.
Kahit kasi mula dito sa kinatatayuan ko mahahalatang kagagaling niya lang mula sa pag-iyak.
"Are you deaf? I'm asking you! What are you doing here!" This time, her voice pitch got a little higher.
I smirked, "I should be the one asking you that question Miss. Let me revise it," uminom muna ako nang kaunti sa soda ko bago nagpatuloy sa pagsasalita. "Anong gagawin mo rito ngayong dis-oras ng gabi?"
Natahimik siya sa tanong ko. Para bang nalunok niya bigla 'yong dila niya.
"See? So, hindi mo rin ako masagot? Bakit nagtatanong ka pa kung bakit ako nandito, 'di ba? Why don't you just let me do whatever I want to? Wala tayong pakielamanan."
"This is my home, asshole. Aalis ka o ilalaglag kita diyan sa bangin na 'yan?" She said that made me so confuse. Is this her home?
"Baliw ka ba o kulang ka lang din sa tulog?" I asked her.
Sinamaan niya ko nang tingin.
"Better get out of here if you still love your life." She threatened me once more. Akala niya yata matatakot ako sa kanya.
"Take my life and I owe you big time. I'm too tired of living. Pabor kung ikaw na mismo ang papatay sa akin. Hindi na ko mahihirapan pa."
Natawa siya sa sinabi ko. Baliw na yata?
"Pwede bang umalis ka na lang?" Pakiusap niya sa malumanay na boses. Wow! I never thought she could do it.
"Bakit ba pinapaalis mo ko? Sayo ba 'tong lugar na 'to?" I defended.
"Oo!" Sigaw niya pabalik. "kaya umalis ka na! Layas! Layas! Layas!"
Aba! Talagang pinupuno ako nitong babae na 'to ah! Sayang siya. Hindi bagay 'yong mala-anghel niyang mukha sa angas nang asta niya. Napaka-warfreak!
"Wala kang magagawa kung gusto kong manatili sa lugar na 'to. Back off! You can't do anything against me." I said then sipped on my soda 'til it got empty. Binato ko 'yon malapit sa kanya. Napatitig pa siya sa paggulong nito sa kanyang harapan.
I crossed my arms afterwards then smiled a sweet smile for her. Mukhang umepekto naman 'yong pang-aasar ko.
Mas lalo nang magkasalubong ang mga kilay niya ngayon kaya napahalakhak na lang ako sa tuwa.
"Sana makalunok ka nang mga alitaptap. Bwisit ka!" She yelled, trying hard to contain all the anger she felt towards me.
Minutes later, tila ba bumaba ang mga bituin. The fireflies were scattered everywhere. Sobrang dami nila sa paligid. Para bang hinintay lang nilang tawagin sila bago sila lumabas at ang cool no'n. It made me smile like a little kid. Ang sarap nilang pagmasdan.
Nagsimula nang maglakad 'yong babae patungo sa akin. She was still glaring at me. Kulang na lang ay sapakin niya ko sa mukha't matatawag ko na talaga siyang gangster.
"Don't you dare follow me. Kapag sumunod ka, asahan mong papasok kang lagas-lagas ang mga ngipin bukas." She said then went to the tall grasses. Nawala na siya sa paningin ko kaya mas lalo akong nagtaka.
Saan naman kaya siya pupunta?
As the time goes by, mas lalo lang akong napaisip. Curousity was killing the hell out of me. Ano kaya kung sundan ko siya? Hindi ako mapapakali kung tatanga lang ako sa lugar na 'to at maghihintay sa wala. Alam kong maganda manatili sa lugar na 'to ngayon pero nakakabaliw kung magpapatalo ako sa kuryosidad ko. I need to know where she's going. I want to know!
Kaya naman naglakad ako patungo sa matataas na damo kung saan siya dumaan kanina saka ko sinundan 'yong mga hawi ng mga damong palatandaan kung saan siya dumaan.
Para akong nasa enchanted world, napakaraming alitaptap sa paligid. Muntikan na nga akong makalunok ng isa kanina, e. Delikado kung mapapanganga ako sa pagkamangha.
Nahinto ako saglit sa paglalakad. Nangangati na ko sa totoo lang. Medyo mahapdi na rin ang braso't binti ko. Palibhasa kasi shirt at shorts lang ang suot ko.
"I'm lost. " I whispered.
"And you're dead." at saka ako napalingon sa nagsalita.
Imbis na tao ang madatnan ko, isang kamao ang sumalubong sa paningin ko.
"Don't blame me, I warned you." was the last thing I heard from her before my vision turned black.
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Race's POVNagising ako dahil sa mumunting patak ng ulan sa aking mukha.I am lying under a broken roof. Tanaw na tanaw ko mula sa kinahihigaan ang mga bituin na nakapalibot sa buwan. Madilim na sa buong paligid at hindi ko alam kung nasaan ako. Mabuti na lang at may nakasinding isang maliit na kandila ro'n sa mesa 'di kalayuan sa kinalulugaran ko ngayon.Nakaramdam ako ng kirot sa bandang kaliwang bahagi ng kilay ko. Medyo hilo pa ko't nag-aagaw ang antok at kamalayan.Napabangon na lang ako mula sa pagkakahiga, takot na mabasa ng papalakas na ulan.Napalibot ako nang tingin at napansin na nandito ako sa isang abandonadong bahay. Teka?
Race's POV...So they end up being in the guidance office. It's not my problem if Zena defended herself to Gail. Nasuntok lang naman si Gail sa mukha ng tatlong beses dahil sa mga pinagsasabi niya patungkol kay Zena. I couldn't blame her. If I were Zena, baka hindi lang 'yon ang natamo niya galing sa akin.When the class ended, it's time for me to transfer to other room. Last subject ko 'to ngayong araw at may pasok naman ako sa part time job ko mayamaya bilang isang crew."Race! I've heard what happened! Kakaiba ka talaga!" Lorenzo said as I approached them. They are my friends way back when we were in high school.
Race's POVI don't know what brought me here. Maybe I'm loosing my mind to attend for Gail's party, way too crazy!May biglang lumapit sa akin. 'Yong tatlong gunggong; Lorenzo, Ace and Aaron."Tara na sa loob! Kanina ka pa namin hinihintay!" Aaron exclaimed."Daming chicks! Matutuwa ka!" Lorenzo smiled sheepishly.Sinamaan ko siya nang tingin, "Not like you bro.""More foods! This party made my day!" Wika naman ni Ace habang nakataas ang dalawang kamay sa tuwa. 
Race's POVNawala sa isip ko na one week nga palang suspended si Zena sa school dahil sa nangyaring away sa pagitan nila ni Gail. Hinihintay ko pa naman ang pagdating niya kanina sa geometry class namin. 'Yon lang kasi ang tanging subject na magkasama kami.When the class ended, I drove to the nearest hardware store and bought a padlock with keys.Sinundo ko si Zena at pinagmaneho patungo sa bahay nila Gail.Nasa harapan pa lang kami ng gate nila, nakita ko na agad si Gail.Agad siyang napangiti at agad din naman itong nawala nang makita na kasama ko si Zena.
Race's POVNakabalik na si Gail at Zena sa school. I don't know but I could feel the tension between the two of them. I thought they are finally fine with each other but I was wrong, parang mas tumindi pa ang galit ni Gail kay Zena.It's our geometry class, Zena was sitting beside me while listening to our prof."Race." Bulong niya.I did not look at her, afraid to get caught by our professor."Yes?" I asked."Samahan mo ko sa bahay nila Gail. I packed my things last night. I'm ready to leav
Race'S POVThe whole garden was broken, all the plants has been smashed like there was a typoon landed here and destroyed the whole place.Hindi pa demolished ang bahay pero ang garden sa harap, lahat ng halaman sira at halatang sinadiya ang pagkasira ng mga ito.Napahakbang ako papalapit kay Zena.She was just sitting on the grass while crying her eyes out.I offered my hands as I reached her.Napatingala siya sa akin. Her eyes were full of sorrow. Her tears continued to fall freely."Let's go." I told her.Nanatili lang siyang nakatitig sa mga mata ko. Minutes later, she took my hand so I pulled her up.Hinila ko siya nang marahan at inalalayan sa paglalakad hanggang sa makarating kami sa motorsiklo ko.I drove to the nearest seven-e
Race's POVThe moment I saw her entered the room, that's the cue for me to stand up, walked towards her and held her arm.The smile on her face faded as I dragged her away."Race, I'm hurting!" Protesta ni Gail pero hindi ko siya pinansin.Nang makarating sa harap ng theater room, I slammed the door open. There is no one inside. Just only the two of us.I let go of her arm and stared at her afterwards."Race..." She looked at me, there was a tint of fear in her eyes. I could sense it."What
Race's POVDays have passed and I just couldn't sweep off my mind what Gail told me about her proposal.Until now, I am still undecided of what should I do. I am not superman nor batman to save Zena from harm. But I just can't sleep at night thinking Zena will always stay miserable just because of Gail—and the heck I can sleep at night? I am literally sleepless!I am like a fool staring at the ceiling. Its already dawn but I'm still wide awake.I woke up and grabbed my jacket and helmet then went outside.The night breeze embraced me. Ramdam ko ang lamig kahit na nakajacket na ako. Paano pa
6 years later...Zerena's POV"Anak. Bid your Dad good bye. Tell him you're going to school." Sabi sa akin ni Mommy. Nasa kusina kami at inaayos niya 'yong lunch box ko. I nodded and went upstairs.Naglalakad pa lang ako patungo sa silid nila Mommy at Daddy unti-unti nang namumuo ang mga luha sa gilid ng mga mata ko. They were verging to fall. I just fought hard not to let them fall again.I knocked on the door and smiled. Dad told me before to always knock on the door before entering a room. It was just an alarm for the elderly that someone would just want to come inside. Bad daw kasi ang pu
Race's POVI was standing on my spot, my knees were shaking uncontrollably while facing all the guests and invited persons in our wedding.One week ago, I planned everything out. I told myself when she woke up, I'll be asking her to marry me and proceed to the latter part.The whole place was a combination of white and sky blue in colours. Instead of rose, I told Alexsha about sunflowers and how Zena love them. Yes, Alexsha was our wedding planner. The color white chairs and the sky blue catering table cloth complemented together. The white ribbon was arrangely tied to the chairs near the pathway to give those who'll walk there a little guide towards my direction. Well, Alexsha impressed me with her bright ideas. H
Race's POVThe Ruined City played couple of their songs then went all inside the house afterwards. Napakaraming tao sa labas dahil sa kanila. Nakahatak sila ng napakaraming tao sa buong nayon.Abala kami nila Alexsha, Aaron at Jillian sa kusina. We were preparing food for the dinner.Zerena and Loud came rushing in. Kasunod nila ang apat, Lorenzo, Drift, Burn at Chandler."Anak, baka magkasakitan kayo ni Zerena." Babala ni Lorenzo sa dalawang bata na naghahabulan sa loob ng kusina."Anak, enough na." Sambit ko kay Zerena. The two of them stopped. Zerena whispered something to Loud and they both agreed to it
4 years later...Race's POV"Thank you, sir! Please come again." Sabi sa akin no'ng babae sa counter matapos maiabot sa akin ang sukli ko. I smiled at her and turned to look at my daughter. She's missing!Holding the bouquet of tulips and dozen of sunflowers in my arms, I went out of that flower shop. My heart was racing so fast and eventually turned calm when I saw my daughter with a guy wearing a long coat and cap. Nakatalikod sila sa akin kaya hindi ko makita kung sino ang kasama ng anak ko. They were waiting patiently at the guy who was making the cotton candy on that pink push stall."Zerena, anak." Pagtawag ko sa 'king munting prins
Race's POV"I know you can do it. Just keep calm. Breathe." Pagpapakalma ko kay Zena habang sinasabayan ang stretcher sa pagtakbo nito. Her hand was intertwined to mine. She was breathing deeply and I know she was filled with tension inside.I kissed her forehead. "You and our baby will be safe. Don't worry.""Sir, hanggang dito na lang po kayo." Sabi sa akin no'ng nurse saka ako hinarang at saka ipinasok si Zena sa operating room ng St. Luke's. I even smiled at her before the door shut.Naupo ako sa bleachers at saka napasapo sa mukha. Jace and Ace came, both gasping air as they arrived.
Race's POVHindi na ko nagsayang pa ng oras. Right after graduated college, I went to Dimitria's company and gave the attache case Alexsha wanted me to use as a ticket to enter the said company. Pinalabas namin na isa akong shareholders upang makapasok sa kompanya sa mataas na posisiyon. At first, it was kinda hard to adjust but when I learned the environment inside the company, hindi na ko nahirapan pa. Maaayos din naman katrabaho ang mga tao sa loob. I am overwelmed by their welcome party and that was enough of me to fuel myself to work harder for Zena.I'm not telling her that I'm saving money to buy the lot. Titriplehin ko ang presiyo makuha lang 'yon mula sa business tycoon na bumili nito. Mahalaga ang lugar na 'yon para kay Zena at makita ko lang siyang masaya, masaya na rin ako. Even if it means of me to tire
Race's POV"Clemente, Race M."Wearing my black toga and black converse shoes, I walked straight to that stage.A round of applause and cheering people heard all around the place. The thought of me graduating college was enough to make my eyes watered. I glanced at the crowd and saw Zena with the rest of the gang including their parents. Jace and Lucas was also here as well. They were clapping and screaming so loud."Congratulations, Race. I know there's a better future ahead of you." The dean said as he handed me my diploma.I smiled. "Thank you, sir." Then I faced the crowd and raised my hand with my diploma in it.They were cheering for me and that made me feel somewhat proud of myself. After the long wait, this piece of paper was finally in my ha
Race's POVDay by day, mas lalo ko pang minamahal si Zena. Hindi ko alam kung anong ginawa niya sa akin. Hindi naman ako nabagok simula no'ng makilala ko siya. Hindi rin naman ako nagayuma pero hindi ko rin maipaliwanag kung bakit mahal na mahal ko ang isang Zena Alonte. I prayed to God for her to wake up. Isang linggo na ang nakalilipas simula nang matulog siyang muli at hanggang ngayon tila ba wala siyang balak gumising. Kasama kong bumibisita si Jillian sa kanya araw-araw. I am hoping one day to see her eyes open again. "Mahal mo talaga siya, ano? No wonder why girls envies Zena." Komento ni Jillian sa akin. Nandito na kami sa ospital sa loob ng silid ni Zena. It was 4 pm at the afternoon. Nakaupo siya sa bangko sa gilid ng side table. Ako naman ay nakasandal lang sa pader at
Race's POVI called Alexsha through phone and handed it to Enzoy after a while. Hinayaan ko silang mag-usap saka ako bumalik sa loob ng VIP room ng Dimitria's. Doon sa loob naabutan ko si Aaron na nagse-sexy dance habang kinakanta ang careless whisper. Tawa nang tawa ang lahat kaya naman hindi ko maiwasang mapangiwi. Matindi na ang tama ng isang 'to.Zena turned to look at me here on the door way. She smiled so did I. I even waved my hand and tried to look cute. Hope I succeed though.Tumayo siya saka lumapit sa akin. She held my hand and pulled me out of the club. Dinala niya ko sa isang bench. She was the first one to sit there and gestured me to sit on the space beside her. Ginawa ko naman 'yon.