~Harlow’s Point of View~
~End of April~
“Boss, there’s a little cute piece of ass here asking for you,” I hear, from somewhere just inside.
I blow out a hard breath, doing all I can to keep it together. It doesn’t matter. They’ll see me sweating, hear my heart racing. Can’t hide a damn thing from shifters. But this is too important. This is past rock bottom, out of options. There’s no one else that I can turn to. Hell, I don't even know if I can turn to … him.
Desperate is a bad look but especially on me.
“She looks a lot younger than your usual,” I hear, as I roll my eyes. Heavy footsteps and the sounds of laughter flitter into my ears from different sections of the building.
The blood in every crevice of my body seems to shoot between my ears, nearly making me think the ocean is in my head. Or my heart is about to explode. No one knows I’m here, and no one would miss me anyhow. They could toss me off a cliff, toss me into a fire pit.
“What’s her name,” a deep voice asks, and I barely catch it.
An ice cold shiver shoots up my spine in recognition. That voice has haunted me for too long and now here I am… on his doorstep. You don’t ask him for favors. You certainly don’t ask him for money. You don’t want to be ANYWHERE on his radar.
Too late for that, cause here I am.
“Says her name is Harlow, said you’d remember her…” I hear, as the voice trails off.
A thick plume of smoke curls out of the cracked door’s shadow, nearly making me sneeze. But I hold it together. Strength, confidence. That’s what they respond to. Weak little girls are a dime a dozen.
It seems as if an hour goes by, but finally I hear the creak of the door. The male I’d first spoken to pops out from inside and flicks his head. I lick my lips and step forward.
“Did you search her,” I hear, just behind me.
“Like I’d be dumb enough to come here with a weapon,” I retort, but raise my hands in obedience anyhow. Simple, not stupid.
“Can’t be too careful,” I hear, as large hands begin groping and moving over my skin. I practiced for this last night, I knew they would search me. They could give me a full cavity search for all I knew and I wouldn’t be able to refuse.
When he takes his time between my legs, rubbing several times, I bite my tongue hard. What an asshole!
“This one is nice and fresh, clean and … who doesn’t love pigtails,” the voice whispers, just inside my ear.
When he jerks away abruptly, I’m thankful as hell for small favors. Maybe something spooked him, or someone, I can only hope.
I follow the first male into a dimly lit space. It’s wide open with several small tables, a bar on the far wall with at least two dozen people milling about. All drinking, smoking. One couple in the corner I’m sure is screwing but I don’t look.
My eyes finally catch sight of the only male I need to see and he’s absolutely terrifying. He slides out of a round booth and rises to his full height, forcing me to look up. Goddess, he’s handsome though, even with his age. Even with a few scars on his face. Somehow he’s more handsome than I remember but it was dark when we met and I wasn’t exactly thinking clearly. The aura around him is intense, even a pup without her wolf could tell that.
He’s in a black sleeveless muscle shirt and tight jeans. Crudely drawn tattoos adorn all the skin I can see, but most shifters have similar ink. Just like any other guy just hitting the bar after a long day for a cool drink and eye candy.
Only he’s not just any guy. He owns this place and basically anywhere within a half day’s run of here. And nothing… nothing happens here without his say-so. Without him knowing.
And I don’t even know his name. I know what people call him but I’m not sure I can say that to his face. I’d asked to see the guy in charge and I guess they figured it out.
“Long time no see little Harlow. Though I suppose, that’s a good thing huh,” he says, cracking a crooked smile. I return it with a forced smile of my own and hold out my hand when he gestures for it. He kisses my knuckles with a few small pecks, then pulls me slightly toward him. I prepared for this too, but I’m banking on him being a gentleman. I need him to be.
“Please, sit. I already ordered you a soda,” he says, as I push my way into the center of the bench. His voice is calm but yet so commanding, it’s intense and only adds to my nerves. But I can’t show it.
“I appreciate you seeing me. Unfortunately I--” I stop myself, when a female puts drinks down. He hands her some money and she bats her eyes at him. She, of course, is completely naked.
“Sorry sweet dear, you were saying,” he says, turning his attention back to me.
The cold drink in front of me is far too appealing, especially since I haven’t eaten all day. I reach for it and take a long pull, absolutely savoring not only the icy feel but the sugar that immediately courses through my starved veins. When I set the glass down, he’s eying me with curiosity.
“I have no leads on my parents. Everyone tells me to let them go but I just can’t. Obviously, I have no money or standing in the community. No one knows my birthday so when I get my wolf is anyone’s guess. It seems my current living situation is no longer viable and therefore I require employment,” I say, giving him a small smile.
He bursts out laughing. I expect him to ridicule me, berate me. Laugh in my face at the very idea that he could be bothered with me.
“You’ve been in the books quite a bit huh? Listen to you! You sound like my lawyer. Do you read as well you speak child,” he asks, and it's only then I notice exactly how he’s looking at me. He’s serious, he isn’t what I expected.
Every male set of eyes in here has looked at me like I’m dinner, dessert or both. But not him. There’s a fondness to his gaze I’ve only seen a few times. Usually from one of my teachers. It’s actually… nice. It’s the same look he gave me years ago when we first met. Almost fatherly.
“I do. Education is very important to me, it means a better life hopefully. Maybe one day finding my parents,” I say, as I recall remembering the good life I had once, when I was very young. When my parents loved me. Though everyday the memories fade more.
I quickly grab the frosty cup and help myself again. By the time I see the bottom of the glass, a massive basket of hamburgers, french fries and onion rings are put in front of me. My stomach nearly grows a hand to reach for it.
As we eat, he begins asking me about school. About my teachers and even sports … which I have zero knowledge of naturally. I’m honestly surprised at his interest, but it's nice to talk to someone. I have no friends and that’s putting it mildly. Imagine finding a companion with the devil himself.
After we share the meal and we’re both in good spirits, a male of a similar large build appears out of nowhere, and pushes himself into the booth next to me. It’s all I can do not to be intimidated but despite being in the belly of the beast, I know I’m safe here.
I think.
“Ohh is this the girl? The one I’m supposed to look after if our enemies finally have their way? Be careful what you wish for, little girl you are after all the devil’s lair,” he says, with a massive grin as he spreads his arms out over the back. I sit up straight at that, not phased by the last bit.
The devil actually said that? He wants me to have protection even if he dies?
Tears actually prick at my eyes, as emotions flood me. The idea that someone cares at all. I’m invisible at best, the gum on your shoe sometimes.
“I can’t believe how grown she is now! What a firecracker too. Saving her life was definitely a smart business move it seems. And here you thought I just had a soft spot,” I hear, and turn back to my left.
I’m a … business move?
And there it is. I’m in his debt, yet I’ve come to ask him for a favor. I always figured he would come for me eventually. I’m too young to do what most females do for him, but certainly they need help here. Someone to make clothes or cook. Scrubbing toilets is hardly appealing but I’d have to take it. I’ll take anything at this point.
“This is my brother Caden. Anything you’d need to tell me you can tell him,” I hear.
I rest my hands against my full belly without thinking about it, feeling content for the first time in a long time. Maybe enjoying the last few minutes I have from the cruel world. While I haven’t had it easy, I’m still in a bubble. Shielded from things outside my orbit. Working for the devil is opening a different door, my face will be seen, questions will be asked.
“I think I’m going to need some details on exactly why Billy and Betty aren't good foster parents. Must I pay them a visit,” I hear, as tears form in my eyes. I had a feeling he would want to know, he probably already does. I hadn’t even told him their names, but there it is.
There is zero loyalty owed to my current “parents” but for some reason I don’t tell him everything. Both males listen intently though, as if they’re taking notes. By the time I’m done, neither seem surprised. I can’t imagine they’d take well to my “parents” abusing me, hitting me in just the right spots for my clothes to hide the bruises. Locking me in a shed outside for days on end with no food in the blistering heat, the freezing cold. I explained that I need a job so I can live on my own, or at least without needing them. Maybe the nearby pack would take me in if I could contribute.
I did mention that they don’t give me food or clothes. They actually lock the fridge and cupboards with real padlocks. Sometimes there are so many pups in the house I’ve had to sleep in the bathtub or outside. I’ve never had my own room or my own bed. I have a roof yes but outside of that I’m on my own.
My “parents” have friends and even family that stare at me, undressing me with their eyes. I feel as if I’m days away from being taken and sold. Billy has threatened to do it many times. I need the kind of protection only this male can provide. I need a sign on my forehead that demands I be left alone. If I work for him, I not only get money but the protection that comes with it.
In theory.
“Your parents probably left you for good reason. Leave well enough alone and be grateful for what you have,” Caden says, matter of fact. My jaw falls at that, but I quickly close it. I know far better than to say anything.
“Shut the fuck up and get out of here before I have a reason to come across this table. You weren’t there! You don’t know! Harlow will stay close to me, to us. I’ve failed to keep track of her properly, that’s my burden to bear,” I hear, as every hair on my body stands on end. I briefly close my eyes, remembering that awful night. The night the devil saved me, and my parents were taken. The memories fade a bit each day but they’re still there.
The Alpha voice is level, but absolutely dripping with the promise to make good on his threat.
It’s as if the entire room stops, everyone terrified at what might happen. I don’t dare speak, I’m not sure if I breathe.
“I should go…” I whisper, but clearly can’t go anywhere sandwiched between the giants.
No! Not without his help.
“I think there’s more,” I hear, as Caden grabs at my hand. He quickly shoves up my sleeve, exposing many bruises and even a couple cigarette burns. Tears quickly form in my eyes as both males quite literally growl. I snatch my hand back and quickly look down at my lap.
It’s quiet for a long couple of minutes, with none of us speaking. Though I’m certain the males are mind-linking each other.
A female comes back and sets down a pad of paper and pencil, then leaves just as quickly. I sit perfectly still as the male scribbles something down. When he hands me the page, I study it for a minute. It’s a map.
“You know where this is,” he questions, his voice firm. I nod.
“It’s in the woods behind my school, kids go back there to smoke or…” I trail off, not wanting to say it.
Gross.
“Find the tree that looks like this first thing in the morning. It’ll be there before sunrise. You will absolutely not look inside, shake it or otherwise hurt the package. It can be easily hidden in your school bag but it’s delicate. A driver is taking you to and from school starting tomorrow. His name is Trek and he’ll give you instructions directly from me. He’ll pay you weekly for your help and discretion. He’s the only other person who should touch the package, he’ll take it from you,” he explains.
I practically crane my neck to get close to him, unsure I heard that correctly.
“You want to pay me to carry around a little box all day? That’s seriously it,” I question.
But he doesn’t answer with words, just a wink. He then moves to get up but I brazenly reach for his arm. His eyes immediately glow with our contact and he smiles.
“What uhm… what should I call you anyhow,” I ask, instantly regretting it. Might be pressing my luck.
He gives a curt nod as I let go.
“Oh, I let those I actually like… and consider as part of my close family…” he says, stopping to glare at his brother.
“Call me Skip,” he says, winking again before turning to walk away.
~Harlow’s Point of View~~Warning: Assault~Just play it cool, act like nothing is different. I mean, so far it isn’t anyhow right? Goddess I’m such a bad liar, it never ends well.I keep my head low as usual as I wander into the house where I’m supposed to live, but dread coming into more and more. But I got a J-O-B today!! Things are going to change.I sigh as I see pups are running all over, long past their bedtime. I’ve tried my best not to get too close to any of them, but sometimes it’s hard. It isn’t their fault, none of this is.When I see the bed that’s supposed to be mine is empty, I breathe a sigh of relief. Snatching my nightgown, I quickly handle my business in the bathroom and get ready for bed. For the first time in a long while, I feel hopeful. I feel like a better future isn’t too far off. It doesn’t hurt that I’m going to bed on a full stomach for once.Just as I lay eyes on my bed again, there are two toddlers in it, passed out cold. I make a face and hang my head.
~Tate’s Point of View~*This is just fucking sick. I hate stuff like this. I hate that we didn’t get to kill the bastards that hurt that girl,* my wolf roars, trying to calm down. I can only agree. You just don’t hurt someone who can’t defend themselves, and especially not a young girl who doesn’t even have a wolf. It’s beyond sick.“I want to find the families of those males, and tear them to pieces too,” I mumble, under my breath. That crime scene was horrific, though I have seen much worse.My eyes can’t move from the victim that is currently across the yard, my heart breaks for what was stolen from her. But I also have to wonder, what’s ahead for her? It’ll be a long recovery. Surely the male holding her can’t provide what she needs.“He can’t just take her, councilor Black wouldn’t go for that. We could be trading one bad home for another. She’s obviously an orphan. My wolf says they’re not related,” I groan, irritated. My wolf Colt nods in my mind, confident in his scenting abi
~Harlow’s Point of View~“There,” Lilly says, as she tucks me into the softest bed. I zoned out through getting cleaned up, somehow trusting her to be gentle. I thought I might freak out when she touched me, since she had to get everywhere, but I didn’t. I just wanted so desperately to be clean but I knew I couldn’t find the strength to do it on my own.While I’ve been looking at her now for awhile, I don’t know as though I really noticed her. She’s stunning with light blonde hair and perfect skin. Bright eyes that are kind, a touch that’s just somehow instantly soothing. Her cheeks are a bit red, her manner is calm and inviting. She looks exactly like what the perfect mom would be, if I could imagine one.“I know that talking about what happened is going to be the last thing you want to do. It doesn’t have to be tonight, but you will need to be interviewed. One of my mates is the head investigator, and he’ll be very easy to talk to if you’d like,” she offers. My lips tremble as I tr
Council of the Supernatural and Shadow Warrior’s Headquarters~Mid May~~Godfrey’s Point of View~“Oooh wake the dead!! This is my favorite game,” I squeal, clapping my hands together. The three faces staring back at me are stern and not impressed. But oh who cares what those losers think! I’m allowed to be excited!“Godfrey, this is a mass murderer with a God complex that is completely unpredictable. He was punished with a thousand years in a box for a good reason! It's only been about eight hundred years and we are not equipped or prepared to deal with setting him free. This is NOT a game,” Dina says, huffing in my face.I narrow my eyes at the fairy, unphased. We voted on this, she was overruled. SORE LOSER!“I’m thinking of changing my vote,” I hear, and turn to stare at Angel. “Too late little witch! That’s not how we do things! I have already declared that the vampire will be under my watchful eye. Any misstep and I’ll take his head myself,” I say, and push past all the whiner
~Luc’s Point of View~~Mid August~Surely Godfrey didn't bring me back from the dead to dress me in tattered rags? The male clearly has lots of money. Though obviously lacking in taste. He wants me to look like a vagrant? A street beggar who has soiled himself and gotten into a fight with a rat? My wolf snickers, thinking about some of Godfrey’s ridiculous garments. But of course, I can’t mock him now, not in front of his mate.“Hold still okay, we may need a longer length, high waters are so not in,” Sunny says, shaking her head and pointing.“High what? I don’t believe I've covered that phrase yet,” I question. My accent is heavy, speaking without it is too hard. But they keep trying to get me to lose it. English is new to me, but I know many languages and I’m picking up quickly.She turns me slightly, so I can see myself in the mirror. While we had some reflective glass in my time, it was nothing like this. A full view of the entire length of my body is truly something. As a vain p
~Early September~~Harlow’s Point of View~One more semester. I can do this. Then… I'm gone. A city somewhere, any random one far enough away will do. Just have to make it through a few months. “Oww! Seriously,” I whine, as a volleyball hits me in the head.“Pay attention dork,” someone shouts.I groan and move to rub my head, until I feel hands on my waist and fully panic.“Fullll mooooon!! Or half moon since your ass is so small,” someone shouts, as I gasp and squat to pull up my skirt. At least he didn’t get my underwear, I guess.Tears prick at my eyes as I try to fix myself, and I step from the center court and off to the side. I blow out a hard breath and recite my mantra: I can do this, I am strong.Do NOT cry Harlow!! Do not give them that!!By the time I’ve turned back, I’m relieved to find no one is paying any attention to me. They usually don’t. Embarrass the hell out of me, then move on. Same stuff, different day. But I have to live with it and constantly be on guard. It’
~Luke’s Point of View~*She must be slow. Damn shame because she’s pretty cute and smells naughty,* my wolf, Dante insists. I can only grin at my old friend. How lucky I am to be practically ancient and have a companion who's been with me through the worst of it all? I was impossibly selfish to him for so much of my existence and the fact that I’ve been blessed to keep him means I have a lot of making up to do.*I know it was a very, very long time ago Dante but we were once clumsy and awkward,* I jest. Hard to even remember it at this point.Besides, we're supposed to make friends, talk to everyone. She seems like the kind of kid that sees everyone and everything. But she just keeps it all to herself.*So what are we supposed to do, come right out and ask her if she knows where to get drugs,* Dante laughs.I tell him to be quiet, so I can focus. Harlow’s French is absolutely terrible, but I’d be lying if I didn’t admit I’d love to hear her once she’s better. Dante is still struggling
~Luke’s Point of View~Once in the hall I pull my schedule out of my pocket, and sigh with relief when I see it's time for lunch. I’m starved, but then again, I always am. The council was able to make a deal with the school to accommodate me, and since I require something that isn’t exactly on the menu I have to be very careful. At the idea of quenching the ever present burn in my throat, my feet move a bit faster. But again, at a human pace. I make my way to the cafeteria, finding the space simply by following the smell. The foods of today are so vastly different and for the most part… garbage. I’ve been very spoiled living in the Shadows headquarters, getting meals catered to my needs. That isn’t going to be my daily reality now though the Alpha of my new pack is making an effort.I quickly see the side door that Chance told me would be there, and it nearly kills me not to just dash to it. Every second wasted is time I don’t get what I need. What I crave. Most importantly, it's time
~Harlow’s Point of View~“Could there possibly be anything more boring,” I whine, propping my elbow on my knee and dropping my chin into my hand. Luke gives me a knowing look, equally as bored. The cheerleaders are half dressed, and I do all I can not to look at them. I notice Luke isn’t the least phased by them and that turns me on to no end. He doesn’t even look twice at any other female out here and he keeps holding my hand which I love a bit too much. “I might have asked you to go under these benches so I could sneak a kiss but I just watched someone dump a large cup of liquid through the floor. Why on earth would one do that,” he asks, and I let out a sarcastic laugh.“People are wasteful and stupid,” I answer, and mean it. My fingers twitch at his mention of kissing, and I wonder what he’d do if I just grabbed his face out here and--“So am I to understand that they all just chase a ball and hit each other over it? But they’re not allowed to actually injure the other? There are
~Harlow’s Point of View~What a fool I am! For the second time Luke has left me and I should do the same. I should use the packhouse phone and call for a witch to zap me into another time zone. Hell I don’t even know where the Shadow Warriors headquarters is, and I’m sure that’s how they want to keep it. Could be in another realm for all I know.Is that a thing?? Put that away for another day.I throw myself into my room and lock the door, fuming. I stare at the handle, practically daring it to open. The wait isn’t long, and there’s a knock. There’s not a doubt in my mind it's Luke, and I turn to look at the window as a possibility of fleeing. But I’m on the second floor and that doesn’t seem like an appealing escape plan.My hand rubs my belly absentmindedly as I hear feet shuffling. “Can we please talk,” Luke says, his voice low. I scoff.“Why, so you can lie to me? Make up something to justify you being so weird? Or tell me you have a girlfriend back at home,” I snap, and cross my
~Harlow’s Point of View~“Ohhh my gosh! There’s so many,” I squeal, as I run toward a mama and her puppies. They look as though they can’t be more than a few days old. They’re all nursing or trying to, since they want to crawl over each other.I immediately want all of them though I know that isn’t practical. But in my head, I’m already naming them. They’re golden retrievers and they are impossibly cute. A pet was something I always desperately wanted but in foster care it would have been another mouth to feed, and they don’t like that.“No,” Luke says, as his hands move to my shoulders in an attempt to hold me back.“But it's going to freeze tonight! We can’t leave them,” I protest, pouting.“Surely you know how crazy wolves are over transferred scents? She isn’t going to want our stink all over her babies,” he says. I make a face at that, but know there is probably some truth to it. My mind instantly wanders a mile a minute, trying to figure this out. “She knows what to do Harlow, l
~Luke’s Point of View~Play it cool, don’t panic because she’s a couple minutes late. Goddess you’re pathetic.*I don’t think so at all! In fact being away from her has put me in quite a pissy mood. I could really get used to--* Dante cuts himself off when we see her. He doesn’t even want the distraction of his own thoughts and I get it.Her glossy red mane is loose again, not that I don’t like the pigtails. But this just makes her even more of a Goddess. She’s got on another form fitting dress with those boots, ugh!I lick my lips before I can help myself, and stand like a fool by her locker. We were barely able to sleep last night with everything going on, and with such fresh memories of Harlow’s soft body, her heavenly aroma of arousal and--“Good morning,” she says, giving me a big smile. Before I can even control myself, my lips do that crazy thing that they never do. As she stares at me, I can’t keep myself from laughing.“You have a bit of…” I say, raising my finger to her mouth
~Harlow’s Point of View~A yawn escapes my lips as I listen to Ginny carry on about her day over dinner. Today was a true test of my patience because it seemed to drag on forever. Without Luke to be a distraction, I had just my daydreams of last night with Tate. I don’t know what to make of Luke not being in school, but it irritates me. But also, a part of me has to wonder if he was telling the truth. Maybe he didn’t leave because of me. If that’s the case, how will I handle two males in my life at once?“So? The clothes are good? You look super cute,” Ginny says, pointing to the new yellow blouse I’m wearing. I had picked several tops that were loose enough to give me room to grow.I smile down at myself, definitely happy with the new wardrobe. But I was also desperate to get up to my room and into just a nightgown. My boobs and feet are killing me and the jeans I’d chosen are a bit tight. I’d stayed late after school in the chemistry lab, trying to make up for what I missed yesterd
~Tate’s Point of View~*We shouldn’t be here,* Colt grunts, as he thunders through the woods. I can only agree. I’m practically faint with the memory of her touch, her breath, her everything.I’ve never been more sure of the fact that Harlow is indeed my fated mate. Just thinking about her practically naked on my lap…*Make a right, you’ll see us,* Hunter shouts over mind-link, as my wolf abruptly turns.When we break through and into the clearing, I see literally the entire council assembled, and my dearest grandfather barking orders. There are at least a dozen Shadows. Ugh, gonna be a long damn night. For the entire council to be out, together? Not good. They rarely involve themselves in our day to day.“Tate! Where have you been,” my father snaps, with my mom by his side. He’s harder on me than any other of my siblings and since we’re the youngest, yeah it pisses me off. But I do like rising to meet his demands in a way. It’s a tit for tat and based on the stories I’ve heard about
~Harlow’s Point of View~“I’m sorry what,” he asks, and his face is absolutely priceless. I scold myself when I realize what I just said and shake my head with embarrassment.“Goddess I didn’t mean… uhm… I mean like everything you do just seems so effortless. You move with such ease like you’ve already mapped it out in your head,” I say, somewhat stumbling over my words like an idiot. I look off into the distance, feeling my cheeks heat. The hot water doesn’t help.Like you could think straight sitting in the lap of a hot warrior with a massive erection!! HUUUGE!I mean elephant trunk huge!! That isn’t normal! I’ve seen plenty of naked males and none were close to this!“Oh that’s just my training,” he says, and I can feel him looking at me. I start to pull back, sensing how awkward this is, but his arm snakes around me in the best way. It's quiet for a long minute, and I have absolutely no idea what to say. It’s all I can do to not panic. No, to hell with that, it's literally all I
~Tate’s Point of View~My heart races and the blood in my body practically heats to a melting point every time I’m near Harlow. But tonight, sharing her ultrasound with her, was everything. I could tell it was to her too. Good thing I’d been pacing in the hallway like a lunatic waiting to see her for an hour.Colt is restless in my mind, already having played out the entire night in his head. I just need to convince her to go along with it.*We almost had her last time,* Colt says, whining and hanging his head.The full moon is in a couple days, so naturally all unmated males are keyed up. But that’s an excuse for us feeling this way; because obviously it’s just Harlow. We’re like this every time she comes out here, and I know that as her pregnancy progresses, she’ll only have more and more appointments. As I turn to stare at her, I simply can’t help the butterflies in my gut, and the stupid smile on my face.“So uhm, you in a hurry to get back at all,” I ask, as I wipe my mouth. The
~Harlow’s Point of View~“You doing okay hun? You seem a bit distracted tonight,” Angel says, giving me a small smile. I shake myself a bit, knowing that the council witch is basically a human lie detector. She’s also served as a shrink to me of sorts, making sure that I don’t have any lasting effects from my attack. She’s been so knowledgeable with all of my thousands of questions. I really do look forward to our weekly appointments.“I’m okay. School’s been a lot. I’ve also been anxious for my scan tonight,” I say, knowing that it’s a big one. She nods with understanding and thankfully buys my explanation. I mean, it isn’t a total lie.“I’ll go ahead and renew the spells I have in place on you before you go, to keep things hidden. But pretty soon your body is going to change too much and it’ll be obvious. We’ll keep the scent hidden indefinitely as long as we can so it only smells like you,” she says, rising to her feet. I don’t answer her, because it's nothing I don’t already know