We all sat in the classroom waiting for Mr. Davies to come. He was our history teacher and he loved practicals. Of course, it was going to be another practical for our continuous assessment, it is what we knew him for; always giving practical assignments which he normally used as assessments. Ava and her crew sat in a circle, talking about what I don’t give a fuck about. Frank and his friends were nowhere to be found and I kept on wondering where they were. I just sat close to Ellie, the new girl that was transferred from Trenty High School which was in the neighboring town, she wasn’t from the neighborhood either, so she didn’t have any friends yet.
“Why is this school so stratified?” she asked, while she wrote something in her book.
“Well that is the norm here, you’ll get used to it soon,” I said and smiled at her.
“I’m Ellie Johnson by the way,” she said. She was really cool and she looked like she doesn’t give a shit about what people think or say about her and I instantly fell in love with her. Not that romantic type of love though.
“Annabelle Rivers,” I said with a wide smile on my face.
“I like you, and I will love to be your friend.” I continued, still looking at her.
“Are you kidding? So you are not intimidated by my looks?” she asked with a voice that said, ‘you may not like me.’
The truth is this, she really had a mean face that radiated the Fuck Off sign. She had piercings on her tongue and almost every part of her ears. Her looks could really make one piss on his or her pants and she looked very ghetto. She had black short hair which she dyed blonde. I knew her hair was black because the root of her hair had already grown out some portion of black. She continued writing on her book and when I tried to see what kept her busy, she closed it immediately.
“Sorry, I shouldn’t have looked in. It’s none of my business.” I said, apologizing for trying to poke my nose in her stuff.
“Sure…” she said before Frank and his crew walked into the class.
When I looked up at them Danny waved at me while they came closer. I was expecting Frank to at least say hi but instead, he just walked past me while John followed him. Danny looked at me with guilty eyes and passed me too. Well, I was surprised because we were all cool yesterday, laughing and having g so much fun, what changed now? Ava Sinter left her crew and walked up to where Frank sat with his friends, I looked away from them. I thought everything was fine between me and Frank, I was such a fool to even think that he would start having feelings for me.
“Are you alright?” Ellie asked, breaking me off from my thoughts.
“Yeah…yeah sure, I’m good,” I said, staring blankly at the space. I was pained, he couldn’t have just ignored me that way, that's rude. Did I do anything bad to him while we were at the cinema last night?
“You sure don’t look alright to me, Annie,” Ellie said before Mr. Davies came in. I looked at her and smiled before I mouthed a ‘thank you to her and she looked at me like I had horns on my head.
“I'm so sorry, I was late to class. A situation came up.” He said then people murmured to themselves. This was Mr. Davies for you. A situation always comes up. It was his usual excuse for being nonchalant. I heard that why he still retained his job was because he has a thing with the principal and that is why he does whatever he likes and goes away with it.
“You all know the usual by now, it’s a practical of course but, I’ll like to take a new dimension here.” He said and the murmurings in the class increased as everyone wondered what he was about to do now.
“Can I hear myself, be quiet everyone.” He said trying to restore order to the class that was already a bit noisy.
I looked at Ellie, she just sat and looked at Davies quietly. I wondered what was going on in her mind. She was so difficult to read. I couldn’t even make out if she was happy or sad from her facial expression. She just stared on.
“You guys will be in pairs instead of it being a group of six or seven. And you don’t get to choose your partner, I’ll do that myself okay.” He said and the class went wild. I wasn’t really expecting that though but there was nothing for us to do but wait to see who our partners were. I prayed silently in my heart to be paired with Frank. Well, I didn't know how everything was going to work out yet.
He began calling names of people and their partners and I just stared hopelessly at Mr. Davies. Ellie was just staring the way I was too. He didn't even look up from his book for one second. Well, it was cool.
“Ava Sinter…” he called out and I looked at her immediately, of course, she was confident of who her partner was going to be. She and Frank were the popular kids of the school and that’s because they came from wealthy, prominent families.
“Georgina Stephen will be your partner for this research.” He continued without flinching.
Oh, here it goes. She was mortified, the disappointment radiating all over her face. Georgina was one of her crew members so why was she sad? I was really enjoying the show and I was happy.
“Annabel Rivers…” he said, distracting me from my show. Right now, I bet Ellie could hear my heartbeat. I was so scared and anxious about who my partner for the research could be.
“Frank Kingston would be your research partner.” He continued then he went on with calling other names. Ava looked at me immediately and scoffed, not like I gave a fuck, so I just sat there staring into the thin air as if I wasn’t even happy about my partner but I was fuckn' elated. I didn’t even bother to look back to see his facial expression, it didn’t bother me at all, whether he was happy or sad about it was none of my business. Now, there was no need for him to avoid me because we were in this together. All thanks to Mr.Davies.
“Your research would be on different topics, and you and your partner will have to teach the class, whatever your topic of research is. I hope I’m understood.” Mr. Davies said after he finished pairing us with our partners.Some people responded while some just nodded in agreement with what he just said. Ellie wrote something in her book and closed it immediately and I wondered what she had been writing all along. Her partner was Ferdinand Jackson, one of the cutest boys in Sona High school, well Frank was the number one on my list though but it’s no news that Jackson was also wanted by girls too.Well, Ellie was one of the girls who didn’t care about anything and I liked her for that.“Why were you all flushed when Davies paired you up with Frank?” she asked me. Wow, I didn’t know that I was blushing or any sort of thing like that.“Was it so obvious?” I asked her touching my face and smiling.
We were having the literature class at that period and we walked into the class just before the literature teacher Miss B walked into the class. Everyone was already seated when we walked in and I was left to wonder when they all got to class since the bell that ends lunch hour just went off few minutes ago.People stared at us and probably wondered what I was doing with the new girl or what she was doing with me, seeing how unpopular I was in school. I hadn't realized that I was looking down probably, counting my steps or looking at my legs, while I made my way to my chair till I sat down and raised my head to look to the front of the class where Miss B stood trying to get ready what she was about to teach us. She was a bit strict, at least nobody made unnecessary noise when it was her standing in front of the class, unlike how most of the boys chatted and made awful noises if it were other teachers who were not so strict.Ellie had not said a single word
"Mum, do you think I am ugly?" I asked looking up to my mum for an honest answer.I asked this question a lot and I think mum was sad about the fact that I didn't feel I was beautiful. Yes, I didn't feel that way because my mates in school called me ugly and fat. As a little girl, I had baby fat till I was eleven. And even in my teenage years, I did lose some pounds during that puberty stage where the boobs grow big, hips get wider and all that, then you start your journey into adulthood. Despite all these, I was still called fat and ugly. I resented looking at myself in the mirror because I didn't want to see the ugly, fat girl that other people saw. I remember an incident that happened when I was still in fifth grade. It was lunch time and I went to the cafeteria with other kids to have lunch. While I was going to one of the tables to eat my food, someone dropped a banana peel which I slipped on and fell with my food all over me. The other kids laughed at me so hard that so
I thought that things would change in highschool. Laugh out loud, I was a foolish dreamer to think of such. Things became much worse. Life during my highschool years became much more worse than I could ever imagine. Infact it was the worst time of my life. There were different cliques all paired up in school.Among the boys,we had the most popular Frank Kingston of course,the popular, wealthy, spoilt kid that everyone wanted to be friends with. I still remembered how he humiliated me in fifth grade and said I would end up being poor just like my mother, pompous, spoilt bastard.I became angry anytime I remembered what he did to me in fifth grade. I was angry for many reasons. I was angry because he insulted me and I was angry at myself because I had a huge crush on him. Well, who wouldn't. I was fat and ugly but I had feelings too and I wasn't blind not to notice that Frank Kingston was a tall handsome human with blonde, short hair and brown eyes.His eyes were hypnotic and he
I was surprised because Frank Kingston now talked to me. Maybe I wasn't fat and ugly anymore. I was happy that at least my crush was talking to me. At least he saw me as a human being. My other mates now said hi to me sometimes though.I think it was because Frank was now talking to me. I think he controlled what happened in school without even knowing or maybe he knew. If he didn't talk to you, you won't be regarded as anything. Now people talked to me. Not as if they were friends with me,they just said hi's and that was it. It was an improvement compared to how I was treated before. I told my mum about how my mates don't call me fat and ugly anymore. How Frank Kingston seemed to talk to me now and then. She smiled and looked at me then she hugged me. That was it? Okay maybe it's her way of telling me that she is happy for me. Well I became happier as Frank got closer to me it was like a wish come true. Why did my fairy godmother decide to make my wish come true now? I wasn'
We were having the literature class at that period and we walked into the class just before the literature teacher Miss B walked into the class. Everyone was already seated when we walked in and I was left to wonder when they all got to class since the bell that ends lunch hour just went off few minutes ago.People stared at us and probably wondered what I was doing with the new girl or what she was doing with me, seeing how unpopular I was in school. I hadn't realized that I was looking down probably, counting my steps or looking at my legs, while I made my way to my chair till I sat down and raised my head to look to the front of the class where Miss B stood trying to get ready what she was about to teach us. She was a bit strict, at least nobody made unnecessary noise when it was her standing in front of the class, unlike how most of the boys chatted and made awful noises if it were other teachers who were not so strict.Ellie had not said a single word
“Your research would be on different topics, and you and your partner will have to teach the class, whatever your topic of research is. I hope I’m understood.” Mr. Davies said after he finished pairing us with our partners.Some people responded while some just nodded in agreement with what he just said. Ellie wrote something in her book and closed it immediately and I wondered what she had been writing all along. Her partner was Ferdinand Jackson, one of the cutest boys in Sona High school, well Frank was the number one on my list though but it’s no news that Jackson was also wanted by girls too.Well, Ellie was one of the girls who didn’t care about anything and I liked her for that.“Why were you all flushed when Davies paired you up with Frank?” she asked me. Wow, I didn’t know that I was blushing or any sort of thing like that.“Was it so obvious?” I asked her touching my face and smiling.
We all sat in the classroom waiting for Mr. Davies to come. He was our history teacher and he loved practicals. Of course, it was going to be another practical for our continuous assessment, it is what we knew him for; always giving practical assignments which he normally used as assessments. Ava and her crew sat in a circle, talking about what I don’t give a fuck about. Frank and his friends were nowhere to be found and I kept on wondering where they were. I just sat close to Ellie, the new girl that was transferred from Trenty High School which was in the neighboring town, she wasn’t from the neighborhood either, so she didn’t have any friends yet.“Why is this school so stratified?” she asked, while she wrote something in her book.“Well that is the norm here, you’ll get used to it soon,” I said and smiled at her.“I’m Ellie Johnson by the way,” she said. She was really cool and she looked like
I was surprised because Frank Kingston now talked to me. Maybe I wasn't fat and ugly anymore. I was happy that at least my crush was talking to me. At least he saw me as a human being. My other mates now said hi to me sometimes though.I think it was because Frank was now talking to me. I think he controlled what happened in school without even knowing or maybe he knew. If he didn't talk to you, you won't be regarded as anything. Now people talked to me. Not as if they were friends with me,they just said hi's and that was it. It was an improvement compared to how I was treated before. I told my mum about how my mates don't call me fat and ugly anymore. How Frank Kingston seemed to talk to me now and then. She smiled and looked at me then she hugged me. That was it? Okay maybe it's her way of telling me that she is happy for me. Well I became happier as Frank got closer to me it was like a wish come true. Why did my fairy godmother decide to make my wish come true now? I wasn'
I thought that things would change in highschool. Laugh out loud, I was a foolish dreamer to think of such. Things became much worse. Life during my highschool years became much more worse than I could ever imagine. Infact it was the worst time of my life. There were different cliques all paired up in school.Among the boys,we had the most popular Frank Kingston of course,the popular, wealthy, spoilt kid that everyone wanted to be friends with. I still remembered how he humiliated me in fifth grade and said I would end up being poor just like my mother, pompous, spoilt bastard.I became angry anytime I remembered what he did to me in fifth grade. I was angry for many reasons. I was angry because he insulted me and I was angry at myself because I had a huge crush on him. Well, who wouldn't. I was fat and ugly but I had feelings too and I wasn't blind not to notice that Frank Kingston was a tall handsome human with blonde, short hair and brown eyes.His eyes were hypnotic and he
"Mum, do you think I am ugly?" I asked looking up to my mum for an honest answer.I asked this question a lot and I think mum was sad about the fact that I didn't feel I was beautiful. Yes, I didn't feel that way because my mates in school called me ugly and fat. As a little girl, I had baby fat till I was eleven. And even in my teenage years, I did lose some pounds during that puberty stage where the boobs grow big, hips get wider and all that, then you start your journey into adulthood. Despite all these, I was still called fat and ugly. I resented looking at myself in the mirror because I didn't want to see the ugly, fat girl that other people saw. I remember an incident that happened when I was still in fifth grade. It was lunch time and I went to the cafeteria with other kids to have lunch. While I was going to one of the tables to eat my food, someone dropped a banana peel which I slipped on and fell with my food all over me. The other kids laughed at me so hard that so