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2021-04-17 22:39:20We’re finally home, after a long flight from Paris. Lena and I went to the Museum and travel around the city before we left. She took me to Musee de Louvre, I don’t even could spell the name well but that place was amazing, I’ve been there with my family too but that was a long time ago. Since I was a kid I’ve always like arts, I love painting and do crafts. “Baby, you’re done?” Lena says.
“Hold up! I make the bag!” I yell from our bedroom as I unpack the clothes and get the clothes back to the
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LENA’S POINT OF VIEWGuilt, I guess that was what I’m feeling right now. But not just that, I was feeling guilty for what I wasn’t feeling guilty about. I knew that I didn’t want to spend my entire life with Sasha and selling drugs for her stepbrother. I don’t feel bad for being with Maia because it’s what I want. I feel guilty for feeling burdened with this trivial shit when one of my men, a member of our drug cartel that keeps an eye on outside, died.
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Sitting on the cozy seat with a stranger who tattooed me at her tattoo studio near my old apartment, while my eyes keep looking at Lena’s picture in my hand, the weather felt so good, it’s not hot, neither cold. I'm about to go to Rosa’s apartment to see them before I decided to stop my steeps in this nice tattoo studio. Lena and I did a lot of things this year, and we spent our 12 months together every time she’s back in town.I’m holding Lena’s picture in my hand, admiring her beauty. I took this picture on ou
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Why Are you Still In My Brain? WATCH ME DIE
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LENA’S POINT OF VIEW“B-barb, s-stop…”Couldn’t help myself but groan as I felt her hand slowly pierce into the water and start touching my thigh. I get my back up in the bathtub to avoid her touch.“Why? You always like it” She chuckled.Then she noticed my breast was up and down; it made her continue her action instead of stopping and right after that, Barbara slid her fingers closer to my inner thigh, really close to my Ms. Rosy.“God, no, I’m not in the mood,” I said.After seeing my response, the smile that was drawing her face disappeared, Barbara then off her hands and sighed; she was pissed. Without wasting any more time, I get up and reach over the towel; covering my naked body then I take a deep breath.Barbara is the hottest woman in town, she has green eyes and most importantly she is a brunette, her breasts are sexy and hot not small or huge, they just fit my palms and I love it, plus she is a 45-year-old woman, we know in that age they are not an amateur anymore but a pr
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I’ve been thinking a lot for the last few hours, clearing my head and trying to figure out what I need to say after having Lena in my cell. After leaving the open yard, I went back to my cell and rested my back against the non-comfy bunk which I never thought that I would lay there. My eyes looked up at the ceiling and both my arms became my pillow at the time, the more I thought about Lena, the more pain I got. Then I have no clue why my eyes ran toward her stuff, as the intrusive invaded me, I started leaving my bunk and made my way to her spot. My eyes ran around the place, I made sure no one passed my cell and saw me near my bunkmate spot before I walked even closer. A soft cover became the first thing I touched as I got there; Lena always had this cover with her, why? As I remembered every time she had a nightmare hugging this orange cover would make her feel better, I rubbed the cover and smiled, knowing this was hers and after fighting the urge not to come here yet I can’t.
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A raven-haired girl that I hated but also madly in love showed up in front of my face, she frowned and looked unhappy when she noticed I was the one who opened the door for her. Her tousled hair and eyes that looked so exhausted were evident as far as the eye could see when Lena appeared in front of me but that still didn’t take away the beauty she had since she was born. “What the hell did you do here?” I ask as my eyes are looking at her in annoyance. “Ask the guy who brought me here” Lena scoffs as she rolls her eyes, she gets into my cell without my permission like that cell was hers, placing her stuff on the top of my bunk not hers afterward. Lena one hundred percent knows how to piss me off, she always has a way to make me madly mad at her but also in love, I have no idea what her intention was when she placed her stuff on the top of my bunk, not hers but as I know Lena loves to annoy me or she may be here to torture me, paying that male guard so that she can get this room. “
Why Are you Still In My Brain? UNEXPECTED GUEST
“Hey! Campbell? What are you doing here?”A male guard just came and that freezes us. “Uh, keep your hands clean, inmate!” Cara shouts at me. I raise my eyebrow with an annoyed look on my face and I get back to my cell. I knew she shouted at me because she does not want to get shot in 4K by that male big guard. “I-I’m about to go, I’ll check another room then” Cara states as she facing the male guard which standing in front of my room, awkwardly.“Oh, I thought there’s something wrong happened here” He chuckles. “Ah, no, no… no worries” Cara chuckles in an awkward way. She leaves my room and disappearing into the prison corridor then. I sigh and fold up my pink furry cozy blanket, get ready to greet my new roommate. “Hey, look at you! A friend of mine said that you’ll be in the yoga class this
Why Are you Still In My Brain? STUFFY CHEST STUFFY ROOM
“So tell me… we haven’t met in millennia” Cara chuckles. “What do you do after college Maia?” She ends. “I’ve traveled with my ex hukkk…” I clear my throat tensely. “Ex-girlfriend…” I whoosh my breath as I look at her. Cara stares at me with a raised brow, I guess she gets more surprised because she found out that I am not straight like she thought. “Wow!” She’s whooshing her breath in surprise. “My ex-girlfriend who ran an illegal shit and now… I found herself is in here too!” I end.“Wow, that’s surprising Maia!” Cara shook her head and chuckles. “I didn’t expect that you can get involved into that kind of thing” She ends. “I mean… yes, I helped her! But I cut myself and leave... Now I’m lamenting myself for leaving
