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2024-10-29 19:42:56I bite my lips and stared at him for his reply. He doesn't even take a minute to respond.
" You don't even need to ask me, Emily. I will be your boyfriend. Like you said, officially. I love you so much. I have been longing to hear these words from you. All I want is you to be happy no matter who you choose. But I always wished I could be the one for you. You have no idea how happy Iam feeling right now." Ryder said as his hands went to either side of my hips. He lifted me and swirled in a circle. We both smiled and laughed at each other.
" I'm feeling much happier than you, Ryder," I told him.
" No. I feel happier than you," we continued arguing who's more happier. Atleast, he helped me land on my feet.
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