Luxiana Sommeris
The library was quiet, save for the occasional rustle of pages turning. I sat at my desk in the dimly lit corner of the grand old library, the soft golden light of my lamp casting shadows that flickered across the shelves.
Towers of books surrounded me—ancient texts, forgotten manuscripts, and half-finished catalog cards.
The faint smell of parchment and ink filled the air, grounding me as I reached for another fragile volume, its spine cracked from time and wear.
I have always loved this place. The silence, the order, the sense that here, nothing could touch me. It was a haven, a place to hide from the chaos of the outside world.
A place where my mind could wander freely between the pages of stories that weren’t my own. But lately, even the comforting isolation of the library couldn't keep away the strange, unsettling dreams.
I have always had sleep paralysis, but I lost it after I immersed myself through working. I was always paranoid that I would see something out of the ordinary in the middle of my paralysis, but there was none. It was like that before but it has changed.
The first one had come weeks ago, starting as nothing more than a fragment of a memory—a shadowy figure standing at the edge of my vision, watching me.
He never moved, never spoke, but his presence lingered long after I woke. Then the dreams began to deepen, morphing into something darker, more vivid.
Nights became battlegrounds of emotion and fear, as the shadow would draw closer, his face a blur of impossible details.
And each time, I felt as though he was not just watching my dream but that he belonged there—like he was waiting for something.
I sighed, rubbing my temples as I tried to shake the lingering unease from last night’s dream. The figure had been closer than ever, and this time, I swore I had heard him whisper my name.
I hadn’t told anyone about the dreams. What would I even say? That I was being haunted by something I couldn’t describe? I could imagine how ridiculous it would sound.
“Luxiana?”
The voice snapped me out of my thoughts. Margaret, the head librarian, stood in front of my desk, peering down at me with concern.
“You've been staring at that book for fifteen minutes. Are you alright? Have you eaten already?” She asked.
Margaret is not just an employer to me; she has become like a mother, filling a void in my life that I didn’t know could be filled.
When my grandmother passed away, my world shattered. I was still studying at the time, and the weight of financial struggles bore down on me. Losing my grandma was the most devastating moment of my life, a sorrow that wrapped around my heart like a heavy fog.
My grandmother was my everything; she raised me from the time I was a small child. I have no memories of my parents; they were but distant shadows in my life.
Margaret knew our state and offered me a part-time job at the library, a place I had always cherished.
Even after graduating with a degree in education, I chose to remain in the library, for it is more than just a job for me; it is my sanctuary.
I forced a smile, not wanting to worry her more. Margaret is getting old too. “I'm fine. Just… distracted, I guess.”
She gave me a knowing look. “You’ve been working late for weeks now. Why don’t you take some time off? Go outside, and breathe some fresh air. This place will still be here when you come back.”
“I might do that,” I lied. In truth, I didn't want to go home and the thought of leaving the library's comforting walls made me feel exposed.
But Margaret was right—I had been staying late almost every night, trying to avoid sleep and the inevitable plunge back into the dream world.
Margaret hesitated, her brow furrowed, but then she nodded and walked away, leaving me alone with the books once again.
As the evening wore on, the library grew even quieter, the last of the patrons leaving until it was just me and the distant ticking of the clock.
The shadows lengthened, creeping across the floor, and outside, the city hummed with life—faint sounds of distant cars and the murmur of late-night conversations.
I should leave soon, I thought. But instead, I felt an inexplicable pull toward the older, restricted section of the library.
The restricted section was a place of mystery and exploration. Few had access to it, and even fewer ventured inside. It held the rarest and oldest books, ones that seemed to hum with the weight of centuries.
I wasn’t sure why, but I felt drawn there tonight. My feet moved almost of their own accord, carrying me toward the iron gate that separated the restricted area from the rest of the library.
My hand hovered over the gate’s latch. Why am I doing this? A voice in my head whispered. I had no reason to be here, and yet I couldn’t shake the feeling that something waited for me on the other side.
Taking a deep breath, I opened the gate and stepped inside.
The air was cooler here, thicker somehow, and the shelves loomed taller, filled with books that seemed untouched by time.
I ran my fingers along the spines, my pulse quickening as my eyes scanned the unfamiliar titles. I had worked here for years, but there were books here I had never seen before.
Then, in the far corner, I spotted something. A single book, glowing faintly under the light of the overhead lamp.
It was old, bound in dark leather, with no title on its cover. I reached for it, my fingers brushing the worn surface, and as soon as I touched it, a strange sensation surged through me—a tug, like a thread connecting me to something far away.
I opened the book, and my breath caught. The pages were filled with symbols I didn’t recognize, swirling and shifting as though alive.
But more unsettling was the image at the center of the page—a figure, shadowed and indistinct, standing in the middle of what looked like a vast, endless dreamscape.
Suddenly, the room grew cold. The hairs on the back of my neck stood on end. My heartbeat quickened as the shadows in the corner of the room seemed to thicken, coalescing into a familiar form.
The figure from my dreams.
He stepped forward, emerging from the darkness, his tall frame clothed in shadows that clung to him like smoke.
His eyes—dark, piercing—locked onto mine, and for the first time, I could see his face, sharp and beautiful, yet haunting in its intensity.
“Luxiana,” he said, his voice a deep, velvet whisper, sending a shiver down my spine.
I staggered back, the book slipping from my hands and hitting the floor with a dull thud. My breath hitched in my throat. “Who are you? How did you know my name?”
His lips curved into a faint, knowing smile. “I’ve been waiting for you.”
His words hung in the air between us, heavy with meaning. My mind raced. This couldn’t be real. This had to be another dream, didn’t it? I wasn’t asleep—was I?
As if he could sense the confusion swirling within me, he stepped closer, the shadows that surrounded him flickering and dancing in the dim light of the library.
“My name is Damien,” he said, his voice smooth and inviting, like a soft caress brushing against my skin. “Your desire called out to me, and now I am bound to you.”
His words sent an icy chill racing down my spine, and I instinctively took a step back, my mind racing to grasp the situation.
“M-my desire? What do you mean by that?” I stammered, a sense of panic bubbling up inside me.
“Your sexual desires,” he replied, an unsettling smirk playing at the corners of his lips as he continued to approach me. I stumbled backward again, trying to maintain some distance between us.
“I-I don’t have sexual desires! I haven’t been in a relationship long enough to think about such things!” I exclaimed, my face flushing with embarrassment.
“If that’s the case, then why am I here?” he questioned, raising an eyebrow with a teasing glint in his eye.
“I would like to ask you the same question! A-Am I dreaming?” I wondered aloud, unsure whether I was asking him or just trying to convince myself of the absurdity of the moment.
What on earth is happening?!
The figure from my dreams looked around the library with a mischievous glint before smirking at me.
“I had no idea you were bold enough to fantasize while surrounded by shelves of books,” he remarked, his tone dripping with playful mockery.
As he stepped closer, my heart raced. It suddenly struck me just how bare his form was; he appeared almost as if he had stepped straight out of a dark romance novel, every detail of his physique strikingly perfect yet undeniably unsettling.
He has midnight-black hair contrasts with his deep, stormy blue eyes, and his majestic build looks too unrealistic. How come someone is that perfect?
But behind all my thoughts, I knew he was someone dangerous for my well-being.
I shakily raised a trembling finger toward him, my voice quivering with fear. “S-stay away! Miss Margaret, help!” I called out, desperately hoping that someone would hear me.
“Stop that. No one can hear you here aside from me, Luxiana,” Damien said, his voice low and intimate. “You will moan my name in the silence of this library.”
Before I could react, he leaned forward and licked my finger, then sucked it completely in his mouth. My eyes widened in shock, feeling as if they might pop right out of my head.
With a panicked scream, I turned to flee from him, my heart pounding in my chest, but I found myself disoriented and lost.
Where the hell is the exit? Why does it feel like the library is closing in on me, the shelves looming taller and more menacing?
The sound of his footsteps echoed behind me, sending a jolt of fear through my body. I flinched at the noise, then spun around to face him.
In a matter of moments, he had caught up with me, and it felt disturbingly strange how quickly he moved.
“Oh, I forgot to mention,” he said, his voice smooth as silk, “I am an incubus. Now, let me feed on you.”
With that, he cornered me against my desk, his dark aura enveloping me as I realized I had nowhere to run.
To be continued…
Luxiana Sommeris“Don’t you dare touch me, or I’m calling the cops!” I shouted, my voice trembling even though I tried to mask my fear with anger. My back was pressed against the desk, the hard surface digging into my skin as I braced myself.I was trying to look tough, but inside, I was terrified. Something was unsettling about him, making the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end.“I doubt you can call the cops here.” His voice was so steady, so casual, that it sent a chill down my spine.His face remained expressionless, cold until he gently tilted my chin upward with a soft and possessive touch.The moment his hand touched me, it was like my body froze. I couldn’t move. My lips, which had been quivering in fear, now wouldn’t respond. What had he done to me? Why couldn’t I speak? Panic surged through me, but it was trapped inside, unable to find its way out.“You’re perfect,” he murmured, his deep blue eyes gleaming with something I couldn’t quite place. “Everything about your
Luxiana Sommeris“It won’t work. Humans will always sleep—you’ll eventually pass out.” The voice was familiar, jolting me out of bed with a start. My heart raced, and my eyes darted to the door. Damien stood there with his expression dark and serious.Panic immediately set in. I was certain I had done everything to stay awake. I’d downed coffee like it was my lifeline—how could I have fallen asleep? The confusion swirled in my mind. How did he know I was fighting so hard to keep my eyes open?I followed his gaze and froze. He was staring at the two empty mugs on my bedside table. My pulse quickened. Crap! I must’ve passed out a while ago!“Y-you... stay back!” I screamed, my voice trembling. He didn’t respond, didn’t flinch. Without breaking eye contact, he moved closer. Each step felt like a magnet pulling me in, though every instinct in my body screamed to run.Before I could react, Damien’s strong arms encircled my waist. My muscles locked up as if his touch had paralyzed my entir
Luxiana SommerisDamien was silent for a moment before a dark chuckle escaped his lips. “You can make me disappear once I’ve satisfied your desires,” he said, his voice low and filled with promise.I shook my head, clenching my fists tightly as frustration rose. There were too many things about him that didn’t make sense—his existence, his presence in my life—but something he mentioned earlier lingered in my mind, something I couldn’t shake.“My necklace…” I began, my voice faltering as I searched for the right words. “You said something before. You thought my bloodline was lost—what did you mean by that?”Damien’s eyes darkened, his gaze sharp and intense as he interrupted me. “I can only tell you if you feed me,” he said, his tone smooth but carrying an unmistakable edge. His stormy blue eyes seemed to gleam with a dangerous hunger.“I—I have food in the kitchen,” I stammered nervously, regretting my question almost instantly. “You can get something there.” My instincts screamed at
Luxiana SommerisAs we sat down with our coffee orders in hand, Anton leaned forward, a curious smile on his lips. “So, how long have you been in the city, Luxiana?” he asked, his voice casual yet warm. Then, almost as an afterthought, he added, “Oh, and how old are you? I just realized I might not be giving you the respect you deserve, depending on that.”I couldn’t help but chuckle softly at his sudden concern. “There’s no need to be so formal, really,” I assured him, offering a light smile. “I just turned 26 this year.”His eyes widened in surprise, a playful spark flickering in them. “Wait, so you’re like my older sister!”I clutched my chest dramatically, pretending to be wounded by his words. “I’m not sure whether to take that as a compliment or not, but if that’s how you feel comfortable, then sure,”We both burst out laughing, the atmosphere light and easy between us. After a moment, I took a sip of my cold caramel macchiato and glanced over at him. “What about you? You look
Luxiana Sommeris“That’s completely different, but you know what? Forget it.” I sighed deeply, standing from my bed to look for some hair tie. When I found one, I tied my hair into a messy bun, then turned to look at him.He wasn’t wearing a shirt, just a pair of ripped, baggy jeans that hung loosely on his hips. How could someone pull off a look like that so effortlessly?But the thing is, I needed to get to know him. The sooner he could fulfill whatever strange, unexplainable desire I had, the sooner he’d be out of my dreams for good.The problem? I had no idea what I truly wanted. This is why, getting to know him was probably the best way to kill time while I tried to figure it out—or maybe even give in to whatever my subconscious was craving.I sank back onto my bed, trying to shake off the strange tension in the room. “Okay, so what’s your full name?” I asked, breaking the silence. He was sitting on the edge of the bed, and for some reason, the whole atmosphere felt extremely di
Luxiana Sommeris“Good morning, Xiana,” Margaret greeted me warmly as I entered the library. “Looks like you had a rough night, huh? Those dark circles are doing all the talking. Is everything alright?”I groaned, dropping my bag beside my locker. “A demon kept me up all night. Honestly, I barely slept. I’m unsure if what I got qualifies as sleep at all.”“Huh? Demon?” Margaret’s eyes narrowed playfully as she leaned in. I cursed myself inwardly—mentioning something like that wasn’t exactly wise. “Are you talking about a man, Xiana?”I rolled my eyes. “No, Miss Margaret, not a man. As much as they can be like that, this wasn’t one of those situations. I was reading the manuscript Anton sent over last night. It’s about an angel and a demon,” I replied. Technically, that wasn’t entirely a lie.“Oh! So that’s it!” She grinned, her fingers finding my waist to poke me teasingly. “You and Anton, huh? Getting close now?”Margaret’s teasing was relentless. I giggled, trying to swat her hand a
Luxiana SommerisI closed the door behind me, letting the soft click echo through the quiet of my home as my gaze drifted over familiar details. “I’m home,” I murmured to the space, a strange comfort in voicing it. My footsteps were gentle as I made my way to my room, allowing the tranquility of solitude to settle around me.After a warm shower washed away the day’s weight, I brewed a cup of black coffee, the rich aroma wafting through the air. Sitting cross-legged on my bed, I reached for my old, faithful laptop from the bedside table. I needed answers, explanations, and something to make sense of what happened to me a little while ago. My fingers moved swiftly over the keys, my eyes scanning screen after screen, but every search left me empty-handed. Nothing on the internet held the answers I sought. The strangeness left me unsettled—had I been having visions?I caught myself biting my lower lip, my gaze fixated on the dark, steaming coffee. An inexplicable thought came over me,
Luxiana SommerisThe sensation of him so close, his breath brushing against my neck, made my heart race in a way that was both exhilarating and nerve-wracking. There was something indescribably different about it—a warmth that sent shivers through me, as if a thousand butterflies had taken flight in my stomach, their delicate wings performing intricate dances of somersaults that left me breathless.Damien’s kisses were like the softest whispers of fire against my skin, each one deliberate and lingering, as though he was mapping out every inch of my neck with infinite care. His lips were warm, tender, and impossibly gentle, never missing a spot, as if his sole focus was to ensure that no part of me went untouched by his devotion.With his tall frame towering over me, the weight of his presence pressed against me, grounding me and overwhelming me at once. I couldn’t help but notice the unmistakable hardness of him against my thigh. I tried to push the thought aside and focus on anyth
Luxiana SommerisA lot has happened today. The weight of it pressed down on us, thick and unrelenting, even as we sought solace in the small comforts of routine. The warm water of the bath soothed aching muscles, yet my mind remained restless, submerged in the whirlpool of unspoken fears and unanswered questions.I should be thinking about them—the souls lost in their nightmares, the ones I could save if only I tried harder. But all I could think about was him.Damien.The thought of him made my chest tighten with something dangerously close to guilt. Not because I had done something wrong, but because I knew—deep down—that I was being selfish. My abilities weren’t meant for just one person. I could pull countless souls from the brink and bring light to those drowning in darkness.I had done so little for the people of this world. A few saved lives weren’t enough. Not when I had the power to do more. Not when I could be so much more. But how could I give pieces of myself away when,
Luxiana SommerisThe soft crunch of gravel beneath our shoes was the only sound accompanying us as we strolled back home, ice cream cones in hand. The air was warm, carrying the faint scent of rain from earlier in the afternoon, and I found myself humming a lighthearted tune, trying to shake off the remnants of our earlier conversation. The sweetness of the vanilla on my tongue was comforting, melting slowly as I licked at it absentmindedly. Damien walked beside me, quiet but present, the way he always was when he sensed I needed space to think.Just as I turned the corner leading to my house, I caught sight of someone sitting on the porch. The dim glow of the streetlight above barely illuminated their figure, but the familiarity of it made me pause.“Someone’s there…” Damien murmured beside me, his voice low, cautious. I squinted, my steps slowing. My heart gave a small, surprised lurch when I recognized the person. “Anton?” My voice came out barely above a whisper. My grip on my
Luxiana SommerisI trailed off, unable to finish the sentence. The words felt heavy, like they didn’t belong to me. How could I say them with a straight face? Lying to Margaret had been difficult enough, but spinning an entire backstory? That was something else entirely.Margaret wasn’t just my friend—she was my second mother after my grandmother died. She was the one who had taken care of me when grief had threatened to swallow me whole. The one who made sure I ate, who listened to my worries, who reminded me that I wasn’t alone in the world. I owed her honesty. I wanted to tell her the truth. But what truth could I possibly offer?That I met Damien in a dream? That he wasn’t just a man, but an incubus, a creature of the night who existed in the space between reality and slumber?No. That would only confuse her. It would sound absurd—impossible. I pressed my lips together, my fingers tightening around my cup.“Before we knew it, we started looking forward to speaking to each other
Luxiana SommerisThe moment we reached a safe place—a dimly lit café in a quiet alleyway—I finally let out the breath I had been holding. My heart still pounded in my chest, the encounter replaying in my mind like a feverish dream. I placed a cold bottle of water in front of Damien, watching as his hands trembled slightly when he reached for it. “So that was a grim reaper?” I asked, my voice barely above a whisper. For a grim reaper, he looks painfully normal.Damien ran a hand through his dark, tousled hair, frantically massaging his scalp as if trying to rub away the tension building inside him. His jaw was set tight, and a crease had formed between his brows, making him look more troubled than I had ever seen him before.“Yes,” he exhaled, gripping the bottle but making no move to drink from it. “As I told you, there are risks in bringing me here.”The weight of his words pressed against my chest, but before I could speak, he continued. “We can’t bring death into the waking worl
Luxiana SommerisThe streets buzzed with life, a mixture of hurried footsteps, distant chatter, and the occasional car honk filling the air. The sun was warm against my skin, casting golden hues over the city buildings, making the windows glisten like scattered diamonds.Damien walked beside me unhurriedly, his fingers still loosely laced with mine. He didn’t seem overwhelmed by the liveliness of the city, but rather, fascinated by it. His gaze flickered from storefronts to passing pedestrians, his lips occasionally parting as if he wanted to ask something but decided against it.I watched him from the corner of my eye, curiosity gnawing at me. He looked at everything with quiet awe—that reminded me of how different we were.“What do you think about the city? Do you like it?” I finally asked, nudging him slightly with my shoulder.He hummed, a thoughtful sound. “It’s lively,” he admitted. “There’s a certain… warmth to it.”I let out a soft laugh before pulling him toward a street ve
Luxiana Sommeris“So, this is where you work?” Damien mused as we came to a stop outside the city library. His stormy blue eyes scanned the grand structure before us, his lips curving into an intrigued smile. “It’s huge.”I followed his gaze, taking in the towering stone building I had come to know so well. The carved pillars, the intricate arched windows, and the massive double doors leading inside stood proudly, a testament to the history within. The early morning light bathed the library in a golden hue, and a soft breeze rustled the trees lining the sidewalk, carrying the faint scent of old books and fresh ink.“Yeah, this is the city library,” I said, my voice laced with fondness. “We have one of the largest collections in the country—almost every book you could imagine.” I inhaled deeply, already able to picture the familiar rows of bookshelves, the worn wooden tables, and the quiet rustle of pages turning.Damien tilted his head slightly, amused. “You really love this place.”
Luxiana SommerisWhen I woke up the following day, my entire body ached in ways I had never experienced before. A deep soreness settled into my muscles, making even the simple act of shifting beneath the sheets feel challenging. It was as if every fiber of my being remembered Damien’s touch, his kisses, the way his hands had explored me so thoroughly that now, even the ghost of his touch made me shiver.I blinked a few times, my vision adjusting to the soft morning light filtering through the curtains. A quiet, heavy stillness surrounded me, one that immediately told me something was missing. My eyes roamed the room, taking in the familiar details—the books stacked haphazardly on my nightstand, the thin trail of moonlight still lingering from the early hours of dawn, the faint imprint on the pillow beside me.But he was gone. A strange hollowness settled in my chest. I had known, logically, that he wouldn’t be able to stay forever. My power had limits, after all. No matter how bad
Luxiana SommerisThe first thing I felt was the cool caress of air against my skin, followed by the soft, familiar texture of sheets beneath my fingertips. My head was heavy, my limbs sluggish, as though I had been pulled from the depths of an ocean, weighed down by something unseen. My breath came slow, shallow, as the remnants of a dream clung to me like mist, refusing to let go.I forced my eyes open, my vision hazy before the world sharpened into focus. The dim glow of my bedside lamp bathed the room in warm light. My room. The waking world. I was back.For a fleeting moment, dread settled in my chest like a stone. Had I failed? Had I woken up alone, everything I had fought for slipping through my fingers like sand? My pulse pounded in my ears, an unbearable silence stretching between the seconds. But then, I heard breathing.Deep, steady, but it was not mine. My body went rigid. I turned my head, my heartbeat slamming against my ribs.And there he was. Damien lay beside me, his
Luxiana SommerisAfter our conversation, we spent what felt like hours wrapped in each other's arms, basking in the warmth of our bare skin pressed together, as if trying to memorize every inch of each other. Now, we lay entangled on the bed, fingers lazily intertwined, tracing invisible patterns against each other’s skin. It was a quiet, intimate moment, yet my mind refused to settle.Despite the lingering worries swirling inside me—the uncertainty of what lay ahead, the weight of everything we had been through—one thought anchored itself in my mind, unwavering and insistent. It had been there for days, waiting for the right moment to surface. And now, with Damien beside me, his presence as tangible as the rise and fall of my breath, I finally allowed myself to give voice to it.I swallowed, pushing past the sudden tightness in my throat. “Damien?” I murmured, my voice softer than I intended.His gaze flickered to mine immediately, the deep crimson of his eyes glowing faintly in th