NELDRISDYD :
“What are you doing?”
I peeked from over the book I was reading to Fredden, who suddenly disturbed my time and decided to come and greet me in the library. I saw how he dressed up all handsome and good but… Why the hell did he bring her with him, also all dressed and all? She waved her hand greeting me with a mischievous smile.
“You are studying curses. That’s strange! Did you decide to broaden your horizons and seek knowledge in things you won’t need? Believe me; you won’t remember most of it. Talks the one who tried it before,” she grinned sitting beside me.
Dahlia turned to Fredden, talking happily like she didn’t see a monstrosity three days ago. Personally, it stayed on my mind since that day, even having nightmares about it. I didn’t seek the knowledge of curses alone; I wanted to learn about the things I couldn’t see. So I could react better in case of an emergency. I was preoccupied with the white energy it r
DAHLIA: The High Priestess; a person believed who had lived thousands of years ago. She participated in the war and used the power of the wish granter to have a land for humans. Dotoria worshipped her like a deity despite her humanity. For them, she was an angel sent by heaven. For other races, she was a cheater who stole the wish granter from the competition and made her own rules. She was a brave human for ones, a villain for others. Personally, I wasn’t attracted that much to her story. However, I was interested in her ability to see the shadows. There was a story that children listened to while being in bed waiting for slumber to kick off. Once upon a time, there was a beautiful maiden who travelled in the company of a human she found delightful and enjoyable. After spending her time seeing the atrocities of the world and its cruelty to humanity, she decided to participate in the challenger arena; a pitiful place chosen for factions to figh
NELDRISDYD: If it wasn’t a curse, then what was it? “You are certainly troubled, Neld. Share with me your burden, we might find a better solution together.” His arm acted like a pillar holding his body on my desk, his face full of sarcasm and an annoying gaze I didn’t want to see, not today, I was far more preoccupied with my situation that I was rendered restless. I didn’t think a man of his calibre would understand what I was going through. However, maybe things might be better if shared with another. Nonetheless, my instinct warned me to not trust Fredden. He was younger than me and less wise. How would he know about sicknesses and curses? “Is there a curse or a sickness that causes trembling in the muscles and a racing heart? In addition, loss of appetite and a mind always in the air, intensive thinking, unwanted attraction, the need to possess something or someone, awareness over your simplest actions and doing the best to
DAHLIA: He didn’t ask me for anything and I was stuck in the persona I made for myself. Acting all kind and cosy with everyone I met in the Palace and listening to Omniel’s stories about Veronica, he was infatuated with her. There wasn’t a single time, he didn’t talk about her. She was in everything. I liked to believe he wanted to give me beautiful memories to stay. I didn’t know what he planned but it was bad. He gave me Veronica’s room and said until the king saw me, I would occupy it. I wasn’t a morron or an idiot; I perfectly understood he wanted to make me replace her. Why? I didn’t know the reason. However, I was under constant stress, a servant always keeping an eye on my movement, wherever I went, whenever I wanted to relax. It was a nightmare. The wardrobes were filled with beautiful dresses made with care and finery. I spent the entire morning going through everything, acting like a girl mesmerized by the gold and jewels displayed in
DAHLIA:I saw him.I saw the man called the king like Omniel ordered me to. All of us, his children, over the table sharing a meal with him in a complete fake harmony. He showed me tears and hugged me hard enough to twist my bones. It was a new reality I had to accept. I was assigned two maids, not a single one leaving my side. Constant watching and disgusting fake affection… I never felt so certain someone could be so disturbing. Omniel was a disturbing brother. A man who I was forced to be on guard in his presence and he was always there, trying to get information from me. I didn’t know what kind but I felt nervous.The king looked like an older version of Fredden and I didn’t expect that. Me, who knew he hated him and tried to avoid him by staying with the Duke…A maid helped me to dress. I felt bored in my room and avoiding everyone wasn’t a wise move. Since I was in the Palace, a place fill
DAHLIA:“Dear sister,I hope this letter finds you in good health. Keeping yourself hollowed in your room isn’t good and I admit I am mad at your actions. Since I found you in the temple, I got the impression you didn’t like me much and me, who were hoping to be the bestest of friends. We need to spend time with each other, to get to know each other. Veronica and I used to keep each other company all the time…” I skimmed over more paragraphs of the brother whining over his missing sister. I wasn’t Veronica and I didn’t intend to replace her in any way. Since conditions brought it, I should search for the reason why Dotoria was a land full of dark energy and disappear without leaving a single trace. I should tell Omniel I wasn’t Veronica and he should suppress himself from saying her name each time he saw me. We looked like each other and it was the only thing making us in common. I didn’t eve
NELDRISDYD:I had a strange invitation this evening warning me to come quickly in front of the bar I usually visited with Fredden, telling me to expect two horses with two familiar faces. Waiting for too long, I decided to climb the wall and look for them with my eyes searching for two horses. Instead, I saw two monkeys jumping the trees screaming like followed by a ghost but the one behind had her main focus on catching the other one.I was forced to watch the two having fun while I stayed behind waiting for them. Fredden was right; Dahlia had fun staying in the castle. I thought she was already part of my team but I guess I should change the rules and expectations. I swear I tried to force my eyes from goggling her chest but the two sponges bounced everywhere. She tried to stabilize them with her whole arm but it wasn’t enough. I bet it hurt feeling them everywhere like this. I bet she had backache since she didn’t have muscles in h
DAHLIA:He had three months left and I didn’t find a way to cure him.Mimi refused to tell me anything and my despair grew stronger. I didn’t want him to die. I didn’t want to ask. It hurt me to struggle on my own when I didn’t even know if he liked me. There were things I truly wanted to ask him but I was scared of the answer, I unconsciously moved to the safest decision, it already hurt me to know he had only three months; I wanted to ask if he missed me like I did, I wanted to know if I meant something for him like he did for me, what was expecting me to do and what should I do? There wasn’t enough time to investigate everything… If I knew he had only three months, I would have focused on finding the way to cure him even if I had to put myself in danger. Previously, I moved because I put in front of me I had enough time to do everything, and now, I couldn’t even shake the feeling I
NELDRISDYD:I told her to shut them down, whatever feeling that made her fight to this extent. It wouldn’t be good for both of us if she let her emotions get the best of her. I understood why she started hating Veronica though she never met her. However, I was confused slightly. Fredden said when I asked him about Dahlia that she was doing fine, enjoying the new life of luxury she brought to herself. I believed it and didn’t contact her. In fact, I had some spies inside the Palace; I could easily contact her and they also told me the same. She was enjoying the life in the Palace with her brother Omniel who stayed with her almost all the time.It was also a reason I wanted to believe to get away from her. I still didn’t understand the curse she put on me. Either way, being comparing to another one sucked. I was subject to the same humiliation when I was young, constantly reminded of the dragon blood in me like a filth. The first
DAHLIA:Too much of the past for one to memorize…I literally jumped from my place like I was having a nightmare. I thought I was dead. The spear pierced my heart and I died protecting him… It hurt… It hurt so much… I was happy to know the future that he was still there waiting for me. My arms wrapped around my body, consoling me. I lost so many beloved people. The year I spent there made me realize so much. To think I was the one who pushed Neldrisdyd down that road. Where was Fredden? I needed to speak to him and Victor also… Oh, Victor was dead. I completely forgot about that.“I am sorry… I am sorry for putting you through all that. I didn’t intend to turn your lives into hell,” I cried.I cried for many reasons; one of them was I knew the future I was going into was one where Victor wasn’t there. I met him in that past and grew to like him. He was the previous cr
NELDRISDYD:“Let’s have a talk! You might be strong now but I am too. I don’t intend to apply treachery and trickery to win this battle. Your army is no less than mine; I developed monsters worthy to rival yours. I made a pact with the Devil to have you back, don’t you see that?” the king spoke with a voice that seemed young. A voice that made me stay in the shadows for more than a few seconds. I stared at the orb that floated in front of me, left by Aurora. I was a side character in all this. Was I worthy to join her side? I should be there. Standing there and having my revenge…“You used human lives to make the atrocities you command. I applaud you, old friend. Don’t joke upon bringing me back! You know the Devil can’t bring me back. There no attornment in thousands years of pain and suffering! Even if I turn you into thousands of pieces, my rage wouldn’t subside. Do you know how
NELDRISDYD:“Will you keep standing aside?” Aurora’s voice echoed in my head then she appeared next to me as I watched hidden in a safe place. I followed Lady Markbill because I was worried. I didn’t want her to die. “Are you planning to pull the twin swords to fight her? You are in a big mistake here. Didn’t you notice how she didn’t even appear? The one who called you master and was proud of having you as one. You see they know this situation is because of them… The two of swords is the High Priestess special weapon, you can’t use it in her presence.”“What? I didn’t know that. So I need a good weapon…”“I can help you with that. You need to seal her if you want your beloved to come back. The High Priestess isn’t someone that needs to come back now.”“Why are you doing all this? I think it’
NELDRISDYD:It was an important day for me and for Mathilda as well; if Dahlia came back after doing what she did, she would understand that she aimed for this. I was always curious why Mathilda hated the Jamaerah; it seemed that it was because of all this. I could see, at the moment, her ambition and determination clearly; she accepted all the pain and didn’t change it for one bit, she even left people behind to make her snap possible. For her, it was again. Such a shame she wouldn’t watch the sight I beheld in front of me! Her shining silhouette on top of the castle was visible to my eyes. She had armour in the shape of a dress.I joined Fredden who was standing not far from the Palace’s gate, a horrified gaze following the army of evil spirits. “What happened?”“Huh?” his expression turned to surprise. “I think they messed up; I told them to not ruin anything but they still went at it. The
NELDRISDYD:“Isn’t humanity doomed if you don’t unite? Dotoria is like a safe zone for humans who suffered outside of it…”“Don’t spout nonsense. Dotoria isn’t a dreamland. It’s hell for everyone and for better, it’s better to sacrifice the rotten minds to make a better place. Now, you who pulled me in this dimension, push me outside. I need to complete my mission.”“I didn’t pull you inside; it was Victoria. Even if I could do it, I wouldn’t. You are nothing to me to help you out. You can always wait for dawn to forcefully move back to your body. Such a shame! She pulled you here to make the last resistance she had fade. Do you know that, little Duke? You were the last piece that made her cling to this part of the world and after seeing you, she completely gave up. Doesn’t this make you have a little tenderness towards her?”“Deci
NELDRIDYD:My mark itched; I felt like half of it faded. Indeed, it was the case; half of my dragon mark had faded only leaving the other half. Did it mean she completely disappeared? No, I didn’t think so. I didn’t want to believe it. What was she fighting all this time?For someone who struggled so hard, I didn’t think she would give up this easily; I was certain she would find her way back. Such a shame I didn’t get from her where she was. However, it wasn’t a hard thing to guess; there was a huge laboratory under the Palace. For most Dotoria’s citizens, it was hard to believe such a huge space existed beneath them. Yet, it was there seemingly from the beginning of Dotoria. I was there in the past. The late Duke of Mizenth, my father, gave me up to the mad scientist for a year when I was six to conduct experiments on me. He wanted the dragon part on my body to disappear but it didn’t work. The ma
NELDRISDYD:I have been walking for a while inside this darkness; it was my first time coming to this kind of dream. Since meeting Dahlia, she gave me the vibes of someone I used to know; someone who died sacrificing herself for me to continue living. However, her sacrifice only made me lose sight of life and made me desire death like no one ever did. I wanted to reunite with her in the afterlife but meeting Dahlia made my plans go to an unexpected path; I wanted to keep living. But I was cursed and with a limited time.Unexpectedly, this dimension wasn’t bad; I felt like something pulled me in and I found myself between the shadows walking. It must have been something she passed to me too. Did she ever come here? It didn’t seem like it; she never spoke about something like this. The shadows had humanoid figures but instead of a shadow, there was a glimpse of the other side; the world I belonged to. It was already strange and weird. I
DAHLIA:I didn’t want to see it. I didn’t want to hear it.Nothing was worth keeping me for in this world; I was better off dying. The Duke rejected me and no matter how many taboos I put in front of me, they all end up chattering in front of what I experienced. I didn’t want to believe everything started with them. The Jamaerah knew of my existence since I put foot inside Dotoria and they manipulated my fate until recently. Wasn’t it in vain to struggle? Would it be better to put down the flame with my own hands?What was I? Who was I?Why did they give birth to me when I had no choice in choosing my destiny? I hated this life. The mad scientist had a similar face as Erasmus and they called him Erasmus number two. After welcoming me inside again, I didn’t remember being inside his laboratory; I only remembered being somewhere else where he examined me. That was right! He examined me, only that, then wh
NELDRISYD:“Wait a minute… You already know all that. I bet you know everything about the Jamaerah. Who told you about it? And since when you have been deceiving all of us. You wanted to cut her off to keep her from finding out about your plan. What is it, master? I already swore to follow you,” he bent down on one knee respective of the norm between a master and a servant.How did he find out? He was too clever; I felt glad he was my servant. “What do you think I am planning?” I lounged back on my chair behind my desk and eyed him, interested.He raised his chin, this time his gaze showing so much admiration. It was true; I forced my mind to keep everything away until the right time. Victor warned me several times about the risks and limits, that there are people between the Jamaerah who could see through thoughts like a glass of water. However, she was someone I never expected to exist and disturb what I pl